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Post by winegirl on Jan 14, 2008 20:56:08 GMT
Hi Rachel
I hope all went ok for you at the surgery this morning? Do let us know how it went, we are all thinking of you x
Take Care
WG x
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Post by molliesmummy on Jan 18, 2008 11:54:04 GMT
hi, i have an appointment for this tuesday about my mental health/medication, but mine and mollies coughs are nothing to worry about apparently :S i still cannnot sleep, and arent eating properly still, and im losing wieght rather rapidly. im deliberately doing this, ive jsut lost my appetite, i hope it comes back soon, as i usually love my food speak to you guys another time though, i promiseed rik a day of rest and ive been on this thing!
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Post by winegirl on Jan 19, 2008 12:57:44 GMT
Hi Rachel
Best of luck for your appointment on Tuesday! Hope it goes ok and they can kick start you in to getting over this thing!
Please let us know how it goes x
WG x
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Post by molliesmummy on Jan 19, 2008 15:40:29 GMT
plans for my party are really coming along now, but i still cannot sleep.
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Post by cheshire on Jan 22, 2008 6:40:14 GMT
Hi Rachel,
It's awful when you can't sleep - how's it going? x
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Post by Scarlet on Jan 22, 2008 8:30:33 GMT
Good luck with todays appointment Rachel hun. Let us know how you get on.
Scarlet xxxx
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Post by winegirl on Jan 22, 2008 16:32:06 GMT
Hi Rachel
How did the appointment go mate?
WG x
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Post by molliesmummy on Jan 23, 2008 16:38:16 GMT
hi, the doctor rang me instead as shed forgotten she had a parents evening, but said the sleeping was to do with the meds, and I'm on a higher dose and she changed me over to.... 'citalopram' i went to a 'young mums' thing today. i do feel offended they assumed id want Mollie taken from me the whole time i was there, as I'm a young mum and cant cope and i need a break- god no! Mollie is great. but i do admit it was fun :S lol at least last night i managed some sleep though. i feel so knackered now!! I'm glad its Rik's day off tomorrow so i can catch up on my sleep... Mollies jabs tomoro again so must remember that i was lil miss popular at this thing though, because of my hawaiian dress and my hair colour and my tattoos lol it made me a bit more confident to be honest, in going out again. even if i am getting lifts to and from the group. it is meeting people after all isnt it? mollie is fast a bobos atm lol bless weve both had a good day well, mood wise- me- not thougth about my mood till jsut now and i do feel teary, like as if im numb but a lil teary feeling too. am i constantly gonna feel this way?
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Post by winegirl on Jan 23, 2008 21:41:43 GMT
Hi Rachel
I know you are feeling teary right now but look back on what you have written about your day - how positive is all that?! You have had a good day with your LOL and at the young mums thing and some reassuring words from the GP and you sound really positive about all! That really is a great acheivement even though you are feeling a bit teary!
You wont feel this way forever hun, give it time, i promise it will get better x
Take Care
WG x
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Post by molliesmummy on Jan 24, 2008 10:46:30 GMT
believe it or not im usually a naturally positive person, but theres always going to be that depression, ive had it for years now, i know i have. ive had the most unsupportive doctor but my new one, is so far amazing. but.. i dont know. ill always have a nagging in the back of my mind about something, or more than one thing, pete for one. with me not sleeping, well just starting to get back into sleeping, im having more lil mini dreams, more random memories popping up, about the thing pete'd do, like things clicking together. things making sense and so on. i woke rik up a couple o times panicing.
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Post by cheshire on Jan 26, 2008 19:18:51 GMT
Hi Molliesmummy,
I'm glad to hear you're starting to get a bit of a sleep routine back - it's hard though I know. Getting to sleep seems to have become something of an art form for me.
Thinking of you, Hopefulx
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Post by molliesmummy on Feb 14, 2008 10:18:47 GMT
i still feel the same, and still having the odd nights of not getting sleep. last night was one. my party wasn't as full as id expected it to be, which has made me a little more depressed than normal i suppose... i got some out of this world presents though, i really did, which did make me feel special for a while. i cut at my hair twice in three days which again worries me and i think i may either be, (which may sound over the top,) a) pregnant again, which Rik point blank does not want at all not yet, b) have become severely anemic or c) diabetic. i haven't had a period in a while, Ive lost a sh* tload of weight, i don't fit in even a size 8 in some shops... I'm not eating properly- just because i don't feel hungry, I'm forcing myself to eat sometimes as i know i have to but I'm just not hungry.. i keep wretching, I'm pretty dehydrated- I'm drinking loads but still feel very thirsty no matter what. but I'm really trying with Rik. i cant just throw our relationship away, we have Mollie together, and in a way he could be right- i could be feeling this way because I'm depressed. my best friend is having the worst time ever ATM as well, I'm really worried about her. theres loads going on in my head right now. let alone my life. Rik's temper is 'back' so to speak. as if it ever left. but he keeps saying its me thats making him angry. he snaps at Mollie if shes cranky or is just winging as she doesn't know what she wants and so on.. i'll write more later
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Post by Scarlet on Feb 14, 2008 12:23:45 GMT
Hi Rachel,
Hope you had a good birthday the other day. I know what you mean about feeling let down a bit it's always the case when things doen't live up to our expectations, and it's also the PNI making you feel like this.
Have you taken a pregnancy test hun? It could be because you are not eating Rachel, sometimes not eating can affect our periods. I should nip to your doctors to find out for sure though.
Sorry to hear that your OH has been a bit irritable with you and your daughter. Can you have a word with him and tell him how it makes you feel. Is he a good listener? Having PNI affects our partners as well, my hubby was less than patient with me when I was suffering.
Anyways just want to say we are here and listenng whenever you want to get anything off your chest.
Love and hugs
Scarlet xxxxx
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Post by molliesmummy on Feb 15, 2008 13:23:51 GMT
gr still getting grief off my neighbor and nothing is being done about it!! i cant stand this I'm going insane here, cuz whenever he bangs at me and so on (for sitting on my arse in silence more often than not) it gets me so wound up i beg for Rik to come home from work. but i cant now he has a very important role at work now and it'll look very bad if hes coming home nearly everyday. my mum wants me off citalopram though as she was on that- and when she was it was the worst time ever. that was when i was about 9 to 15 yrs old when she was on that and she wants me on a different drug. shes doesn't want me being on them and going through what she went through and put me through. so the guy downstairs just banged at me n Mollie even though we're not doing a thing wrong, so i banged back. so he banged. and it went on. for Pete's sake this guy is what? at least twenty years older than me. grow the f*ck up. well its mollies lunchtime now. carrots and taters with apricot baby danone yoghurt water and a yoghurt... mmmm
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Post by winegirl on Feb 15, 2008 21:29:06 GMT
Hi Rachel
The thing with citalopram is it is great for some and really not great for others, perhaps worth mentioning that to your mum? veryone has different reactions and experiences with it.
Anything you can do to shut the guy downstairs up permanently? Start leaving dirty nappies outside his door or something?
WG x
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