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Post by anonmom on Jul 20, 2009 16:38:06 GMT
Lawddd were do i start...4 wks left till LO due and right now my patience has ran out!! Im so stressed over the slightest thing whether its my LO cryin or whinging or something doesnt go how i want it too!!  Im waitin for my OH to get on from work as he called and said he would be later then i started feeling a panick attack alone again..have to cook dinner awful thoughts in my head scared to use the knife to cut the veggies as these thoughts are taking over my freakin life right now!! What is wrong with me? Am i gunna crack ? why am i feeling like this? I dont know if its just hormones with the pregnancy or am i just a bloody idiot? Im sorry for ranting on but i had to come online and talk about it as im sooo scared when im alone tha thoughts are with me constantly what if something happens? what if i go crazy? I just want to get back to my normal self and right now that seems a very long way from were i am now  Im scared i just want my birth to be over and hope it will stop the way im feeling right now fingers crossed i dont go downhill from there  Thanx for readin x |
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Post by monica on Jul 20, 2009 18:16:55 GMT
You need lots of support right now. Go and see your dr/midwife tomorrow and tellthem how you feel.
You are not a bloody idiot as you dscirbled yourself - it could well be hormomes or maybe the stress of having another baby as it's so close to due date, has triggered these feelings. Butyou do need to talk to someone now to nip this in the bud.
Love
Monica
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Post by winegirl on Jul 20, 2009 18:34:07 GMT
Hey hun,
He is home yet? How are you feeling?
I agree, with Monica, go see your GP/HV tomorrow. It is prob just high hormones but either way you need a bit of support now so go ask for it.
Hope you are ok?
WG xx
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Post by anonmom on Jul 20, 2009 20:21:15 GMT
Hi thanks for the replys..i was actually at my MW today and i didnt mention it but we were talking about these progestosterone suppositries im havin after the birth of my LO as were hoping it will stop me feeling worse
My OH came home at 7.30 i was relieved when he came home.I think its more hormonal as it comes and goes sum weeks im fine and other times im in a state.like i was today i mean now looking back at how i was feeling earlier today i think i work myself into a panick attack more by thinking about it before it even happens!! Im just finding things hard lately as the births gettin nearer and im feelin like this i tire easily as im running around after my LO there never seems to be ME time as im constantly on the go at the moment.
I must call my HV tomorrow and see if she can come and see me just for a chat althouh im nervous about telling all how im feeling at the moment i know i will benefit from talkin to someone as my GP is useless he just prescribes me pills and thats it!! Im also waiting for CBT ive been waitin moths now and still heard nothing about it.Were im from there just isnt the support for mothers suffering PND x
Thnks again
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Post by anonmom on Jul 20, 2009 20:22:51 GMT
Damn im reading back and my spellings terrible LOL apoligies x
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Post by sianyc on Jul 21, 2009 11:03:14 GMT
Have you got any support system in place for after you've had the baby. I don't mean NHS/HV etc, but family and friends who will be able to ease the pressure of having a newborn and a lo? Take EVERYTHING on offer - meals, ironing, taking the baby for a walk ANYTHING. Even some company in the day if not much practical help can be enought to keep you going x
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Post by winegirl on Jul 21, 2009 13:50:55 GMT
Hi anonmom
Did you get to speak to your HV today? How are you feeling this afternoon?
Thinking of you x
WG xx
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Post by anonmom on Jul 21, 2009 20:02:02 GMT
Hi again
Thanx for replys i do have friends and fam around me but to be honest they arent much help especially my mom she works but doesnt understand how im feelin or what im going thru she just says sort yaself out bla bla bla!! Really she should b more supportive i do have a network have friends around who i see daily and i know that they will come and keep me company if needed.
I didnt speak to my HV today as i havent really had a minute today friend been over shopping etc so ive been pretty much occupied well my mind has!! Its the mornings i actually feel worse when my OH goes to work i get that sicky feelin of dread and i try to ignore it..which is hard to do sumtimes.But im just going to keep talkin on hea aswell and if i feel worse in a few days i will contact my HV i find sumtymes these days pass eventually and ill be ok again..Spoken to my GP earlier today hes chasing up the CBT
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Post by winegirl on Jul 26, 2009 9:50:49 GMT
Hi anonmom
How have things been the past few days? Yes, the mornings were always the worse times for me too, i used to feel panicky for a good fist half of the day. But yes, keeping busy and occupied does help!
Hope you weekend is going ok?
Take Care
WG xx
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Post by cheshire on Sept 2, 2009 22:18:26 GMT
Hi- & a belated hello,
How are things with you now? I hope all is well x
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Post by monica on Sept 13, 2009 5:26:03 GMT
Hi
Wondering how you're doing. I think baby should have arrived - I hope all is well and that you're feeling good
Love
Monica
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Post by anonmom on Sept 17, 2009 15:50:31 GMT
Hi Monica
Sorry i didnt reply back ive actually been writing in the Postnatal illness section..yes i had my son on the 18th aug 6lb 60z he weighed..ive had a little blip since the birth but im talking about it so im getting there again chat soon x
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Thanx for readin x
