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Post by Winegirl not logged on mobile on Aug 8, 2009 9:34:13 GMT
Shell. I am so very sorry. I hope now that u will get the right help. This time if they offer to have u admitted do it. In fact suggest it as it looks good if u have volunteered it. You need to be in the right place 24/7 for a bit. And I know it is daunting but the right way to get u better.
You have tried so hard on your own, now is the time to let them dobtheir job.
I'm so sorry this happened and hope u r better soon. You are in my thoughts and I'm sending u much love and strength.
Love
WG xxxxx
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Post by cheshire on Aug 8, 2009 11:10:58 GMT
Hi Shell,
I agree - let them help you/ get the care that you need. Don't worry about letting anyone down, we're all here for you.
Hopefulx
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larsbars
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Post by larsbars on Aug 8, 2009 17:57:02 GMT
Hi Shell,
I haven't written in your diary before but I do follow it. I wish I had written something sooner now although it probably wouldn't have helped. You have been badly let down by the system and I can't believe what you have had to go through. You should never have been taken off of your meds until you were in a much better place. You've had terrible treatment. Don't feel like you've let anyone down...you have been let down.
I just wanted you to know that I am thinking of you and hope you will finally get some decent help.
Lara xx
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Post by monica on Aug 9, 2009 19:14:45 GMT
hello Shell
How are you doing? If you read this I just want you to know I am thinking of you and sending you huge huge hugs.
You haven't let anybody down so dont' let that thougt even enter you head. I hope you're getting the help you so deperately need. Things will get better.
Lots of love
Monica
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Post by winegirl on Aug 10, 2009 8:06:25 GMT
Hi Shell
I spoke to Bean last night and she said they were sending you home. Are you ok?? I am worried about you. If you get chance and see this drop us a line to let us know how you are?
Thinking of you hun and sending you much love (()) xx
WG x
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Post by bean on Aug 10, 2009 8:25:19 GMT
Hi Shell How you doing today hun, did they get the blood results back? Have you any follow up? Let us know how you are chuck when you feel up to it, you know where i am if you need a friendx take care, sending you love too bean x
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Post by bean on Aug 10, 2009 9:18:23 GMT
Hi Shell Sorry I also meant to say that Im so sorry I wasnt around for you last week. xxx
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michelle79
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Post by michelle79 on Aug 10, 2009 19:29:37 GMT
Hi everyone
Thank you all for your kind messages. It means a lot to know I have people behind me no matter how much I have messed up.
Bean - you haven let me down at all and you dont have to be sorry for anything chick. You have been such a great friend and I doubt anyone would have been able to stop me on friday no matter how hard they tried.
Spoke to the psych team when I was still in hospital and we decided that I was best at home. If I was admitted all it would do would be kep me safe and stop me self harming for a while and being there wouldnt actually help me with my problems any more than the help I get at home. Also it would go against me with the court stuff for Jack so was best to come home because of that. Saw duty cpn today as mine on holiday and she was great and is talking to my psychiatrist in the morning to see what we can do with my medication. Feeling very very tired as had no sleep at all for 2 nights in hospital and then last night was very disturbed and broken. Still feeling very low and wont go out of the house and still cant eat. And now getting bad stomach pains so if they dont subside I think I will have to go to the drs tomorrow because I am worried its something to do with the overdose.
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Post by winegirl on Aug 10, 2009 19:47:46 GMT
Oh Shell sending you much love ((()))
If I was an hour closer I would be up there getting you a take away and tucking you off to bed!
I am glad that the duty CPN was good. This has all been awful for you but perhaps now the silver lining is getting you some proper help?
I am about on and off all night as trying to figure out the whole `skype' thing (long story). So if you wanna chat just holla babes xxx
Love
WG xx
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Post by bean on Aug 11, 2009 7:45:22 GMT
Hi Shell Good to hear from you. Sounds like this CPN is bit more clued up and ready to help.
I know it sounds like bollocks but when im strugllign with eating, bananas are my saviour, for energy boost, but dont feel like im having to sit down and eat, i relied on thse a lot when breastfeeding and not eating properly.
Sending you lots of love hunni, here if you need me. x love bean xx
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Post by monica on Aug 22, 2009 3:03:21 GMT
Hi
how are you doing my love? I hope things are improving for you. What have they said re: meds. Sending you huge huge hugs. On hols so rarely getting onto computer but will try and get on when I can.
Just looking at your FB photos - you are so gorgeous! And so is Jack. take it easy - here for you. There are so many people on here that love you
Monica
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Post by winegirl on Aug 22, 2009 8:26:02 GMT
Hi Shell,
Yes, see you havent been around for a bit and wondering how you are doing? We are always here and thinking of you xxx
Take Care
WG x
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michelle79
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Post by michelle79 on Aug 23, 2009 12:31:50 GMT
Hi everyone Sorry I havent been around much. Still havent been doing too well but slowly trying to get out the house and do things but its hard. Struggling this weekend with bad bad urges to cut. Its was a year yesterday since I last saw Jack and it has been upsetting me so much. I ended up self harming badly on thursday and had to go to a & e so really dont want to have to go there again this weekend. They never changed or increased my meds but gave me some sleeping tablets which helps a bit when I have actually had some sleep. Feeling bit fed up as they have put the court date back to 12th November so still another 3 months at least before I can see jack Started with the DBT therapy now too which is hard going but hopefully will really really help. I wish that i was well again and feeling positive and happy. Shell xxx
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Post by winegirl on Aug 23, 2009 18:43:41 GMT
HI Shell
Sorry you have still been struggling. Im guessing the DBT will have been an added strain to you to.. but hopefully should settle down as you start to see the benefits?
Awful about the court case, try to look at it differently. That gives you another 3 months to get well enough for it, to prove who you are to these people?
Always thinking of you mate x
WG xx
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Post by winegirl on Aug 28, 2009 8:36:36 GMT
Haven't heard from you for a few days Shell and wondering how you are doing? Hope you are ok and am thinking of you xxx
WG x
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