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Post by cheshire on Jan 8, 2006 23:16:47 GMT
Good luck tonight, hope it's resaonable and you don't get woken up too muchx
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Post by cazfletcher on Jan 10, 2006 10:20:55 GMT
cj woke up at 9am yesterday and only stirred a couple of times during the night. we had a really good day considering he was out of routine. we went to the council and the cab office for some help. i found out im def not entitled to any other benefits which is a bit shit. but we are getting help with stuarts debts.
cj went to bed at 9pm last night, was up most of the night but still woke up at 9am.
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Post by cazfletcher on Jan 10, 2006 10:36:46 GMT
im waking up a bit more now. my backs killing me coz i was on the sofa with cj a lot as stuart hates being woken up. ive finished the washing and done the washing up, so hopefully i can sleep when cj goes for his nap. stuarts off today again so i hope he helps me. you never know, pigs might fly after all lol. hes still fast asleep at the mo. im off to finish washing up then ill try and fit some breakfast in. ttfn
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Post by cheshire on Jan 10, 2006 11:15:31 GMT
Hi Caz,
Hope you get that sleep this afternoon - know what it's like when you need it so badly...and then the phone, the door rings..your partner shouts up the stairs 'where arrrrre you?' or something equally annoying that wakes both you and the baby. ..so good luck, hope you get a quick nap - I used to find that this really helped to set me up for the rest of the day
Love Hopefulxx
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Post by cazfletcher on Jan 11, 2006 23:21:05 GMT
cj kept me up most of the night last night. im gutted, cant wait to see doctor on 11th. i feel like im cracking up. i feel so guilty but i need to tell you that i nearly snapped and went to put his duvet over his face. i snapped out of it just in time. i need locking up. i HATE myself!!!!
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Post by cazfletcher on Jan 11, 2006 23:23:33 GMT
cj woke up at 9am today and got back to normal. i still feel devastated about last night. how could i ever let things go that far? im having more time to myself today but i cant settle i feel so guilty. cj went to bed at 7.30 tonight. im seeing the doctor in the morning thank god-thats if i make it that far.....
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Post by cazfletcher on Jan 11, 2006 23:27:16 GMT
i saw the doctor at 9.30am and he was wonderful, so understanding-even offered me a tissue when things got too much. hes put me on Citalopram-20mg a day. i have a months supply. he said i should talk to the health visitor about getting counselling so i got her number and left a message. she called back this afternoon and is coming to the flat next wednesday. mum also came over and paid for some shopping for me which was nice. cj went to bed at 10pm tonight but its still good. me and stuart are gonna snuggle on the sofa now.TTFN...
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Post by cheshire on Jan 11, 2006 23:39:07 GMT
Hi caz
I only hope I say the right thing.. I was thinking of you today by the way Don't worry, we all get desperate and think of bad things, lot of the time, but I am glad you are snuggled up with Stuart just now.
Hope to catch up with you tomorrow Love Hopefulxxx
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Post by cazfletcher on Jan 12, 2006 0:12:32 GMT
Hopeful, im really touched that you were thinking of me, thank you so much. im off to bed now but i shall be on most of the day tomorrow. maybe we could chat? anyway, look after yourself and heres to another day
night night xxx
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Post by cazfletcher on Jan 12, 2006 15:08:46 GMT
cj slept thru last night so me and stu had a nice time in front of the telly. i dont feel very well tho, i hope im not coming down with anything. im going away for the weekend to eastbourne tomorrow coz its my nans 80th. ive had a pain in my throat for a couple of days, but last night i suffered from nausea really badly, so much so that i couldnt even wiggle my toes without feeling horribly sick. now i have a banging headache and the sick feeling continues.
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Post by cazfletcher on Jan 12, 2006 16:00:55 GMT
ok just put cj down for a nap, hes been screaming all day which hasnt helped my headache. stuart said he'll tidy up when he gets in which is nice. ive got most of the packing done for the weekend too
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Post by cazfletcher on Jan 12, 2006 17:49:00 GMT
cj didnt settle. he had his tea at 5.15pm which helped and hes fairly quiet at the moment. stuarts on the way home and hes getting me some medicine. he'd better take cj for me coz im in need of a lie down.
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Post by cheshire on Jan 12, 2006 17:58:04 GMT
hi hun
Hope you get that lie down later Did you say packing, are you going away?
Take good care Hopefulxx
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Post by cazfletcher on Jan 12, 2006 22:33:47 GMT
i didnt get to sleep but ive taken some flu stuff which has really helped my head. stuart just warmed me up some chicken soup too. im really looking forward to this weekend, tho i shall miss stuart like mad. cj is still asleep, went to bed after eastenders and a bath. we also did a quick video of him with stuart coz they were playing and he was in fits of giggles-well we all were. thought it would be nice for my nan to see. bless her shes getting ever so morbid now lol. anyway, i shall be officially back on monday so take care every1, hugs 2 all the babs xx
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Post by cheshire on Jan 13, 2006 0:58:57 GMT
Hi Caz, hope your day is ok tomorrow Hx P.S My 17 month old son is teething just now and it's really 'aghhh' at night at the mo'! I just want to sleep through - why don't they? lol
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