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Post by justme31 on Mar 26, 2008 20:58:37 GMT
i was very against the anti depressants and takin any pills tabbysmum but felt so terrible that i caved in.. been on them 3 weeks dunno if they r helpin but am gunna carry on with them. in regards to the tranquilisers i do the same as u just take em when i need em .. i havent taken one for over a week though as i dont wana have probs gettin off em and have been managin to cope without.
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Post by justme31 on Mar 26, 2008 21:00:34 GMT
thats bad about not doing cbt except via a computer.. the waitin list down here is massive but it is very helpful in regards to the thoughts.
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Post by tabbysmum on Mar 26, 2008 21:05:42 GMT
Like you anything supernatural, horror or gory will usually set me off. I'm amazed I'm watching it, I can only normally be trusted to watch The Simpsons!
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Post by justme31 on Mar 26, 2008 21:10:16 GMT
i dont even watch that that crusty the clown is scary lol am more for the tweenies!!
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Post by tabbysmum on Mar 26, 2008 22:16:55 GMT
10 minutes to go, that's another night got through, thanks for your help girls x
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Post by cokey on Mar 27, 2008 19:49:02 GMT
u on your own again tonite tabbysmum?
Cokey xxx
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Post by tabbysmum on Mar 27, 2008 20:08:56 GMT
Hi Cokey, I am yes, had the in laws round until 7 ish so that's helped and I've got a few things to do (got some gingerbread men tonight!) to try to keep me occupied. I'm really struggling with water at the minute, I've always been afraid of water and that's one of my dreaded thoughts, I don't usually want to bath my lo cos I'm worried I'll shove her head under, bizarre considering it's one of my biggest fears, I've got where I can't even have a bath myself now, just a shower, feel like a freak!
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Post by littlelotty on Mar 27, 2008 20:20:46 GMT
Hi Tabbysmum
Just wanted to add that we are all here for you. It must be hard to be on your own again - I hate being on my own so well done for coping so far!
I don't think you are a freak I think it is part of this illness that the slightest things sets us off - very irrational things but at the time they seem real. It is good news about the CBT - we cannot get it here - I am paying to go private as I cannot wait any longer but it is not CBT!
Hope you have a good night.
Take Care Littlelotty xx
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Post by cokey on Mar 27, 2008 20:36:34 GMT
Ooo tabbysmum I forgot about the water one. I had that one last time and really struggled to bath my little boy. Its horrible isn't it.
Had my in-laws round too tonite and they have made me anxious and panicky, not because they did anything, just because we have never told them about PNI and I have to put on a smiley face. How do you get on with yours? Do they know?
yeah keep distracted and keep coming on here, someone is always about I find.
Cokey xxx
Only 2 hours to go.
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Post by tabbysmum on Mar 27, 2008 20:48:12 GMT
I do get on well with my in laws, they're both incredibly bright but as mad as a box of spanners! Not too long to go now, I'm out until about 7 tomorrow night so should be able to get through then as well - until he's on lates again in 3 weeks time that is!
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Post by cokey on Mar 27, 2008 21:02:55 GMT
Great positive attitude tm, is anything good on tv? beter than most haunted anyway!!! lol
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Post by JUSTME 31 on Mar 28, 2008 11:26:57 GMT
hi tabbysmum how u doing... hope u r ok x claire
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Post by cokey on Mar 28, 2008 21:43:26 GMT
Just checking in tabbysmum, how you doing tonight? Guess your oh is with you are you are occupied.
Thinking of you.
Cokey xxx
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Post by winegirl on Mar 28, 2008 21:59:36 GMT
Hope today has been ok for you Tabbysmum? Will pop back on to this thread in the morning to see how you are doing x
Take Care
WG x
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Post by tabbysmum on Mar 29, 2008 9:59:09 GMT
Morning all, had a bad day yesterday, was having a heart attack, brain haemorrage, you name it, was in a right panic, convinced I was going to die, then just thought so what, if it saves you hurting your baby it's for the best. Then to finish me off the lid to our water butt has broken and because I can see this big tub of water in the garden it's freaking me out, didn't bother me when I couldn't see it but now I can my mind is working overtime, and I kept it all bottled up because you guys and my mum are the only people who know how I feel. Hubby is working until this afternoon and then is out nearly all day tomorrow but at least he's here in the evening which is the worst time. Sorry for rambling, you know how it is!
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