|
Post by xkellyx on May 16, 2009 20:42:17 GMT
yep well done kelly!! gone and got myself feeling like s**t again!!! it never goes does it??!!
|
|
|
Post by winegirl on May 17, 2009 9:04:25 GMT
Morning Kelly,
How are you doing this morning?? Soon be tuesday mate, the first step on the road to recovery! How are you feeling about it today??
WG xx
|
|
|
Post by chica on May 17, 2009 12:43:28 GMT
Hi Kelly,
It does go, honestly it does!!!!
How are you today? Hang on in there!!! Here for you when you are ready and if you want to talk.
Love Chica
|
|
|
Post by xkellyx on May 17, 2009 19:11:11 GMT
hi bagpuss
how are you?
thank you for your comment didnt realise it was on there when i wrote yesturday! yeh i no what u mean when ur ok its easier to think positive i just feel all i do when im feeling good is wasted when i feel low again. im feeling quite bad tonight not as bad as i have but u no still not good!!
have you had a good weekend?
hope your well xxxx
|
|
|
Post by xkellyx on May 17, 2009 19:15:21 GMT
evening chica feeling worse than yesturday today and feel bad on my partner cause i no hes trying but just cant fully understand what im going thru hes been so good to me and trying to make me happy he does but sometimes when i feel like this nothing can bring me back up i feel like a b*ch i love him so much dont no what id do without him!! i dont deserve the life iv got what if i mess up big time with my daughter? i feel a mess right now i just love my family and i dont wana be a bad mum to aleisha!! sorry to go on! hope your well and ok xxx
|
|
|
Post by bagpuss38 on May 17, 2009 19:16:25 GMT
Hi Kelly
I feel ok today, went to the park so took my mind off things. Think also the tablets are kicking in now.
It will soon be Tuesday and you will feel a weight has been lifted. Dont be so nervous going the GP they are there to help.
Sorry you are not feeling too good tonight but look you say its not as bad as you have been so if you got through a night that was worse you will get through tonight.
It will get easier it just takes time.
Bagpuss x
|
|
|
Post by winegirl on May 17, 2009 21:36:10 GMT
Hi Kelly
Sorry you have had a rough day. I know what you mean about OH not really being able to understand. I feel really sorry for the men who's women suffer PNI as it must be so frustrating to see it happen and not really understand why. Perhaps you could pick him up some leaflets or even direct him to our `support for partners' section here?
I realy hope things are better for you tomorrow hun and the week ahead x
Take Care
WG xx
|
|
|
Post by xkellyx on May 18, 2009 14:34:19 GMT
monday 18 may
last night was awfull! aleisha slept which i am so greatful for didnt fink she would as she aslo slept most of the day! but i just couldnt sleep atal i kept crying and just laying there feeling like s**t worrying i had that feeling again the one where evrything is caving in on me and theres only one way out!! i felt lie a burden to joe and aleisha like i was weighing joe down being like this and that he would be happier without me! and that aleisha deserves so much better than me. thats probably true. just feeling excited about tomorow now as soon as i can get some help with this the better i cant keep having nights like last night!!
|
|
|
Post by xkellyx on May 18, 2009 14:35:29 GMT
hi winegirl
i showed joe the partners section and he read it for ages i think he could really relate to most of it!! think it also helped him to understand a bit more. i am so lucky to have him!
how are you? hope everythings ok that end
xxxx
|
|
|
Post by winegirl on May 18, 2009 20:06:24 GMT
Hi Kelly
Glad he found it helpful. He is welcome to post in there anytime and we will do our best to support him too. x
I am fine thanks, just been for a swim so feeling a bit more human this evening..
Best of luck for tomorrow hun. Let us know how you get on??
Take Care
WG xx
|
|
|
Post by xkellyx on May 18, 2009 21:34:12 GMT
thank you im starting to feel nervous now!! i started feeling sad again today but i got into a good film so its taken my mind of things and im soo tired just hopefully il sleep alright and so will aleisha! i really do apreciate yours and everyones help. thank u xx
|
|
|
Post by winegirl on May 18, 2009 21:40:52 GMT
You will be fine. This is the first step in kicking PNI in the butt and will be one of teh best things you have done. Just try to be honest with how you are feeling and what you think to the help on offer. I will be thinking of you xxx
Hope you sleep well!
WG xx
|
|
|
Post by xkellyx on May 19, 2009 8:54:05 GMT
thank you il let you know how it goes ahhh!!! scary stuff hope ur ok xxx
|
|
|
Post by bean on May 19, 2009 9:21:05 GMT
Hi Kelly Just wanted to say i hope it goes well today, also that's great that your partner read those posts, if anything he will know that he's not alone in this either. Wish my oh had done so in the early days, he might have udnerstood more, even though he tried, i think it does help reading that others are going through the same and it must be hard for them too. It is scary stuff, but definately the way forward to getting help. luv bean x
|
|
|
Post by winegirl on May 19, 2009 19:25:33 GMT
Hi Kelly x
How did it go today? What was the outcome?
Hope you are ok and am thinking of you xxx
WG x
|
|