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Post by ambrosine on Nov 26, 2006 20:31:06 GMT
OOPS FORGOT;
MEN...GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR
they will never understand what we go through....neeeever:::: ggggggrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
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Post by ambrosine on Nov 28, 2006 17:50:13 GMT
wELL i was felling alot better over the past few days but still those weird thoughts came back, charging like a horse through my brain...grrrrr Its weird,,,i know it association, and that when i think of the obsessive thought, it grows bigger, but its hard to let go of it. I am basically trying hard to stop the panic when they come in my head...and think of something else..its like one side fo the brain is saying dont be stupid the other side says, its scary.... I dont really feel like chatting today. I had my councelling session earlier, and we just talked about my late mother. I thought yestereday that i was ready to try again for a baby. It was ovulation time yesterday and today, and although i know i couldnt get pregnant without ivf, ect...i thought i may aswell try again....i mean ive been pregnant before wtihout intervention, so you never know... I love having your input, look forward to the comments,,,,, ambrosine x
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kl77
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Post by kl77 on Nov 29, 2006 8:01:16 GMT
Hi Ambrosine I'm glad you had a good few days but I agree that it's so frustrating and seems worse somehow when your old feelings come rushing back, I found I used to spend the good days wating and anticipating what was around the corner!
Good luck with the trying - I really hope you get hat you want x
How's today going better, take care
KL X
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Post by chica on Nov 29, 2006 10:00:46 GMT
Hi Ambrosine, Hope you dont mind me crashing your diary, but I just wanted to say, never give up hope in conceiving. I was with my husband for 17 years before my naturally conceived twins came along!!! Even my gynaecologist asked me how that managed to happen LOL. So as I say, never give up hope. Sending you love and hugs Chica
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Post by ambrosine on Nov 29, 2006 12:11:28 GMT
thank you girls, and chica, i will put some more input into my diary later..but yes, i am trying this month, and if no luck, im onto the frozen emby transfer in January....im determined not to let this PNI hold me back.....
xxxx
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