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Post by kelly30staples on Feb 5, 2011 13:17:56 GMT
hi stacey it can get exspensive lol oh brought me a few morebits but i'm gonna get some books on it as i have no idea i've tried made afew i've been out in the rain with oh and his 2 kids my 2 have gone into skeg with mum and sis and gang went round the river fed the ducks then corner shop and the libuary to see if they any books on pni and bi polar i still feel like crap think i'm coming down with a cold i know thats going to make me feel worse i just cant settle today kelly xxx
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Post by juppster on Feb 5, 2011 13:44:31 GMT
Well done for managing to get out Kelly, even when you feel like crap, i know how hard that is. Hopefully you can have a peaceful afternoon today? Wrap up warm and snuggle on the sofa or something? Keep going Kelly, you're doing great xx
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Post by Victoria on Feb 5, 2011 19:13:41 GMT
Lol you sound like me. Starts off cheap enough but you get carried away with it and get more and more stuff. Glad you managed to get out of the house. Hope your cold comes to nothing. It does get you down a bit more than usual, when you are poorly sick on top of the pni etc. How are you this evening? xxx
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Post by kelly30staples on Feb 6, 2011 11:49:03 GMT
thanks juppster and fsg
i'm doing ok still feel crap tho all the familes gone so thats a bit of relieve kids are being lil pains tho the oldest is going to a mates for a few hours and the 3 lil ones can play out as itsnot raining today . i've got up put washing in 3 loads lol folding all the dry up put it away cleaned my front room i'm gonna sit and chill out a bit npw lol
and fsg i do go mad lol oh will stop giving me money soon i'll be on pocket money with the kids lol but it worth it even keeps the kids quiet with the bits i dont use
xxxx
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Post by Victoria on Feb 7, 2011 14:27:16 GMT
Hi Kelly how are you at the moment hun? xxx
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Post by kelly30staples on Feb 7, 2011 16:21:25 GMT
hi babe i'm doing ok i think been out today into skeg done some shopping oh brought me a nice braclet for valentines day i got him a poker set he wants to play but not got the stuff had my nails done but the woman comes out to me so i dont have to sit in a salon just yet , i'm just so tired now cant wait till i feel 100% i hope your doing ok and did u get card making things lol i got a few more bits today xxxx
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Post by butterfly on Feb 8, 2011 19:45:07 GMT
Hi Kelly Hope yOu don't mind me popping in! It's good your oh is supportive practically by bathingthe kids, sometimes I just can't dostuff like that either, would love to hear your story, sometimes its good to share it Take care Bf x x
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Post by juppster on Feb 8, 2011 19:46:17 GMT
Hey Kelly, just wondered how you are doing mate? How have the last few days been for you. I hope the sun is shining where you are hun xx
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Post by Victoria on Feb 8, 2011 20:42:00 GMT
Hi Kelly. I havnt got any card making stuff yet, had a shit evening last night everything else has gone out of the window tbh. How are you this evening? It has been nice and warm (ish) here today until this afternoon when I took Sadie out for a walk and it started raining lol. Hope you are doing ok. xxx
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Post by kelly30staples on Feb 9, 2011 8:33:18 GMT
hi guys hope your all ok i'm feeling a little off today had 2 goodish days where i've been out done some of the things i used todo had a few panic attacks but i was ok i loved it yesterday i went out with my mum to skeg spent loads but it was really good to spend time with her oh went fishing with his mate so we had a break from each other done us good i think today i'm just going to rest i know if i over do it i'm going to feel worse bf oh is great just wish i did'nt have to rely on so much at times but love him to bits juppster it was lovely yesterday really warm went to the beach but today its grey and gloomy fsg hope your feeling better here if u need to talk kelly xxxx
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Post by Victoria on Feb 9, 2011 11:11:01 GMT
Hi Kelly sounds like you have had a good couple of days so dont worry too much about feeling a little lower today you are doing so well so be proud of yourself. Skeg sounds great. Spending loads is naughty lol but nice. And your oh got to have some me time too which is good for you both.
I agree dont over do it today. You have made a massive effort recently so need a day off to rest. I am ok hun really just pissed off and my period started today so that really doesnt help. Just glad to see you are on the up. xxxx
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Post by juppster on Feb 9, 2011 11:42:13 GMT
Hey Kelly, great to hear from you and that you've had a few good days..thats fab. Rest up today, listen to your body and what its telling you. Your oh sounds great, it so helps when you have a supportive partner x
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Post by kelly30staples on Feb 10, 2011 8:39:54 GMT
hi guys
and thanks for the messages i did have a walk up post office yesterday in the rain just needed some fresh air
feeling so low and down today had an argument with the ex and his sister who i dont even know about my kids he's asked if he can have them in the next holidays i've said yes but not all week with how i'm feeling i dont want them to far from me for to long ( or am i being selfish?) he said ok but his sis who he's living with said i was a let down and i was messing with my kids minds and messing them up she's met them once she dont know me or my kids shes really upset me and my son he's 10 i have'nt slept now i think i'm a bad mum and i should let them go with with them if i'm a let down and messing them up
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Post by juppster on Feb 10, 2011 10:51:20 GMT
Hey Kelly You are not a bad mum. Please don't let someone who doesn't even know you or your children upset you with their ill thought about comments. You know in your heart you are the best mum to your children that you can be. I don't think its unreasonable that you've said he can only have them for part of the week, i would be the same. How you feeling now mate? You are not letting anyone down at all xx
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Post by Weeble on Feb 10, 2011 20:34:17 GMT
Oh Kelly you are not a bad mum, that is the pni talking. You are not messing with you childrens minds, you have an illness and you are fighting to get better. I agree with juppster I think it's amazingly generous and considerate of you to offer them for half a week when every moment with them is so precious.
Kat
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