gail
Senior Member
have 1 daughter and have had this since 30 weeks of pregnancy :( my daughter is 27 months.
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Post by gail on Aug 15, 2006 14:06:42 GMT
bit down and orrible this morning - fuzzy head, everything in slow motion, but improving with the day. feel quite energetic and bubbly too. had some good news about my nan - her operation is in september. it was supposed to be in april but she was admitted into hospital for a chest infection and then caught the superbug C.difficile, a horrible time for everyone but finally good news that shell have the operation shes been waiting so long for.
am spending the day spring cleaning and getting rid of junk.
its strange how dramatic your mood can change in the space of a few hours.
gailxxxxxxxxxx
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Post by cheshire on Sept 9, 2006 13:43:45 GMT
Hi Gail
Just wondered if you'd started your course yet and how you are?
Love Hopefulx
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gail
Senior Member
have 1 daughter and have had this since 30 weeks of pregnancy :( my daughter is 27 months.
Posts: 373
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Post by gail on Sept 18, 2006 13:38:41 GMT
Hi hopeful. im doing ok, thanks! sorry ive been offline for so long, our internet has been down.
my course starts on monday 25th september, which is a week away! im very excited/nervous/ apprehensive etc as i'll be leaving tlws all day. im lucky, though as my boyfriend is taking a sabbatical from work and will be staying at home next year and looking after tlws/ doing housework etc!
quick update
have had a great 'run' of good days for a good few weeks now, and when i say 'good' days, they are complete, 100% happy normal days!! i feel so lucky. i do still have blips though, and am expecting to have some more when my periods return (oh dear) i am still breastfeeding tlws and want to continue to do so until her 1st birthday in october.
i must say, the less i have been feeding her, the better i have been feeling - a wonder whether there is a link. i seem to remember that i begen feeling 'ill' when my milk 'came in' at around 8 months of pregnancy. food for thought - i remember being about 8 months pregnant and sorting out the spare room with my mum, milk streaming from my breasts and tears streaming from my eyes - didnt know why though!
my cpn and i still meet up, but i have little to report, so we end up talking about babies, children anything. i want to keep hold of her, however incase i have some blips when/if the stress of the course gets to me.
today have had a few worries, but i think that is because dylan is away for a few days. i watched this thing on cosmic ordering and the women on it said that if you place an order to the cosmos, you will get your wish. now i keep thinking 'what if the cosmos is listening when i have bad thought s about tlws and will make it happen!! i dont want it to happen. feel out of control with thinking things as i dont wasnt the cosmos to hear and now its like when someone says to you
'dont think of a white elephant' . all you will think of is a white elephant: such is the nature of the mind! arrrrrrrrrghhhhhhhhh
dont feel 'ill' though, just stupid and paranoid.
hope everything is ok with you all love gailxxxxxxx
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