My 1st diary

[mich3325]

Thought i would start a diary online which hope can help me sometimes.

Today has been quite a good day although been tired all day as fireworks i kept hearing kept me awake and i was worrying about my son again about whether he is feeling loved and supported i believe he is.

we our very affection kisses and cuddles which are very important in our mother and son bond.

Its the kisses and cuddles that bring us closer through difficult times during the day.

i worry to much i guess. He is everywhere at 2 and half and sometimes it is stressful especially when he get as in a tantrum episode its then that can be a testing period for me as how i deal with that effects my depression i think.

i hate shouting at him to and seeing him all upset coz of me but i have to discipline him and he only listens if i shout sometimes.

Hoping my friend can move back in to his place as he had to move in to mine coz his flat got flooded out so its quite difficult time as we cant have much space i also got used to him helping me with my son as the father isnt around im a single mum. I think soon he will be able to move back in but dont know when. hope tommorrow is another good day.

[monica]

Hi

I hope you don't mind me writing in your diary . You ssound like a wonderful mum. In spite of your own upbringing you are really making active steps to make your soon feel Loved and wanted. That takes real strength of character. You sshould be very proud of yourself. To me it ssounds like you lack confidence in your own parenting abilities . Honestly though you ate doing a wonderful job.

You mentioned tantrums - they are so tough! Stick to your guns and I'm sure your son will learn what the boundaries are.

Monica

[Weeble]

Hi and welcome.

How has things been today

Kat