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Post by kelly30staples on Jan 16, 2011 18:37:59 GMT
hi jemma
hope your ok
sorry just been being nosey and reading all ur diary and how far u have come
reading that givesme so much hope thank you
take care kelly xxx
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Post by jemma on Jan 21, 2011 20:58:50 GMT
hi all wow a week passed already .
been a good week again im so glad to say
mood is good look forward to some exciting plans i have had no thoughts at all on the panic side not feeling on edge any more had two little tiny wobbles all week when i though of my jobs list and them worried a bit but got over it and got on with it
the house work has all been done all week and cooked tea everynight
and i have made my decision i am gogng to have another baby going to make a appointment with gp this week to go over it all with him , thinking as far as pni goes and having another child i have done it twice and survived and i will be ready and waiting for it next time ..
so happy times hope all is well with you xxx
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Post by Weeble on Jan 21, 2011 21:17:40 GMT
Great news that you are better and on another baby, prepared is forewarned. I took Prozac through my whole pregnancy and breastfeeding and the little man is very well.
Let us know how it goes
Kat
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Post by juppster on Jan 22, 2011 18:22:11 GMT
Hey Jemma Its so great to hear you have had a better week and well done on making the decision about another baby...exciting! Onwards and upwards for you xx
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Post by jemma on Jan 23, 2011 15:36:12 GMT
hi kat thats what i was going to talk to my gp about if i could stay on the prozac or would i have to switch , glad about that i was on citaloprm with the last two so wasnt sure xx
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Post by kelly30staples on Jan 23, 2011 17:24:38 GMT
hi jemma i'm so happy for u and i hope everything goes as u want it to u sound like u deserve it kelly xxx
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Post by jemma on Jan 24, 2011 14:09:44 GMT
thanks all x
now i am not complaining but , i feel like i shouls share it , feeling quite kiddy these last couple of days lol cant really explain it but feel excited almost not sure why really only got the cleaning to do thinking it may be the prozac doing over time its like a cloud has been lifted from over my eyes and i can see everything better and in colour its not grey any more if that make any sence at all oh well long may it last xx
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Post by jemma on Jan 24, 2011 14:13:41 GMT
oh and another thing i wanted to share, you no on this site when you look at your profile and you can look at all your post from way back well i first posted in 2006 but i cant look at it funny isnt it dont no why not got a clue what it say but it like i dont want to go back there ever so im not looking but so curious to see what it says have relapsed twice since then and recovered each time but thats when it all began... how strange
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Post by kelly30staples on Jan 24, 2011 14:13:48 GMT
lol i want what u had jemma
glad your ok
xxx
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Post by jemma on Jan 24, 2011 14:22:38 GMT
lol kelly its soo strange to feel happy and like i have no worries just sat her with a silly grin on my head want to sing and dance lol may be oh has druged me when i was in bed but that ok he can do it every day if i feel like this xx
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Post by juppster on Jan 24, 2011 20:33:36 GMT
long may it continue jemma xx
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Post by jemma on Jan 26, 2011 13:29:51 GMT
hi all still felling good , things are looking up got a banging headache this morning and was up being sick in the night and had cramp like period pains but no period yet hummmmmmm! no really that quickly no cant be wishfull thinking lol x hope you all are well im here if you are not jemma x
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Post by juppster on Jan 26, 2011 18:22:38 GMT
Hey Jemma, good to hear from and so glad things are still going well for you. Its so great to hear positive stories...hmmm...no period..what do you reckon?! Keep us updated x
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Post by jemma on Jan 27, 2011 18:36:12 GMT
well , thought i had things straight in my head i was going to have baby no3 and then when i really really was least expecting it i have been given a conditional offer to uni to do nursing.....
now what
would love more children but i risk getting pni again
would love to be a nurse but can i really do it mentaly am i ready am i strong enough?
will i get the chance again ?
arggggggg!!!!! then i think i already no what im going to do i have two lovely children and with a carer i could give them everything they wanted and hopfull stay saine lol if i had another would that really be fair to them to go through having a mummy with pni and skint no brainer really well i guess thats that then ..
opps but i still havent come on !!!
well fait may just make this decission for me jemma
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Post by juppster on Jan 27, 2011 19:15:21 GMT
Oooo, what a decision to make. Very hard though and can't really advise you one way or the other, i guess as you say fate may well make that decision for you. Let us know what happens! x
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