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Post by brach24 on Jul 16, 2014 20:14:00 GMT
Can't get enough chocolate tonight!!
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Post by quantumrose on Jul 17, 2014 7:15:19 GMT
I was right there with you with the chocolate eating! My hubby had to remove a bag of buttons from my hands after I'd fallen asleep!! How are you today? Xx
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Post by brach24 on Jul 17, 2014 14:27:19 GMT
Lol! Choc buttons should be on prescription! Today is going well. I feel kinda giddy. Maybe it's all the chocolate!! Work gave me a card and a box of chocs so I'm well up on my sugar quota for the day. I'm back in my cosy chair. Need to put some pen to paper or my cbt lady will be pissed off. Still have the slightly detached feeling going on.
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Post by brach24 on Jul 18, 2014 12:45:53 GMT
Have just put the baby to bed because I am tired. Feel guilty. She is due a sleep soon but she has been screaming lots this morning and it's going through me. It's proper angry screams not crying. Feeling like a bad mum. My older girl is watching TV so I'm going to have a nap.
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Post by kmum on Jul 18, 2014 19:56:30 GMT
How are you feeling now? Did you get a doze earlier today? Any more choccy buttons? Lol
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Post by brach24 on Jul 19, 2014 13:21:01 GMT
Feeling good today. It's my birthday. Spent the morning doing housework. Now out for lunch with hubby and baby... No choc buttons so far... Hoping someone thinks to buy me choc!!! Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk
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Post by monica on Jul 19, 2014 13:31:28 GMT
HAPPY BIRTHDAY LOVELY LADY!!!
have a great day! Eat as much choc as takes ur fancy! Xxx
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Post by Weeble on Jul 19, 2014 21:21:48 GMT
Yummy
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Post by quantumrose on Jul 20, 2014 13:26:05 GMT
Happy birthday to yooouuu! Xxx
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Post by brach24 on Jul 20, 2014 19:58:59 GMT
Thank you everyone!! Am so tired today and haven't stopped all day. 5 girls is a lot especially when they're all tired and whiney!! On the up I think the busyness has been very good for my mood - not had a chance to over think at all. No reflective time either mind you. Hope I sleep better tonight xx
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Post by monica on Jul 21, 2014 9:10:15 GMT
Wow 5 kids! You did well ! Hope they all entertained each other! How's today going?
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Post by brach24 on Jul 21, 2014 23:58:13 GMT
Took the girls to town today. So pleased I managed it. I had a horrible memory of taking my 2 into town last year and nearly passing out. I was very ill. The memory of it was very vivid and it took extreme concentration not to get into a real panic. I was so pleased to have managed it. I also made it to the long awaited gp appt. I was straight up that I was there because i needed to make contact because of my anxiety about medical appointments. She was a new dr - very understanding and didn't rush me at all. I twitched a lot and stuttered a bit. They've put my citalopram up to 40mg. I hope it doesn't make the distant and removed feeling I have worse. Got lots going on just now with family staying, and travel and a close friends wedding. It makes me want to go back to this time last year when I wasn't relied on for anything. Life is much harder but it make life much more full filling
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Post by brach24 on Jul 22, 2014 15:07:07 GMT
Started on the 40mg today. I feel a bit weird but it's maybe just placebo. I am really on edge. Been at work for an hour and just can't concentrate - hence being on my phone typing this. I know I've been doing too much. Feel very on edge and a bit hyper.
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Post by Weeble on Jul 22, 2014 19:04:54 GMT
Hi I have found every drug change makes me feel wierd and unusual I have ever had and it's quite disconcerting. Good news is a few weeks later the feeling a little better starts. if I am struggling to concentrate I try settling my mind. For me a short walk round the block or taking a few moments to practice a mindfulness tool bring the anxiety and fretfulness under control
K
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Post by brach24 on Jul 22, 2014 20:39:27 GMT
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