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Post by bam02 on Oct 20, 2005 15:07:42 GMT
Hiya Hopeful,
I think it must have been terrible to lose £50 like that. Mine was more the cummulative affect of things.
Poor you I would have been devistated the way I have been feeling recently.
Take care
A-M
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Post by bam02 on Oct 29, 2005 17:21:30 GMT
Hiya
Don't know where to go with this today. But after this week with the chaos of the new boiler! and my son's annoying behaviour - he has Aspergers syndrome- and my chest infection- I feel exhausted.
The usual neighbourhood problems of parking are making me feel anxious and I feel like I can't control my life.
My daughter just got a letter for applying for primary school and she is only just three! My son will start secondary school at the same time September 2006 and somehow I am worried how they will both cope. Life is hard and I can't protect them for ever. i can't protect myself.
The need to recycle rubbish and land fill sites being filled up. I s a major worry of mine like the future will be buried in rubbish and traffic chaos.
Silly obsessions I know.
Well I will go now.
A-M
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Post by cheshire on Oct 29, 2005 22:08:48 GMT
Hi AM
I am so glad you're back - I've really missed you on here. I have been low for a few days too - due on, hubby 's op, this and that really. But I feel better today. Had fun at the halloween party - mostly busy with child care, sick, toilet, feed me milk, feed me food and clear up after. Managed 1 glass of wine in 3 hours (the second glass knocked over by kids..!) . But I enjoyed it.
Great to hear from you Hopefulxx
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Post by cheshire on Nov 6, 2005 22:47:04 GMT
Hi AM,
I hope you don't mind me crashing in like this - how are you? I was feeling a bit better tonight so thought I would try to catch up with some old friends....
How has your weekend been?
Hopefulx
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Post by bam02 on Nov 14, 2005 16:26:58 GMT
Hello everyone,
The computer has been on and off a lot-due to sorting out the living area and my son had an eye op on Friday and is now off school feeling very sorry for himself.
I have been feeling quite flat since the dark nights have come and fear the feelings of Seasonal Affective Disorder are back. this always makes me a hermit and reluctant to phone any one or make an effort. Its strange as anxiety is my main problem mostly but lately I have been quite down and yet not totaly depressed - just can't be bothered feelings.
I hope to be more supportive soon.
Time just seems to melt away at the moment.
A-M
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Post by cheshire on Nov 14, 2005 22:57:38 GMT
Hi Bam,
It's just me - hope you are feeling a bit better soon. Where does the time go?......I know just what you mean...
Love, Hopefulx
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Post by bam02 on Nov 18, 2005 12:19:56 GMT
Hiya
A quick note as i need to chart my feelings. Today and yesterday morning I feel like a totaly lazy person - unable to achieve anything. I suppose if I just accept I am having a rest its Ok - but I feel guilty for feeling tired and lethargic and not doing anything.
I need to bath Sarah - the bathroom has been grouted and tiled and is only now after a couple of days fit for use. I need to put clothes away in a massive pile on bedroom floor then hoover floor. Clear pots from Kitchen and unload/load dishwasher(probably something I will do-due to needing clean plates!lol).
the list goes on but i sit here or read my book. Ignore Sarah between checking she has a video! Really bad mother - I miss her when she's not here. But find playing and attention givving hard. G will come home later and wonder what i have done! Nothing.
A is off school still and jsut called for his dinner so I must do that. I think when I take A to school or S to nursey at 8.30 in morning I seem to get more enegry and achive things if i stay at home I rarely get out of jama's before midday! Speaking to some i think this a common problem.
I must go do those Sandwiches now.
A-M
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Post by cheshire on Nov 18, 2005 13:05:23 GMT
Hi AM
Know just what you mean about Pajamas. I'm afraid I did not seize the day yesterday, as you know, and didn't get dressed until late pm. But today I got going again- thank goodness.
Know what you mean about missing them when they're not here, but finding it hard to continually play with them when they are...can't win I know - I can feel as bad in terms of anxiety when they are away at Nursery as I do hen they're under my feet here at home!
