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Post by cokey on Oct 16, 2009 9:35:48 GMT
Hi Ladies
I am a bit better, although I did have a full on panic attack in the night after waking suddenly but it soon passed. Today I feel a bit tearful and down for no reason but know its the anxiety.
I just wish this blip would pass. Its silly because my mate just rang and she is truly depressed and in a bad way because of a marriage split and I have nothing to be anxious about yet I am - I am sure my mind wants me to be anxious because its bored and it gives me something to think about lol
C xx
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Post by winegirl on Oct 16, 2009 12:01:14 GMT
Its not silly hun, this how i feel about the anxiety too, how can i be anxious when i have nothing to be anxious about! We all have are issues, and yours are no lesser than anyone elses!
Sorry you are still in blip city hun. I am here if you need to talk or distract yourself for a bit. WE WILL BE BLIP FREE SOON!!!!!!!!!!!!
Love
WG xx
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Post by cokey on Oct 23, 2009 11:02:04 GMT
Hi Ladies Just reporting that blip seems (fingers crossed) to be passing. I am worse at night when I want to sleep but otherwise ok. I still get stupid ideas I am some mad crazed murderer who is psychotic without knowing it but hey, thats all part of this thing and nothing new lol My parents are back from holiday and have already upset me again. It was their ruby wedding anniversary whilst they were away and my mum said my uncle (who was with them) told them to ring their daughters on the day, so she said 'so we rang your sister'. I am so pissed off because while they were away I was the one who fed their cats, cleaned their house, visited my sick grandma, did their shopping, cook food for their return and my sister did nothing (which I dont blame her for at all, she has the right idea) and yet they choose her to ring with no explanation!!! Then once again she proceeds in telling me that my sister is pretty abut not to worry I am attractive in my own way. (she does this a lot). She doesnt mean to say these things and doesnt realise how hurtful she is being but she is really making me feel shit. Also my dad was 60 while they were away so Michael & Evie bought them a cake for his return and my mum then proceeded in telling me they wouldnt do candles until my sister came but then when my sister came and I couldnt go, she was doing it anyway despite the fact we bought the damn thing. I told her she couldnt because mIchael would be upset but she didnt get the point. Anyway I didnt mean to rant but I have and feel glad I did lol Am going to Legoland and Chessington at the weekend and am looking forward to the break  Take care everyone, especially you Becka - am always on the phone, always xxxx |
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Post by winegirl on Oct 23, 2009 19:18:48 GMT
Oh hun that is pretty pants. Have you let them know how all this make you feel? I know I would, I wouldnt be able to keep my mouth shut if thats how I was being treated! Families are so very strange....
I hope you have a FAB time at legoland! We love it. have been twice now and cant wait till the next time. You could do with a nice break and a bit of fun so I hope you have a FAB time, and cant wait to hear all about it when you get back.
Look after yourself - and you know where I am xx
Much Love
WG xx
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