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Post by winegirl on Nov 24, 2008 11:54:11 GMT
Hey Mate
Glad it went well... Is this the Gig that Dan Woolfden did?? Sounds awesome. Gutted for Lucy, but like you say, its all a learning experience, and at least you guys enjoyed it x
As for your mum, I think you have done the right thing. Everyone needs support from family and friends but not from her when she is doing stupid things like that. Does she actually want Mollie taken off you??!!!
WG x
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Post by Kitty on Nov 24, 2008 21:57:42 GMT
no its not the one dan did thats next month this was one lucy put on with ppl shes known for years n they really messed her about. but i havent spoken to my mum since it all. i dont know if she wanted mollie taken away or not. the night she 'kidnapped' mollie, she kept being uuber nice, too nice, 'im only trying to help you rachel' what f**king ever. shes a retarded hypocrite. ive never properly bad mouthed my mum before because its disrespectful, but she obviously has no respect for me. ive been booked for a gig in february near you wg, an anti valentines day gig hehe on the 13th x
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Post by winegirl on Nov 24, 2008 22:02:16 GMT
Im in! Is it in notts??
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Post by Kitty on Nov 24, 2008 22:42:45 GMT
in the west midlands i think, dont know where havent been told much yet
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Post by Kitty on Nov 24, 2008 22:43:37 GMT
in the west midlands i think, dont know where havent been told much yet
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Post by winegirl on Nov 25, 2008 8:49:04 GMT
Let me know when you find out x
How are you doing today mate? Much on??
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Post by Kitty on Nov 27, 2008 11:28:33 GMT
its in telford... ive been asked to do hms pin up in portsmouth too. things on career front are going so well ive had no evil emails nothing, and rik has meds now. lets hope things stay this way.
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Post by winegirl on Nov 27, 2008 15:25:36 GMT
Telford... booo, 2 hours south from me..
Glad things are looking up! You deserve it!!
WG xx
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Post by Kitty on Nov 28, 2008 13:41:10 GMT
things are looking up yes, but i duno how long will it take for riks meds to get back into his system? because he reduced me to crying out loud child like tears this morning with the abuse he gave me. he knows i have nowhere to go to now if i wanted to leave and hes kindof using that against me in a way, he knows ill only want to leave that i wont actually do it because i have nowhere to go now. last night he went out and me n lucy had the best time pissing our sides, he comes home and the modd in the house is back to f**king normal. hes not been this mean before.
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Post by winegirl on Nov 29, 2008 8:50:38 GMT
Het Rachel
How is he today?? Dont put up with crap from him. He doesnt know you have nowhere to go, for all he knows you could have sorted something out behind his back so dont let him think he can treat you like this!
Meds or not, there is no need to be abusive towards you!
How you doing this morning??
WG xx
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Post by Kitty on Nov 29, 2008 11:57:01 GMT
he was narky for a bit, but last night because eastenders brought back memories for me i cried, he hugged me, and when i calmed down i asked him to apologise for how he was. again. but this morning his back was hurting him so he was snappy for a bit, but hes calming now hes paid the sky bill. go figure. all he wanted was tv. hes been telling me n mollie to shu the f up today tho, which still isnt on i know. its just on n off all the time. i bet lucy thinks we're mentalists or soemthing arguing him being nasty n so on...
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Post by winegirl on Nov 29, 2008 15:50:39 GMT
I hope these meds kick in soon and his mood evens out! Must be like living with Jeckel and Hyde!
How you doing this afternoon??
WG x
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Post by Kitty on Nov 30, 2008 18:31:05 GMT
im doing good today, the gig last night was awesome. did really well. been quite tired today though but its most probably down to all the excitement of last night. at the start of the night, i got a massive headache and i took quite alot of paracetamols to get rid, and eventually it went after a few hours. this morning because mollie was still at riks moms, we decided to try see how sex would be for me, ok we started having sex lol but it hurt- it felt like he was starting to tear me, the bit where they sew after mollie was born.. i have no idea what the medical term is, but he went in a mood about it lol will type more later dinner time
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Post by winegirl on Dec 1, 2008 11:06:40 GMT
Hey you
I have that with sex too!! Like the bit where they stiched me up is like scar tissue and it blody hurts! Never really mentioned it to anyone as thought it was just me being wierd, but I am glad you have spoken about it as I feel like I am not a total freak now!
Glad the gig went well babes. How you doing today?
WG x
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Post by Kitty on Dec 4, 2008 12:14:10 GMT
well, riks brought on lucys depression with the way hes being. hes apologised time n time again but i know its nothing to him, because he starts an argument not long after his apology each time. i feel terrible because its our arguing too that's set it off in her. i received a letter yesterday telling me to take mollie to be weighed at the docs between 9 and eleven, now i got this letter at 12 yesterday, and it was for yesterday. i didnt like it one bit- it was from the docs, handwritten, and sent too too late. i think that i know its because my mum called the ss despite them saying it was a wasted journey for them, but its set me right off, im paranoid and extremely angry- i know it has something to do with her. i hate her more than ever, and im the first to say -dont say such things about your own mother- but when shes as scheming as mine... im so paranoid now, i dont know. i have gigs coming out my arse, one in portsmouth on the 15th, one in edinburgh on the 16th one on the 29th one before valentines day, now im to be in another zombie flick in the summer... but personally, things are in turmoil once again its f**king frustrating to say the least and because of how worked up i was yesterday i now have the worst chest pains again and im getting mroe and more worked up as time goes on..
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