here goes!!!

[poppa]

well. if i dont do this now i never will,
today, i dont feel to bad , just empty.
been having major rows with the hubby over the last weekend,
both of us saying really horrible things,
i try to explain to him how i feel but doesnt seem to go in,
neither of us have much support from friends family, my mum had a stroke just before i fell pregnant with my now 2 year old and three weeks after she had her stroke , my very fit dancer of a sister in law had a cardiac arrest leaving her with brain damage, so the inlaws care for her and her 5 year old full time.
well heres a start.
going to the health visiter tomorrow to see if she can guide me anyware, and i've also ordered some agnus castus, & omega 3 .
my daughter can use the o3 too as she has learning dificulties, so it may help my eldest boy is fine tho bright spark just doing his sats.

i must do this & hang on in,
armadillo springs to mind hard on the outside, soft on the inside

[hannah457]

hi poppa.

this illness is so horrid.
keep talking about how you feel and we will listen and support you.

love hannah xx

[yoyo]

How is today? x

[cheshire]

Hi Poppa.

How's things today?

Thinking of youxx

[susanneb1984]

Hiya Poppa,

We are all here to support you, we've all been where you are, so we know how your feeling. Try to keep positive hunni, I know it's easy for me to say!

Susanne
xxxx

[poppa]

thanks for all your kind comments people, they are much appreciated, in a small way of thanks for support and finding this wonderful site i'll keep posting some funnies in the appropriate section, if they raise a smile if only for a second then they are doing some good.
anyways, how am I theis week,
well not to bad, it helps me when my eldest boy(14) thells me that its not me thats moody and miserable all the time, that is my hubby, ( son has a point)
and also that the inlaws sort of confirm this.
so perhaps its not entirely me,
and yes i'm a chicken, I've not seen the H/V yet,
i'm still waiting for the agnus castus etc to arrive.
going to try to get the rest of the front garden in order today if the weather holds out,
i find it quite theraputic, digging out all the weeds.
any way, thanks again people for your comments,
feel free to add on to here, by the way, whats the best time to catch people in the chat room?
Poppa

[susanneb1984]

Try posting a message in the chat bit at the top of the forum when your going in chat, a few hrs before if poss then you might catch someone.
xxxxx