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Post by littlelotty on Mar 19, 2009 10:11:24 GMT
Hi All
Thanks for your posts. Hi Larsbars, I have been off the anti'Ds since september and although at times i thought i will need to go back on them i have remained off them. I am still getting bad periods and dip every single month but i now think of it as time of the month and prepare so much better and ride it through and come out and then i am so much better, i hope in time this will get less cause it is very very annoying!!!!
Saw SIL yesterday and she does not look well, white as a sheet and clearly crying constantly as she has puffy eyes and looks awful. I just dont know what to say! I text her again today saying that i am thinking of her and anything we can do she just has to ask. I am never good at knowing what to say around death stuff!
I am getting anxious about the move and worrying about getting scared on my own at night but i will have to learn how to deal with this!
Hope everyone else is ok.
LL
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Post by sianyc on Mar 19, 2009 16:33:19 GMT
Hey LL
So awful about your SIL - hard to know what to say to her isn't it? What can you possibly say to make that better! I think you've said the right thing just offering her your help if she wants it x
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Post by cokey on Mar 21, 2009 8:13:12 GMT
Hi LL
I know its easier said than done but try not to worry too much about being alone at night. I was alone when Paul went away to work and got myself really in a state about it because I hate being alone at night. However, I actually managed fine and towards the end of the six weks actuakky got used to it and whatsmore it made me feel better than I had for ages. Now I dont mind him being away if he goes.
I wanted to say Happy Mothers Day for tomorrow - I hope you have a lovely day and you enjoy your time with your little girl.
Candice xx
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Post by monica on Mar 21, 2009 10:47:16 GMT
Hi
how are you doing? how's the packing going? My bf does nights and I used to hate being alone but have got used to it and ti doesn't bother me.
How is your sil? It's always hard to know what to say or do but letting her know you are there if she needs you is lovely of you.
Take care
monica
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Post by lizcreed on Mar 21, 2009 12:28:50 GMT
LL, you know I am just down the road if ever you need a shoulder. Havent kept up with this section so missed it all. I am thinking of you x Liz x
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Post by cheshire on Mar 21, 2009 14:14:55 GMT
Thinking if you too - here for you x
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Post by littlelotty on Mar 22, 2009 22:11:36 GMT
Hi All
Well D-DAY tomorrow. I have packed the whole van up today - what a good mothers day! Worrying someone might break into the van and my whole life will be taken from me if that makes any sense! Have cleaned up the house so it looks good for hubby and LO when she visits. Have had a good day though, we went to the beach this afternoon in between packing and had a lovely walk and ice cream on the beach.
I have impressed myself driving this van - it is a luton Van and they are big and i was feeling so sick just the thought of driving it this morning but i thought i have to do this and i have no one to do things for me anymore so i just have to get on with it and i have done so well! I have driven it to pick up wardrobe etc and actually enjoying it!
Dreading tomorrow - just the hassle of getting everything out of this van into a first floor flat with just me and hubby doing it! Will be glad when it is all in the flat and i can start to get settled.
Have been amazed at the amount of support i have had recently and you certainly find out who your friends are during times like these.
Well will be a long day tomorrow but start of my new life and to stand on my own two feet! What has happened to Jade has also made me realise just to appreciate every day i have with my LO and to enjoy life to the full - you just never know when it is your last and so what if i have some lonely nights - i have my health, home and the most cutest LO in the world - what more do i need!
Take care all and i will try and get on here when i can - prob will be only when at work until i can sort out internet at home.
LL XX
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Post by sarajay28 on Mar 23, 2009 15:20:26 GMT
Hey LL,
Today is D-Day eh? i just wanted to pop in and say i hope everything goes to plan for you. Its funny isn't it about the effect that 'jade' has been having on people? I too have been having some 'realisation' moments and have decided to just go for it and live my life to the full because i never want to go through what she has had to. You will get through this, you are one strong women and you sound like you have a great support network around you. As for the being alone at nights, yes it will be hard at first, yes you won't like it much, but you will get used to it.
We are all here for you, thinking about you today.xxx
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Post by cokey on Mar 23, 2009 20:21:25 GMT
Hope it went well today C. You will be fine and we are here for you. Always up for a late night chat on facebook Cokey xx
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Post by winegirl on Mar 24, 2009 14:20:19 GMT
Thinking of you LL and hope the move has gone ok xxx
Love
WG x
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larsbars
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Post by larsbars on Mar 24, 2009 21:12:46 GMT
Hi LL,
Hope you are settled in and the move wasn't too stressful. Been thinking about you and look forward to hearing how you are getting on x
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Post by winegirl on Mar 29, 2009 8:34:33 GMT
Hey LL
Seen on FB that you are in! Thats great hun - hope you are feeling a bit more settled and enjoying your new phone! LOL xx
Love
WG xx
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Post by cokey on Mar 30, 2009 8:59:50 GMT
Hi LL
Been thinking of you, hope you are doing ok.
Cokey xx
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Post by littlelotty on Apr 3, 2009 9:15:57 GMT
Hi All
Well i am sat in the library so i can get online!!! My therapist was off sick today and i bloody need him! I am feeling so so low, keep crying all the time and just cant pick myself up. I am so tired but no matter how much sleep i have i still feel tired and i just have this feeling this week of being numb if that makes any sense! It is like i dont feel anything. I so dont want to feel like this and need to pick myself up as my full time hours start next week - i feel i am sinking at work as i cant get on top of everything and it is so busy at the moment - i had such a bad week at work which i know has really knocked me for 6. Had very bad suicidial thoughts last night and it has really scared me. I really need some help!
LL XX
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Post by beckah on Apr 3, 2009 10:06:49 GMT
HI hun
Sorry you're feeling so crap. You are doing so well with all this upheaval, you are very strong even though you might not feel it. I'm sure this is a blip that has been triggered by all of the change you've had recently. I hope you're ok, we're all here for you xxxx
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