Post by Victoria on Feb 10, 2017 15:27:03 GMT
Hi all. Long time no speak. After my initial breakdown in 2010, I have had a severe relapse. 8 years after the birth of my youngest child and I am scared. Massive levels of anxiety and numerous panicking attacks along g with horrible thoughts about wishing I didon't have children and about rehomeing my dogs. I am plagued by the idea of anything or anyone depending on me. I know it's the illness. I am back on citalopram and propranolol and I know they can have bad side effects for the initial period but I am so terrified of these feelings. I don't really know what I expect coming back on here other than I remember how caring you all were when I was ill before.
