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Post by noodles on Apr 7, 2006 13:17:08 GMT
feeling worse this afternoon tried to nap but it's impossible with all the banging, just trying to tidy the house got friends coming over, feel like shit, feel foggy and i have not had that for a while!!!! really down and got the nursery rhym "there was a girl who ate a spider that wiggled and giggled and tickled in side her, perhaps she'll die" going round and round in my head!!! think im going mad!!!! ahhhhhhh!!!!!!!!
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Post by monica on Apr 7, 2006 17:28:12 GMT
Sorry you're feeling crap. I've had the spacey head recently prob due to lack of sleep and cold. mayeb it's the same for you. Try and get some rest - easier said that done. Hope yo had a nice relaxing time with your mate.
Monica
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Post by noodles on Apr 7, 2006 19:36:13 GMT
cancelled my friends coming round as i just not up to seeing people, still feeling fuzzy but im sure a glass of red wine will help me unwind!!! early night i think!!! i hate the down days, especially when i have had a good day the day before, trying to think what brings them on, felt really tired yesterday afternoon and instead of resting worked through it!! think maybe i need to listen to my body more???!!!! ? looking forward to getting back to normal next week and get my diet underway!! and start doing some gentle exercise again as i have not had a bath room the idea of getting sweaty did not appeal!!! hope i feel better tomorrow!!! oh the doctors phoned today and asked if i would do a bit of a talk on pni at baby club!!! don't know how to feel about it yet!!! nx
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Post by noodles on Apr 8, 2006 10:18:53 GMT
feeling a bit brighter this morning, no builders, ah bliss, had a shower in my new bathroom, it was lovely as we have not had a shower since we moved in here!!! just gotta get the juccuzzi bath conected and it will be bath room heven!!! been trying to plan my diet which i am starting on monday!!! still feeling tired as lyla decided that she wanted to get up at 6 this morning, but some much needed quiet time will help me to relax!!! thank god it's the weekend!!! xxxx
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Post by cheshire on Apr 8, 2006 18:35:59 GMT
Hi Noodles
Your bathroom does sound like heaven! A jacuzzi, oh wow... Enjoy! HopefulX
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Post by noodles on Apr 9, 2006 12:16:27 GMT
yea my mum bought me the bathroom as a having a baby present!!! i guess she knew i would need it!!!! lyla woke up every hour last night, but i got a lie in this morning so i dont feel 2 bad!!! feeling really nervous about tomorrow, i know i dont have 2 do it but i want to!!! busy day tomorrow!!! xxx
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Post by cheshire on Apr 9, 2006 19:49:30 GMT
Gosh, no-one bought me a baby pressie like that, LOL! Your mum sounds wonderful! I got loads of beautiful boys clothes - many didn't fit tho', as he was a whopping 10.3lbs born (brings tears to my eyes - home birth, no pain relief!) So looked 3 months old (and fed like that) straight away!! Newborn stuff didn't fit! But I've kept it, it's so cute...
You'll be great tomorrow, we'll be thinking of you even when you're not online
HopefulXX
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Post by noodles on Apr 9, 2006 19:59:09 GMT
ah my god!!! 10.3 that's massive you poor thing, lyla was only 7.12 but she got stuck and i was so glad i was in hospital coz if i was at home im am sure that one of us or both of us would have died!!! well that's how it felt!!! i still feel very raw about the birth keep trying to find the courage to write about it as it may help but i don't really like thinking about it!!!! i have never felt pain like it!!!! thanks for the support for tomorrow.... feeling nervous but decided not to think about it, just go in there and do it have spent the day reading up information, well trying to with a fuzzy head!!! gonna try and be honest as possible to show people it's ok to be honest about how they are feeling!!!! xxxxx
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Post by noodles on Apr 11, 2006 12:47:59 GMT
really down today!!! bad thoughts, thoughts that if i went to sleep and didnt wake up at least i wouldn't feel like this any more!!!! really really really down and tired!!!!
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Post by cheshire on Apr 11, 2006 13:13:51 GMT
Sending you a BIG hugx
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Post by noodles on Apr 11, 2006 16:38:49 GMT
tearful all afternoon really bad my husband made me call the doc got an appointment in the morning!!!! sooo pissed off!!!
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Post by yoyo on Apr 11, 2006 16:41:54 GMT
Thinking of you noodles - keep talking - it really does help. Good to hear your hubby's looking out for you x One day this will all be behind you, I know it's impossible to believe right now but you'll see it one day x
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Post by hannah457 on Apr 11, 2006 21:57:12 GMT
aww sweetie sending you big bear hug. i know its hard Hun but you will get thought this blip. thinking of you love Hannah xx
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Post by noodles on Apr 12, 2006 7:52:12 GMT
don't feel quite so bad this morning, my hubby took the night off work so i could get a nights sleep, even still i feel really tired and a bit weepy!!!! i hate this so much, i so want to be there for my husband but i just don't have the strength it's a real effort to look after lyla at the mo... xx
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Post by cheshire on Apr 12, 2006 11:09:29 GMT
Hi Noodles
Glad you feel a bit better & your hubby was able to take the night off work - you still going to the docs?
XX
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