Post by wendabell on Jan 10, 2005 5:34:18 GMT
Hi girls,
Im ok.....
Im having a problem with time management at the moment.As you know i work nigh shifts at a residential college for disabled and sleep or lack of it is an issue for me.That and i am also an assessor for the n.v.q in care. A mum of three a step mum of one a wife and a housekeeper and im knackered. Im having doubts about my worth as a moderator on here as so many of you lovely ladies are giving better support than me .... i cant keep up.also in the past few months....and im not saying its a bad thing but there are so many new visitors and members and threads and i feel lost and dont know where to begin.
because of my shifts i come on here at unsociable times, try to read up, but im finding it hard to reply to as many as i did.
I was online all over christmas when no one else was ready to support the world and i was alone. i though many would need a chat and i was wrong as i knew jennie and veritee and mel were unable to come online then.
how do you all find the time to come on here so much?
Still like a yo-yo though my emotions are on an never ending rolercoster ride .
Going to give this being a moderator three months and if i still feel the same as i do now well.........
Its just i want to post to you all i really do. i have made some brillient friends on here and care about all of you so much i am finding it dificult to post my own thoughts anymore and i want to need to as its helping my recovery.but i come on here and i read a posting and want to reply to that first then i get distracted and i never get to do mine.
Also i think im ofending too many people on here with my alternate views on this illness and bringing humor and a familiarity to this forum( and no this isnt having a go at vicks) she has a valid point. Maybe im offering the wrong kind of support.
A lot has been discussed on here about faith as well and although i respect every different faction of faith with equality as we all strive to believe in the common good and being.......i feel that maybe my slightly different faith is offending people on here and they feel uncomfortable with some of my comments?
got to go at work again....love wendy.
Im ok.....
Im having a problem with time management at the moment.As you know i work nigh shifts at a residential college for disabled and sleep or lack of it is an issue for me.That and i am also an assessor for the n.v.q in care. A mum of three a step mum of one a wife and a housekeeper and im knackered. Im having doubts about my worth as a moderator on here as so many of you lovely ladies are giving better support than me .... i cant keep up.also in the past few months....and im not saying its a bad thing but there are so many new visitors and members and threads and i feel lost and dont know where to begin.
because of my shifts i come on here at unsociable times, try to read up, but im finding it hard to reply to as many as i did.
I was online all over christmas when no one else was ready to support the world and i was alone. i though many would need a chat and i was wrong as i knew jennie and veritee and mel were unable to come online then.
how do you all find the time to come on here so much?
Still like a yo-yo though my emotions are on an never ending rolercoster ride .
Going to give this being a moderator three months and if i still feel the same as i do now well.........
Its just i want to post to you all i really do. i have made some brillient friends on here and care about all of you so much i am finding it dificult to post my own thoughts anymore and i want to need to as its helping my recovery.but i come on here and i read a posting and want to reply to that first then i get distracted and i never get to do mine.
Also i think im ofending too many people on here with my alternate views on this illness and bringing humor and a familiarity to this forum( and no this isnt having a go at vicks) she has a valid point. Maybe im offering the wrong kind of support.
A lot has been discussed on here about faith as well and although i respect every different faction of faith with equality as we all strive to believe in the common good and being.......i feel that maybe my slightly different faith is offending people on here and they feel uncomfortable with some of my comments?
got to go at work again....love wendy.