Post by claire99991 on Apr 8, 2007 21:23:11 GMT
Well my pregnancy was rubbish and all the way thru i dreaded the birth im so rubbish with pain i carnt stand it so i thought it would be terrible but it actually want it just went downhillafter!
I had been trying to get pregnant for just 6 weeks and my period was late i did a test and it was negative i was gutted but a few days later still no period so i got another test on the way home from work in the early hours from the all night tesco i couldnt beleive it when the line came up i was thrilled scared shocked numb all together!
My sickness started when i was 6 weeks not morning all bloody day! i couldnt eat anything and i couldnt keep water down i remember throwing up in waitrose, the sickness went on till about 20 weeks i hated being pregnant i felt horrible everyone was saying i was blooming i didnt feel it by 37 weeks i couldnt walk i was begging them to induce me also tried every trick in the book for a c section but didnt work.
so i was 39 weeks when i went into labour i was so convinced she would be late as well i really wasnt expecting it. 6am and my waters broke while i was in bed i felt a sharp pain between my legs and then wet i thought i was bleeding so my partner got up and checked i stood up and water started gushing out of me i rang the hospital and had a bath my contractions started in the bath just like period pains i went to the hospital at 7am and just sat there till 1pm by that time they were every 2-3 min and i didnt like the pain so i had gas and air and then asked for a epidural i know some might think this is a wimps way out but im not ashamed i am a wimp so i had it and went to sleep for a bit and chatted to the midwives they were really nice and kept giving me ice pops! at 9.30 pm i started to feel pressure but no pain and when they checked she was almost there i pushed for 9 min and she was out i felt nothing! i did need stitches though.
After she was born i just started throwing up i couldnt stop i asked them to take her of me and was suprised but i really wasnt intrested in her. As soon as she was born her dad was all over her cuddling and taking pics i felt a bit left out i went to the ward shortly after and went to sleep the next day the midwives were pestering me to breastfeed but she wouldnt do it and i hated the feel and thought of it they were grabbing me like i was a piece of meat. By tea time she still hadnt fed so they said well you carnt go home till you have established breastfeeding i was thinking you just watch me she can stay. All the other mums in the ward were constantly picking up there babies and ringing for the midwive if they even sneezed i was thinking why are you so bothered looking back this is when it started they asked the midwives to look after there babies while they went in the shower and i just walked of and left her for ages i honestly wasnt meaning to be cruel just didnt think of it if that makes sence. I started crying behind my curtain because she wouldnt feed i screamed at the midwife to get me a bottle or she would starve in the end.
When i got home i thought i would be better but i wasnt i did nothing for her and thats how it started.
I had been trying to get pregnant for just 6 weeks and my period was late i did a test and it was negative i was gutted but a few days later still no period so i got another test on the way home from work in the early hours from the all night tesco i couldnt beleive it when the line came up i was thrilled scared shocked numb all together!
My sickness started when i was 6 weeks not morning all bloody day! i couldnt eat anything and i couldnt keep water down i remember throwing up in waitrose, the sickness went on till about 20 weeks i hated being pregnant i felt horrible everyone was saying i was blooming i didnt feel it by 37 weeks i couldnt walk i was begging them to induce me also tried every trick in the book for a c section but didnt work.
so i was 39 weeks when i went into labour i was so convinced she would be late as well i really wasnt expecting it. 6am and my waters broke while i was in bed i felt a sharp pain between my legs and then wet i thought i was bleeding so my partner got up and checked i stood up and water started gushing out of me i rang the hospital and had a bath my contractions started in the bath just like period pains i went to the hospital at 7am and just sat there till 1pm by that time they were every 2-3 min and i didnt like the pain so i had gas and air and then asked for a epidural i know some might think this is a wimps way out but im not ashamed i am a wimp so i had it and went to sleep for a bit and chatted to the midwives they were really nice and kept giving me ice pops! at 9.30 pm i started to feel pressure but no pain and when they checked she was almost there i pushed for 9 min and she was out i felt nothing! i did need stitches though.
After she was born i just started throwing up i couldnt stop i asked them to take her of me and was suprised but i really wasnt intrested in her. As soon as she was born her dad was all over her cuddling and taking pics i felt a bit left out i went to the ward shortly after and went to sleep the next day the midwives were pestering me to breastfeed but she wouldnt do it and i hated the feel and thought of it they were grabbing me like i was a piece of meat. By tea time she still hadnt fed so they said well you carnt go home till you have established breastfeeding i was thinking you just watch me she can stay. All the other mums in the ward were constantly picking up there babies and ringing for the midwive if they even sneezed i was thinking why are you so bothered looking back this is when it started they asked the midwives to look after there babies while they went in the shower and i just walked of and left her for ages i honestly wasnt meaning to be cruel just didnt think of it if that makes sence. I started crying behind my curtain because she wouldnt feed i screamed at the midwife to get me a bottle or she would starve in the end.
When i got home i thought i would be better but i wasnt i did nothing for her and thats how it started.
