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Post by juppster on Mar 4, 2012 19:08:49 GMT
You are stronger I would say...you have been doing so so well and I really understand what bloody hard slog it is for you sweetheart. Keep leaning on those around you..especially your friends as it sounds as though you have a couple of good ones around to support you!! xx
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Post by kelly30staples on Mar 5, 2012 14:53:22 GMT
thanks juppster
just want it to pee off now had enough cant cope anymore
ive made a rally good friend from school known her 5 months she comes sees me everyday take me out shes one in a million so is tony but i think its getting a bit much for him now
xx
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Post by juppster on Mar 5, 2012 20:16:19 GMT
Its lovely that you've been able to make such a recent friend and have such a strong friendship. I'm sure Tony hasn't had enough but he probably needs some time for himself too every now and then, I know my Tony certainly does!!! x
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Post by Weeble on Mar 5, 2012 20:16:31 GMT
Hi Hun
I am sure Tony understands, it can be tough on our partners too this illness. Givemhim a big hug
Kat
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Post by monica on Mar 6, 2012 20:45:10 GMT
How are you doing? Hope things are better today.bad days really suck. Think you have your appt coming up? Hopefully they can sort out the Meds.
Sounds great you have made such a close friend. Having people around you who support you makes such a huge difference.
Monica
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Post by kelly30staples on Mar 7, 2012 17:20:33 GMT
hey guys
really sruggling bad due my period so thats not helping seen my cpn yesterday wasnt muchh help got phycaitrist friday i justwant all this to stop my bond with ruby is starting to take its toll shes 15 weeks now and i still dont believe shes mine fed up of putting a face on pretending everythings ok to everyone i better go getting upset again sorry guys
xxx
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Post by juppster on Mar 7, 2012 19:15:06 GMT
Never apologise for getting upset sweet, that is what we are here for. Good luck with the psychiatrist on Friday x
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Post by kelly30staples on Mar 7, 2012 21:20:56 GMT
what a night ive had i broke down big time tony rang support worker who lives an hour away and she drove to come see me as i couldnt calm down i didnt want ruby or other kids snappig at tony she rang out of hours doctors who rang crisis team who calmd m down ut they all said i need my meds reviewed and stop hiding how im feeling and saying im ok when im not just took my meds so going to try get some sleep
and thank u juppster x
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Post by juppster on Mar 8, 2012 8:16:07 GMT
Ah my darling, you are going through so much at the moment but hopefully a bit of a breakthrough with the crisis team and support worker now understanding exactly how much you are struggling...this can only be a positive thing and please do be as honest with them as possible. I am the worlds worst for hiding how I am really feeling and it really does me no good. Did you manage to get some sleep? Big hugs xx
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Post by kelly30staples on Mar 14, 2012 14:45:09 GMT
hi guys
had to see gp today who told me i have post natal depression and bi polar thats what lithium is for and that ive had it for a while its on my notes but noones told me
kelly xxx
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Post by juppster on Mar 15, 2012 14:42:05 GMT
How do you feel about that diagnosis mate? x
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Post by monica on Mar 16, 2012 8:29:52 GMT
How are you?
I can't believe you've never been told about diagnosis! Are you ok about it? I would say whatever the label, the main thing s that it's being treatedcand you are feeling well.
Lovely pics of your kids!
Monica
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Post by kelly30staples on Mar 16, 2012 15:11:10 GMT
hi guys
im not sure how i feel i feel numb and confused at the mo and pretty scared
how long till this is all over had enough now
and thank u monica x
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Post by Weeble on Mar 16, 2012 21:20:52 GMT
Oh Hun don't be scared. It's a proper diagnosis that doctors and nurses understand, it is an explanation of why you feel so terrible at the moment.
One thing I have learned through the friendships I have made here is diagnosis does not matter. Fro am experience perspective PTSD, bipolar, pni all seem to make us suffer.
Big massive hugs and piles of fairy dust
Kat
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Post by juppster on Mar 16, 2012 21:48:06 GMT
Big hugs from me too x
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