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Post by jmontan27 on Mar 22, 2007 22:49:29 GMT
Oh Claire, I really feel for you. Moving house to an area miles away is scary at the best of times, but when you are feeling so low, it must feel a million times worse.
Please don't do anything to harm yourself. I know you feel really down at the moment, but I'm sure you can get through this. You still have all of us to chat to on the forum, wherever you are in the country and people will always be here to listen. Also, I think the move will give you the opportunity to talk to new GPs / health visiters and hopefully, as you said, they will give you better support than the last lot.
Keep in touch and let us know how everything is going.
J xxx
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Post by jmontan27 on Mar 26, 2007 21:02:27 GMT
Hi Claire, how are you?
How did the move go?
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Post by helenr on Mar 26, 2007 21:14:55 GMT
Hi Claire,
are you ok?
love and hugs x.
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Post by claire99991 on Mar 29, 2007 17:15:37 GMT
well i carnt stay on long moved house hate it Started making myself sick after eatinng...makes me feel better for like 10 min will update more when i get my internet on again at home next week (using somones at the min so dont waana write to much)
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Post by winegirl on Mar 30, 2007 20:24:34 GMT
Hi Claire
Oh dear, I am so sorry you aren't good at the mo and you are not liking the new house. What do you think has started you making yourself ill after eating? Message when you get back on line to let us know how you are doing.
Thinking of you
Winegirl x
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Post by sianyc on Apr 1, 2007 7:56:18 GMT
Hey
Thinking of you too x
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Post by claire99991 on Apr 6, 2007 17:07:57 GMT
well im in agony tonight just taken some more paracetamol but they dont touch the pain hospital also let me have some stronger ones to take with them but not allowed anymore till bedtime. Hate NHS had the worst week it took 6 days for them to get me a scan to find out whats causing the pain and then after my scan she sent the results up to the ward with me and i waited 7 hours for a doctor to come an tell me what it was all he said was ovarian cyst and someone from gynecology will be down to talk to me 4 hours later no one has been and im sent up to the gynecology ward not knowing what is going on and admitted i ask the nurse and she says well someone came to see you didnt they and i said no one has seen me and so she gets SHO to talk to me she tells me there is a mass on my right hand side and the ovary wasnt in sight on the scan so they think its on my ovary she says its to small to operate and will be left. Next moring someone from the theatre staff comes to see me and asks if i would like it removed because of the pain i say yes becasue im in agony and worried that its cancer she said risk was very small i said i still want it out. Consultant comes to see me who is really nice and says he will take it out next week but its to big for keyhole so i will be opened up (even though SHO said it wasnt that big) he said the same its unlikily its cancer but wont know for sure till he puts it under microscope. So after a week of being in and out of hospital i am booked in for operation next thursday nervous but also canrt wait to get it out! im worried that i will be of my feet for a few weeks and im not going to be able to look after baby have no help now i have moved apart from partner but becasue the bills still need paying he is going to have to work. Wont have any visitors either as children arent allowed and no one to look after hollie. Dont know how long they will keep me in after operation have a appointment with him tuesday for all these questions.
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Post by winegirl on Apr 6, 2007 17:47:51 GMT
Hi Claire
So sorry you are going through this. Good news that they are getting you in for your op so quick tho! I know there is alot for you to worry about at the moment with everything surrounding your op, but just think, in over a week no more pain and it will all be over.
Let us know what the outcome is of your consultaion on Tuesday.
Thinking of you
Winegirl x
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Post by claire99991 on Apr 7, 2007 16:36:54 GMT
painkillers working well today so we went into town and i got hollie some new sandals, sunhat, 2 new dresses, shorts and tshirt and a swimming costume and a swimming pool we came home and put that up and she has been in it playing she loves it. She has come in for her tea and a nap now and then we are going to walk down to the park and have a go on the swings and a ice cream. Ive enjoyed spoling her today and spending time with her since i have been in and out of hospital for over a week and tomorow we are going for a picnic ;D
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Post by Jay on Apr 7, 2007 17:41:26 GMT
Hi Claire,
I am so glad you had a good day. You deserve to enjoy being with Hollie.
I wish I could take some of your pain away, and to give you some strength to help with your op ,later in the week. I shall be thinking of you, and hoping that the sun keeps shining so Hollie can enjoy her swimming pool. Enjoy your picnic tomorrow. Sending love and HUGs Suzi xx
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Post by claire99991 on Apr 8, 2007 20:27:12 GMT
Well today ive had another good day been in a little more pain than yesterday painkillers didnt work quite as well but still have tried to ignore it and have a good day. We went to the park this afternoon and hollie walked around for ages considering she has only been walking a couple of weeks she is doing really well we went in the museum as well and came home. I cleaned the kitchen and living room but couldnt be bothered to do dining room which i really should. So will do that tomorow and do some washing. Hollie got 7 easter eggs! it will take her a year to get thru them. im sure mummy can give her a helping hand
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Post by Jay on Apr 9, 2007 17:15:41 GMT
I think you are doing so well Claire, to be doing all the house jobs. Although I suppose it is to take your mind of off Thursday, and to catch up with every thing!!!
I am glad you have enjoyed your weekend. If I was you, I would deffinately help eat those easter eggs.
Do you go in hospital on Wednesday? I hope all goes well for you, and that they do not keep you in too long.
Thank you for caring about me, and for your posts. I send you lots of love and a HUG Suzi xx
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Post by claire99991 on Apr 9, 2007 18:40:48 GMT
Well today hasnt been a great day the pain isnt to bad again being kept at bay with strong painkillers, went into town this afternoon and bought some new curtains for front room and then i went and started claening my bedroom but burnt my hand when i was cahnging the lampshade so went in a bit of a strop and gave up havent cleaned anymore either just put 2 lots of washing on and in the dryer thats it. Am getting anxious about my stay in hospital i know anyone would be nervous about having a operation but it doesnt make it any easier im worried i wont wake up from the anasthetic or its cancer they find! i have a appointment with the consultant tomorow he is going to go through things with me so im hoping ill feel a little more reassured when i come away from there (hopefully ) and im going in wednesday afternoon for operation thursday i hope they wont keep me in to long. I might ask for a pre med to calm me down before i go down to theatre lol.
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Post by helenr on Apr 9, 2007 19:21:41 GMT
Hi hun,
ask the consultant tomorrow about pre med. Let us know how you get on, am sending you huge hugs. h x.
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Post by claire99991 on Apr 10, 2007 18:47:44 GMT
Well i thought i knew what i was dealing with here but obviously i dont! i thought they knew it was a cyst on my ovary from the scan but they wont know till they have a look, the waiting around is going to be the worst part i know i will be wondering whats happening when i wake up but they will leave me hours to find out i dont know if im strong enough to deal with cancer Im so very scared!
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