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Post by rochelle121 on Feb 17, 2015 16:30:20 GMT
One of the aide effects I have had wich are bothersome though is very painful achey joints/muscles but I did Google that and im not the only one so I hope it passes in a few weeks. Im on day 6. im due my 7th tab tonight before bed xx
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Post by monica on Feb 18, 2015 8:54:11 GMT
Hi
I had the achy joints too - walked like a penguin! It did ease off and came back when I came off meds curiously enough . Hoping today's a good one for ux
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Post by rochelle121 on Feb 20, 2015 0:16:29 GMT
I haven't felt too bad today,ive had my moments,not really having good says yet, just better parts but its deffo a good start! Xx
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Post by monica on Feb 21, 2015 15:18:10 GMT
Definitely a good start! How have the past couple of days been?x
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Post by rochelle121 on Feb 21, 2015 17:02:08 GMT
Ok here and their. Although im still having issues with the pains in my chest and back wich my Dr keeps saying is anxiety... It was the pain that caused my anxiety not the other way around and it continues to distress me.. I have terrible pain daily with constant indigestion. I personally think its a gallbladder issue as I have the light coloured stools too. Sorry for tmi. And i feel most uncomfortable and painful after eating. It all points to a gallbladder problem to me. Surely a dr can't leave a patient in agony for over a yr? I NEVER go to the dr for anything physical either I cant remember the last time before this i had an ailment that needed a dr...that really should tell her that if I say im in pain I really am.plus I dont suffer health anxiety...it annoys me that too many drs are quick to label everything anxiety... Sorry to moqn but the daily pain is really getting on top of me
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Post by monica on Feb 21, 2015 18:56:01 GMT
Poor u that sounds very uncomfortable . Even if Dr thinks it's anxiety related, persistent physical symptoms should be checked out. Could u see another Dr ?
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Post by rochelle121 on Feb 21, 2015 19:10:14 GMT
Whenever I book and apt it seems to be the same Dr. I think its time I asked to see a different dr xx
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Post by monica on Feb 21, 2015 19:17:15 GMT
If it's a male Dr ask to see a female one. They can't argue with that!
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Post by rochelle121 on Feb 21, 2015 19:19:11 GMT
Unfortunately its not but she's very dismissive :/ doesn't even check you over or ask questions.
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Post by rochelle121 on Feb 27, 2015 18:35:38 GMT
Things just get worse. I feel pointless. My existence is pointless.nothing ever changes and im not getting better. Ive had enough.
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Post by monica on Feb 27, 2015 20:38:46 GMT
Hugs Rochelle. It's extremely disheartening (that's probably an understatement) when u don't feel any better or worse. What have u been experiencing? Have u spiken to anyone about this?
Please please see a different Dr . You need someone who's going to listen to u and hear what you're saying and do something about it.
I know how rubbish you feel and it's like a permanent cloud hanging over you and you can't see things improving . I was there once too. I've known ladies on here whose situation seemed hopeless to them then sometime along the way something improved and kick started their recovery.
I strongly believe though that there is hope for everyone and life will get better. Sometimes you need to shout for help and keep shouting until someone listens .
Keeping talking xxx
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Post by rochelle121 on Feb 28, 2015 8:38:40 GMT
I wake up in a cold sweat of panic with my body telling me to kill myself and I cant shake it all day its horrible these pills looked like they were helping for a couple of days but now I don't know,if theyre making me worse? But I was really bad anyway :/
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Post by rochelle121 on Feb 28, 2015 9:53:15 GMT
Ive never had depression or anxiety so bad. I honestly just do not want to be here anymore. I dont enjoy anything and feel depressed and panicky all day and the pills dont work. Ive just proven im beyond help. I wish my Dr would give me an anti anxiety pill. I wonder if that would help anti depressants dont help. I dont want to 'live'. I cant take it anynore. A whole yr and i feel just as bad. Im mentally damaged and theres no undoing it. Other people arent still this bad a yr later with meds! Meds help others. Why not me?
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Post by rochelle121 on Feb 28, 2015 9:55:15 GMT
I just want the pain to stop..no not even that. Just to lesson.I just want a break. These kids deserve so much better. So does other half. Ill never recover from this its obvious.
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Post by monica on Feb 28, 2015 10:58:30 GMT
It sounds as if the meds might have made things worse for you. Honestly though there is help out there for everyone . With some it takes longer to find something that works.
A year of suffering like this is incredibly draining and so painful. Pls pls try a different doctor. Sorry I don't remember have u tried any talking therapies ?x
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