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Post by michelleh on Nov 19, 2005 23:19:22 GMT
Well i would just like to say a quick thank you this site has made me realise that im not alone.
It has helped me alot to talk to people who have or have had the same issues.
thank you
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natalie1985
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Mum of Peter ~ Born 15th Dec 2004
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Post by natalie1985 on Nov 21, 2005 7:53:49 GMT
Hey Michelle!!! Thats what we're all here for, so you dont feel alone! Always here to listen! Love and Light, Natalie xxx
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Post by bam02 on Nov 21, 2005 8:30:35 GMT
Hiya Michelle,
Glad you feel its been good. You can post your reflections here! Hope it helps to this!
It helps me sometimes when - nothing in particular is pressing , but everything in general like most days lol!
See you again.
A-M
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Post by michelleh on Nov 21, 2005 15:47:39 GMT
Hi all well i arrived home from my parents to find my house a tip which doesnt help the way i am feeling. I have got a banging headache and im so tired. Today is the day where i face my partner and talk about what has happened in well mainly the last few weeks but for me its been alot longer. Im hear with him now i dont know really how im feeling my head is hurting to much to even care. Ive just got the baby to sleep. and instead of tidying the house i thought i would come on hear and let you all know how im doing. While im here with him i know we are not together anymore but it just feels the same, hes acting the same. he is texting someone on his phone and once again im getting paronoid i dont know why i have no right anymore do i. Anyway we are sitting down and talking tonight so will see what happens. Im scared of telling my parents because they will think i am a failure but i some how i think my mum knows im putting a front on. Anyway hope your all well and ill speak to you all soon Love Michelle
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Post by cheshire on Nov 21, 2005 17:35:40 GMT
Hi Michelle
Hope it goes ok later.
Keep in touch
Hopefulx
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Post by susanneb1984 on Nov 21, 2005 17:47:09 GMT
Hi Michelle, Like H said, hope everything goes ok.
Thinking of you xxx
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Post by Veritee on Nov 21, 2005 21:11:00 GMT
Good luck with your talk together tonight.
I hope it goes well - it is sometimes better to start small But I feel best to talk it over than not .
I understand how you feel about telling your partner and your parents but you may be surprised and they do not react like you fear.
Perhaps explain to them that you are ill just like having a broken leg or something that takes months or longer to heal - you need a bit is extra care and understanding in the meantime and practical help
Let us know how it goes
all the best
Veritee
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Post by michelleh on Nov 22, 2005 21:24:50 GMT
Well my partner or should i say now ex doesnt want to know. he said it is just an excuse. so where do i go from here? this makes me now feel even worse because i have messed up my little girls life already. i am now stressing because i have to find somewhere else to live.
Speak to you all soon
love michelle
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Post by cheshire on Nov 22, 2005 22:55:54 GMT
Hi Michelle
I know you are feeling bad just now, but please, if you feel able to post, there are so many lovely ladies here who will try to support you...
I'm thinking of you
Hopefulx
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natalie1985
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Mum of Peter ~ Born 15th Dec 2004
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Post by natalie1985 on Nov 25, 2005 3:35:03 GMT
H iMichelle... You poor sweety...its hard enough having PND without all these problems. Best thing is dont panic and stress if you can, i know it's hard to control it, but try your hardest. And sweety you haven't messed up your little girls lives! As long as they have your love and care, they'll be right! PLeas come and post here when you can...we're all here to support you! Love and Light, Nat xxx
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Post by michelleh on Nov 29, 2005 23:23:44 GMT
Hi Well i havent posted for ages because my computer has been broke. but now its fixed. Anyway, today hasnt been that bad prob one of the best days i have had, apart from the baby not being well and not having much sleep. I can at last...well at least today see my life getting back on track. All that has been keeping me going is my little girls smile and laugh. without her i dont know where i would be. Sometimes it doesnt feel like there is anything wrong, that he is still here but he is still at work, the only time i miss him and know that he isnt coming back is at night when i wake up and he isnt there..or when i need help with the baby and i havent got any. But it will get better...... Ill speak to you all soon Love Michelle
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Post by cheshire on Nov 30, 2005 12:27:22 GMT
Hi Michelle
I'm glad things are picking up for you..you are coping far better than I could, you are so brave. ...You know you're right - your little girl will keep you going - I know that has has been the case for me at least. I wish I could give you a big hug, I really do... ..you know if you do feel lonely at night or at any other time - hope you'd come on here for a chat
Love Hopefulxxxxxxx
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Post by michelleh on Nov 30, 2005 17:02:50 GMT
Hi all, well had a bit of time so thought i would come on and try and explain how im feeling today. I felt really good when I woke this morning even with a couple hours sleep. All I had this morning was`my usual headache. I was doing well however until I rang my ex to see if he was coming to see his daughter. He said no because she isnt well and neither is he. Which is fair enough I thought until I found out he was with the girl I accused him of cheating with.....I now feel like she means more to him than his own daughter. Really other than that Im not so bad. Well at the time Im writing this im not. Hope everyone is ok. and i thank you all for your advice and support throughout this it has been a really big help. I dont think i would be here today if it wasnt for reading what other people have gone through and how they have got through it and are now happier than ever.
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Post by susanneb1984 on Nov 30, 2005 17:18:22 GMT
Hiya Michelle,
I'm glad the day started off ok, I think it always helps if the day has a good start. I'm sorry your ex is playing up, Thea's dad doesn't see her, and as much as it breaks my heart, I can't force him to see her, it was his choice. I'm glad your finding the forum a help hunni. Have you spoken to your doctor about the headaches? How is your daughter today? I know both mine have had that cold that's been going around, nasty thing it is!
I hope your ok. Susanne xxx
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Post by michelleh on Nov 30, 2005 17:37:07 GMT
Hi susanne, thank you for replying...My partner or should I say ex only wants to see Madison when he isnt busy and then has ago when im busy...but I guess its good that he does eventually see her. I got rushed into hospital when I first started getting my headaches and they did loads of tests but nothing showed up, they blamed it on my hormones, so since then I have been taking pain killers everyday which isnt good really. Have got appointment with doctor on 13th december, its ridiculous how long have to wait for appointment. Madison is doing ok still full of cold and seems to only want to sleep in my arms but she is good.
Speak soon
Michelle
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