Hope your day is going reasonably well - the house can wait remember.
Catch you later Hopefulx
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Post by bam02 on Nov 21, 2005 7:22:24 GMT
Its seven i the morning and been up since 6.00am, probably awake since five. Its been a busy weekend for me. Out two nights running and yesterday afternoon then back to chaos at home and a husband that took himself off to bed while both my three year old and ten year old were still playing hide and seek at 8.30pm.(after I had made him a spagetti bolgnaise he hated) Then a busy time on here you might have heard about elsewhere!
Unsually social occassions for me. I have been avoiding friends and social situations for ages and then get lots of different people in one weekend.
The new friend I met yesterday afternoon. I talked too much too and will see her today at my Mental health Volunteer course. She is an empathic pesron and I feel I opened up too much too soon. I thik thats playing on my mind.
I do that sometimes and then wish i hadn't - I was supposed to be seeing her about the course for an hour - it was 3 hours and hubby was not impressed Ii left him with the kids! I think he spent most of the time on the PS2 though - certainly did no washing up and let S go to sleep at 5.45pm -knowing it would mean she would be awake later on and she was until 11.30pm!he then compalined I had been out in the pub while he coped with the kids! yeah right!
Never mind I will be exhausted later - my brain is in overtime at present.
but i had a nice time with all my friends and surprised myself.
Saturday night G and I were out together with his brothers and girlfriends whilst my mum baby sat unusual. That was interesting if not so much fun.
I think i will go and shower now to wake me up propelry and prepare for the day.
A busy social butterfly signing off
A-M
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Post by natalie1985 on Nov 21, 2005 7:50:58 GMT
Hello Busy Social Butterfly from a fellow social butterfly! Lol....I was really social on the weekend myself! I'm not usually, but on saturday i had this urge to see people (as my hubby was at cricket) so me and petey went and did the rounds and saw some of my mum friends...it was great! Lol...its so easy to open up to people isnt it??? Your hubby has a nerve presuming you were at the pub! As you said "Yeah Right!" Hope you had a lovely shower and buzzing with energy Take care AM! Love Nat xxx
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Post by cheshire on Nov 22, 2005 23:20:17 GMT
Hello Social Butterfly
Hope you're ok
Looking forward to Thursday
Maybe chat tomorrow?
Take care, Hx
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Post by bam02 on Nov 28, 2005 23:25:39 GMT
I have had a bit of a bad spell today it started OK ,But then in my volunteer group I suddenly felt faint and flushed and left the group-then I sat down stairs alone where it was cooler. I did realise I think panic set in and some panic attack symptoms-but not severe. So i called my hubby to come and get me and collect the car and take me home. Unfortunatley in the mean time I collapsed and no-one heard - until they cam e down and found me on the floor! I felt quite stupid.
I came home and slept the afternoon-G got kids. Now I have an upset stomach of all things to share but its true and so I think i have a bug of some kind! But I feel I am showing them i can't be relied on. Can't have volunteers collapsing all over the place!
well should try sleep now. But my body clock is slightly out.
Nite Nite
A-M
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Post by cheshire on Nov 29, 2005 8:25:45 GMT
Hi AM
Oh no, are you alright today - feel any better? You can be relied on and I'm sure they won't think that...
What are you doing today?
Hopefulxxxx
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Post by bam02 on Nov 29, 2005 10:11:24 GMT
I do feel better, G took A to school and put him after school club so i don't have to get him! I am supposed to be going out with brother and mother for curry tonite - but feel maybe not advisable which is a shame as I often don't get to curries!
Hope things going Ok for you maybe we can PM or E-mail to catch up, with where you are at! Been wondering about you.
But me probably overdoing things my poor body needs rest and my brain too. Need to conserve energy for Xmas!
A-M
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Post by cheshire on Nov 29, 2005 13:30:22 GMT
Hi AM
Yes, we must do that - I'm a bit tired at the moment too..
Take care Hopefulx
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