I'm loosing it

[77772]

Hi everyone,
I don't know what to do again. Let me share my story. I was with my boyfriend for almost 8 years. In the 7th year I cheated on him with a colleague at work. I actually ended the affair but my boyfriend found out about 4 months later. He then broke up with me. I was devastated cos I really love him. I still do. 2 weeks After the breakup I found out I was pregnant. I told him but he didn't believe the child was his and I don't blame him for that. When I gave birth to my son, he was a carbon copy of him. My son is now almost 3 months and I still feel depressed over the break up. I want my boyfriend back but he doesn't want me anymore. I'm loosing my mind. I thought I could get over him but I can't. Help me please.😭

[monica]

Welcome to the forum

Congratulations on the birth of your baby. I’m sorry this is such a difficult time for you regarding the break up of your relationship. It sounds as if you’re struggling at a time when you’re actually quite vulnerable with a baby and hormones are everywhere.

Have you spoken to your doctor or gp? Do you have any other support from friends and family?

I would suggest you visit dr. They can offer talking therapy to help you deal with what’s going on with your life. Your health visitor can support you. Life can feel good again regardless of what’s going on with your ex partner - I think you just need that help and support to find your way again .

Please keep talking - you’ll get non judgmental support here x