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Post by francoise on Feb 16, 2006 10:43:46 GMT
starting this one now as im just newly pregnant and wanna log the hwole thing
so im scared right now , feeling okish just knackered , head is going abit mad but thats maybe the shock , this wasnt planned but it wasnt totally avoided either , just happened , forty next month but the doc says thats ok , next appointment , 23 feb then the first one with the midwife then aswell ,
october 11th my doc estimated from my periods , but thats always been wrong in the past so it will be interesting to see what the first scan says
fran
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Post by cheshire on Feb 16, 2006 18:39:22 GMT
What I loved about being pregnant is that I could sleep with no bother at all - do you find yourself going up to bed any earlier yet? Any cravings (chalk, coal, wax, tuna and banana pizza??)
Hope you're ok tonight
Hopefulxxxxxxxxxx
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Post by francoise on Feb 16, 2006 19:23:59 GMT
yeah , im eating the same curries everyday , i ordered about twenty of them , those healthy eating tikka masala ones , cant get enough of them ,
yeah knackered , sleeping sitting up in the chair in the lounge yesterday which is a first for me , telly on and the pc and leon jumping about and im asleep sat up , how wierd , getting a few stomach cramps like period pains again though but i think i had them before with leon , cant be sure though but still it does say everywhere doesnt it you can have light cramping in your stomach ,
on my fourth wendy but still feel like a novice that knows nothing ,
francoise xxxxxx
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Post by cheshire on Feb 17, 2006 17:53:24 GMT
Hi
I know, I felt like a novice second time around..
Oooo curries - yes, I loved really spicey ones with both - gave them hiccups in the third trimester!!
I also went through an orange juice phase and with both, chopped raw onion on the top of nearly everthing,mmmmm, yummy, lol
Hope you're ok tonightxxxxx
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Post by francoise on Feb 18, 2006 11:07:51 GMT
completely gone off the curries again now , cant eat a thing , dunno why , feel full all the time , anyway im taking my folic acid altho its abit late for that but im so happy i could cry wendy , another blessing , what did i do that was so good i got this chance again , i mustsnt be such a bad person after all ,
imm just so chuffed , and i dont care less if relatives say im mental which they are saying , i got a permanent smile on my face but still a temper looming all the time which is wierd , hormones eh
so cant wait though , francoise xxxxx
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Post by susanneb1984 on Feb 18, 2006 11:18:54 GMT
Hiya Fran, How you feeling?
I got the cramping with GJ, slightly with Thea but that was due to severe morning sickness! lol
Awwwwwww I remember that giddy feeling when I fell pregnant with GJ, although I think if it happened again, it wouldn't be such a giddy feeling! pmpl
Hope your feeling great and 'blooming' all I felt was blooming awful! lol
Susanne xxxx
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Post by cheshire on Feb 18, 2006 12:38:31 GMT
Aww, that is great, glad you're smiling. Relatives hey? What is it about (some, not all) of our own families & relatives that drives them to comment, judge, make us feel like a bad mum hey? Or even some other women in general... Nature will get you through it - even if hormones are very annoying..lol! With baby boy at the beginning I was really sick (not with my daughter) ..and I had a craving for Morrisons frozen (filled with cheese) baked potatoes - that is all I ate for a while , even on Christmas day, I stuck to mash.. There are still 2 packs in the freezer..OMG no wonder I put on weight hey? Yuk, they look disgusting now.! Hope tis finds you okxxx
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Post by cinders on Feb 19, 2006 13:01:37 GMT
Dear Fran, Just wanted to say big congrats on expecting again. I really hope everything goes well for you. Big hugs ..love and cuddles Cinders xxx
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Post by francoise on Feb 19, 2006 15:00:30 GMT
thankyou cinders , thats so nice
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Post by francoise on Feb 20, 2006 11:53:29 GMT
feeling like im going nuts even more now , cant seem to get this buzzing out of my head , phoned darren up n called him a prick , he wont stop smoking in the shed so now i dont get a minute on my own , phoned up my h.v and told her im not coping wihout my pills and she said i have to but its hard when they worked so well which is the problem , hormones have just added to it all now , chucked away all my maternity stuff so searched the house for something that aint tight to wear as im so fat anyway but couldnt find anything , cant stop crying and i feel like giving up again , i was up most of the night with leon as he just kept crying n daz wont ever get up to him , i think i hate daz now , i cant even look at him now , he makes me sick ,
cancelled the dental stuff , i said i was pregnant and she said i could have it done afterwards but ill be well skint by then , i might ring the council see if they will give me somewhere to live , i cant do this anymore , its all pretence and shit , i hate my husband and im pregnant by him so that makes things a mess right ,
well i cant control my temper anyway so i might aswell sod off before i kill him , or just make him kill me by being so nasty to him ,
francoise
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Post by yoyo on Feb 20, 2006 12:11:48 GMT
Fran
Thinking of you - you are doing so well with all you're dealing with - you are such a strong person - I know you may doubt it at the moment but you really are.
Hormones / men / PNI / pregnancy / quitting smoking - you're taking on a shed load of stuff at once - you're amazing !
Keep talking to everyone x x x
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Post by cheshire on Feb 20, 2006 12:40:11 GMT
Hi Fran I'm thinking of you hun, I really am.... It's not the same thing I know, but sounds like we both had a s**t night - I felt so ill last night with flu, PMS and tiredness - and the babe kept waking up, screaming constrantly..I got so angry and desperate in the end that I locked myself in our bedroom and put hubby in the Nursery. I needed to take drastic action as I had lost my rag completely... Wonder what sort of mood he'll be in when he gets home? Anyway, just to say, I hope things pick up soon for you, I really do..G*D I know what it means to need space - I have to have it, but struggle to find it too.. As YoYo says, you are doing really well, you are amazing Hopefulxxxx
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Post by francoise on Feb 21, 2006 20:12:34 GMT
thanks babe , i know its knackering when these bad nights come along eh
im feeling much better now , still feeling the same physically but mentally feeling much better , had a talk to daz and got docs thursday morning , maybe ill have a scan shortly so i can get these dates confirmed , not sure end of dec start of jans period counted yet , i do have periods with every pregnancy until about five months and all the way thru wioth leon so im not sure they can go by my periods , not that ive had one this month though funnily enough and being the fattest ive ever been its hard to say about that to because being fat does make it show more i think ,
anyway feeling good , had a chat to bam and vee today ,lovely chubblies they are , must catch up with u wends one of the days soon to , ordered skype today so that will be nice if a few of us get it , we can all have chats together at once ,
francoise xxxxxx
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Post by francoise on Feb 22, 2006 15:04:12 GMT
got my appointment for the mental health team monday afternoon so looking forward to that not , but ill go coz it might help eh , anyway feel knackered but ok in my head for a change , no pills , no booze , no sex but thank god for this forum xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
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Post by cheshire on Feb 22, 2006 16:04:15 GMT
Hi Fran
I hope Leon gives you the chance for a bit of a sleep during the day?
How's the appetite?
Hope you're ok
Hopefulxxxxxxx
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