Post by danni112 on Jun 20, 2006 18:39:47 GMT
hi everyone i thought i might try the diary as i feel i don't have many people to talk to and writing it down might help me to let go of some of my anxietys.
my name is danielle adn i have a daughter millie who is 11 months old. I was diagnosed with pnd when she was 5 months old. I have a partner but sometimes i feel that he just kind of forgets about my illness. As i put a face up when he comes in from work and if i show my feelings he says i'm just grumpy and picking on him. Millie quite a difficult kid and is very clingy to me and sometimes woon't even go to her dad. I feel in some way i've let her down and i've thought a couple of times i should just leave her and her dad. As i use to cry all day long and thought it would never end. But since i've been on the meds it's got a lot better. But it doesn't help that i haven't got many friends any more as they are young and none have kids and they don't understand the responsibility it brings. oh well i've ranted for long enough i'm sur i'll put in some more pages as i've found this really helpful.
Thanks dani x
my name is danielle adn i have a daughter millie who is 11 months old. I was diagnosed with pnd when she was 5 months old. I have a partner but sometimes i feel that he just kind of forgets about my illness. As i put a face up when he comes in from work and if i show my feelings he says i'm just grumpy and picking on him. Millie quite a difficult kid and is very clingy to me and sometimes woon't even go to her dad. I feel in some way i've let her down and i've thought a couple of times i should just leave her and her dad. As i use to cry all day long and thought it would never end. But since i've been on the meds it's got a lot better. But it doesn't help that i haven't got many friends any more as they are young and none have kids and they don't understand the responsibility it brings. oh well i've ranted for long enough i'm sur i'll put in some more pages as i've found this really helpful.
Thanks dani x
