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Post by monica on Mar 27, 2006 11:22:40 GMT
Hi
how's life with you? Are things still good?
Monica
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Post by yoyo on Mar 27, 2006 11:30:27 GMT
Going ok - I feel very wobbly (that things could go either way) but am getting a little stronger again each day I think. Sure it'll all be ok one again soon x Am getting on well with my little man and not getting so much physcial sympstoms etc - just the feeling of depression now and then that comes in waves. It'll be fine.
How about you?
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Post by cheshire on Mar 27, 2006 12:43:32 GMT
I think we're wobbling togther...oh well, safety in numbers XXX
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Post by yoyo on Mar 29, 2006 16:07:03 GMT
LOL - you catch me & I'll catch you then Shame - we've not even been out drinking either!!
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Post by cheshire on Mar 29, 2006 16:09:06 GMT
LOL XX
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Post by yoyo on Mar 29, 2006 16:09:38 GMT
Well today was a wipe out - spent most of day in dressing gown and feeling sorry for self - then got dressed mid afternoon and then my mum popped in and so did my brother & sister in law with flowers (she's such a sweetie) and then a friend who's just about over PNI rang to arrange a day together soon. So the day got a bit better - I even managed to get some washing done & irnoning so not a total waste like it set out to be. I just feel flat at the minute - I know I ned to gear up a notch and pull myself back into the real world but I don't seem to have enough mental energy to do it just yet - it'll some I'm sure x x Maybe I need to get back into excerisicing (spelt wrong for sure!!)
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Post by cheshire on Mar 30, 2006 13:49:45 GMT
Hi YoYo
Feeling any better today - or still a bit wiped out?
Love HopefulXX
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Post by yoyo on Mar 30, 2006 14:44:50 GMT
Weird day - feel ok but just detached in a big way. Depression keeps waving over me but not lasting like it was. Haven't done much at all but don't mind really. Feel a little spaced out. See what tomorrow brings x ----------- How's you & your cold/flu/virus?
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Post by susanneb1984 on Mar 30, 2006 14:58:04 GMT
Hiya YoYo. I've been tired today, so not really done anything, feels kinda like the day has passed me by while I sit and watch! lol was nice to relax though!
Hope you feel better soon Susanne xxxx
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Post by cheshire on Mar 30, 2006 15:11:22 GMT
It's PANTS, lol! Feel wiped but ok dayxx
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Post by yoyo on Apr 3, 2006 9:00:11 GMT
Well I don't know about you but I seem to have got worse - I can't be bothered with anything at the moment - it;s a real effort to do anything - I'm still in my dressing gown and have been up ages as little man is a pain in tha backside - yesteday he screamed continually for almost 3 hours - he didn't know what he wanted and neither did we - well we did, he needed to seleep but since he'es started walking around he makes such a scene with going to sleep - he's on a sleep strike fir sure!! That leaves him shattered and really grumpy. JOY! He's at it now, he;s tired from yesterday's escapades so I've laid him down - he's now stood up screaming at the top of his voice a nd banging the wall and rocking his cot. I've been in a few times and it makes no difference whether I pick him up, lay him down, pat him, suddle him, talk to him, etc etc you name it I've tried it and I've just had to resort to coming downstairs and putting on headphones with music x Not a good start - got lots to do today but I'm already trying to talk myself out of them Oh yeah and I can feel that a migraine is building - i hope it's not a full blown one x
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Post by bam02 on Apr 3, 2006 9:05:46 GMT
Sorry Yoyo I know it must be hard and I know its amisspelling, but you said you went upsatirs to Suddle him lol!
I have been dropping sarah off at school Nursey and found out on Saturday that Sarah got a place at that Local sort after school!! But other parents were there this morning almsot in tears and now i feel sorry for them and i am on edge feel almost guilty - some have been at the nursey for 5 terms due to being older and have not got in becasues they live too far away technically! but We live close - but my Sarah not been going a term yet as she is so young (Ausgust birthday!!).
Oh well sorry for taking over your diary!
But i like that word- when sarah gets oin my nerves i will "Suddle" her!!!
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Post by yoyo on Apr 3, 2006 9:09:45 GMT
LOL suddle - kind of has a ring to it!!
That's great news for Sarah then, it must be hard seeing others disappointed though, kind of takes the edge off it a bit for you. But the frustrating thing is someone has to be let down as everyone can't get in the same place - so well done x x
Hope your day is ok x
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Post by bam02 on Apr 3, 2006 9:16:38 GMT
Yeah the Nursery has 45 places (morning and afternoon split) - but the school 35 so someone will always be disappointed - if others from daycare or not attending nursery apply (as Nursery isn't compulsory then its even more disappointments).
One dad was so any upset he was saying " We are taking her out of here this week!!-no point in being here now and will be sending her to a crap school and its your fault"!
poor Nursery teacher - must have some problems every year - will need security guards next!!!
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Post by yoyo on Apr 26, 2006 10:43:28 GMT
Well I'm back again writing my PNI diary - one day I'll be able to write "Today is the last day of suffering this horrid illness - now begins the rest of my life" - but not yet!!
reading over the last few entries I can see that I've been spiraling down for a while now. After much thought I'm back to the docs this afternoon - going to ask about going back on the anti-d's. It's not really what I want as it feels like a step backwards and hubby is trying to convince me thing's will be ok soon but I've been telling myself that for a couple of months or so and it's just not happening - I'm getting worse - my physical symptoms are returning (not with the strength as before by any means) but they scare me just as much. I'm snappy, tearful and so low, I'm pushing everyone away and feeling so sorry for myself. I just need to get some help. I kept thinking "it's coz my period is due and things are stressful for me at the moment" but it's becoming too much for me. I'm nervous about going to the docs as it means I've got to tell someone just how I'm feeling - it's a doc I've seen a few times over the course of PNI so I know he'll be great and supportive but I still am worried. I tried to tell hubby last night that whilst going back on the meds may seem a step back and he doesn't want me to do that it's a step forward as it'll help me move on again. I think it's a strength to admit that you need help, I'm not saying I'm strong at the moment but more depserate I guess. It's gotta be done. Hope this is the beginning of the end for me. Even if I'm on meds for years - as long as I feel ok in my head I don't care.
Here's to tomorrow - guess I'll be worse before I'm better if I get the meds this arvo - all good fun!! Keep smiling - everything will be fine !! (some days I can believe that - but not today).
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