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Post by susieblue32 on May 8, 2007 9:51:40 GMT
Well, I dont know how to begin this! I'm having a reasonably good day so far.N is fast asleep on the floor so I get a chance to do this.ha ha. I still have no appetite today even though there are cakes in the cupboard..which is so unlike me!I really should eat as I know I will end up with a bloomin migraine at the end of it. My moods go up and down so much these days.I feel scared most of the time that I have fallen out of love with my husband.I keep thinking of future things but I cant get excited about them. To top it all off I have a sore throat and Im still in my PJs at 11am.Have to make an app. to see my doctor..
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Post by caterina on May 8, 2007 10:06:50 GMT
Hiya Susie There's no shame in being in your jammies when you have a 6 month old to look after! I have a 1 yr old and am still in my jams well into the day sometimes! Hope you manage to get an appt to see your GP, I went to mine (not willingly) when V was 3 months old and had sunk pretty low by that point but it helped just talking to someone so I hope the same is true for you. Your appetite will come back once you start to feel better, I promise you that! Hope you have a good day Cat xx
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Post by claire99991 on May 8, 2007 10:51:05 GMT
hiya susie dont worry im still in my pj's and its almost 12
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Post by susieblue32 on May 8, 2007 11:23:39 GMT
Nice to know they are still a few of us in jammy land
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Post by caterina on May 8, 2007 15:52:06 GMT
LOL Meant to say, feel free to pm me if you want to chat, sometimes helps to get things off your chest x
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Post by clairecharlie on May 8, 2007 21:22:21 GMT
Hi Susie
I'm jealous, i 'd love to be able to stay in my pj's all day but even through the toughest bit of my pni i still had to take the older children to school.
Hope you get to see gp.
Feel free to pm me any time too if you'd like
Lots of Love Claire x x x
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Post by susieblue32 on May 9, 2007 9:48:58 GMT
Day2: Strangely having yet another good day so far although I have managed to get showered and dressed! My HV is meant to be here-perhaps thats why. Had a pretty decent sleep last night as N slept all the way through.My throat is still sore so I wish it would go away Have a few things on today so it'll get me out the house. Anyway this is just a quick one today.Thanks to the offers of PMing.I may just take it up ;D susie x
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Post by caterina on May 9, 2007 18:48:42 GMT
Glad you've had a good day xx
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Post by sianyc on May 9, 2007 21:01:42 GMT
I too am a lover of jammyland
Mine are 3 and half and 19 months and I am quite often in jammies when it gets to the afternoon. When they were little like yours, I used to shower and put clean pj's back on!
If it annoys you to be like that though, bath or shower before bed so that in the morning you can just wash and dress which isn't so time consuming and doesn't seem like a huge thing to have to do x
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Post by susieblue32 on May 11, 2007 10:04:17 GMT
I dont even know if this is day four or day three . Anyway,yesterday I visited my sis who has a week old baby.She was so tiny.My sister had a few crying episodes and I felt so sorry for her as it was only 7 months since she was trying to console me about breastfeeding etc. Im having a strange day so far ..made my app with the doc for Monday morning. ;D Im stil in my PJs. I have a list going in my head of things I want to do but Im wasting my day so far by just sitting around. I keep saying I will get in touch with folk and then keep putting it off all the time.I have no URGE to do it although it s all about making friends and keeping them. Noah is having his nap but I know he will wake up soon before Ive even got dressed.My kitchen is a tip and Ive already broken a glass and poured boiling water over the worktop..-doofus!! Arrgggghhhh. At least its nearly the weekend. Love to all!
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Post by susieblue32 on May 15, 2007 20:29:04 GMT
Hi,
Feel so blooming wierd today.Let my mother in law know what was up and had a cry but now feel like an idiot for doing it..like Ive let my guard down.
Going back to GP on monday to discuss treatment after my health visitor has been on Thursday afternoon.
Feel like a big fraud as everybody who has a baby seems to feel like I feel at some point.So am I depressed or just a mum??? Im blowing things out of proportion again..
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Post by winegirl on May 15, 2007 20:32:15 GMT
Hi Susie
I don't think you are blowing things out of proportion. Yes, alot of Mums feel the way you do from time to time, but it is when it is seriously affecting your life I think it becomes PNI.
You are not a fraud and you are doing completely the right thing going back to your GP to discuss treatment. It is only right that you should get yourself better.
Hope you don't mind me crashing your diary? Let us know how you get on with GP
Take Care
Winegirl x
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Post by susieblue32 on May 16, 2007 7:42:23 GMT
Cheers Winegirl x I guess it just my frame of mind at the moment.I find it hard because I switch from rational susie to wierd susie very quickly! Anyway..Im off to my baby group this morning and I feel ok because there is a girl Im friends with who has PND so we can have a chat. Noah has his lunch ready for when we come home so I feel organised this morning He was a little star last night and let me have a great sleep. My huband was away for the night too and although I kept hearing noises which gave me palpitations until midnight I slept quite well!! Later!xx
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Post by caterina on May 16, 2007 9:13:14 GMT
Hey Susie Don't worry about the crying bit, it's OK to let your guard down! You're nota fraud either, you're a yummy mummy who's doing a marvellous job! Toddler group? In my dreams, I can't get out of my jammies long enough! Good for you xx
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Post by susieblue32 on May 18, 2007 17:34:59 GMT
Ha..nearly the weekend and Im starting to feel anxious this evening.My health visitor came up and we had a good chat.I actually felt better after it. Anyway I was fine.Nipped into my neighbours house for a minute and it was ohhh so tidy and smart.Came back and realised that I live in a pigsty! even more so at this very moment in time where I have a sheet of polythene running from garden to front door,through the house while my husband carries clods of dirt through to a skip. Of course its the windiest day ever and all the dirt has blown all over our lounge carpet and I keep standing on it! Have the urge to throw everything in the bin.I fought the urge to tidy up and not care but as the day has gone on I am anxious at all the mess. Another thing that got to me is this bloomin weaning business.I made Noah mince and potatoes or his dinner and was absolutely foul.I hate mince.Its just ground up crud Anyhoo thats going in the bin..so he just had to have apple puree and is currently shouting at me because he wants more apple ;D I had a good couple of days and now I can feel it all creeping back in..<sigh> Im gonna have a bath later when N goes to bed .I need to get away from the mess XX (have a good weekend)
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