Post by Jane on Mar 13, 2005 0:37:08 GMT
HI WENDABELLE
SORRY NOT BEEN LOGGED IN FOR WHILE HOPE YOU ARE OK.
YES I'VE TAKEN ENDLESS DIFFERENT ANTI D'S, BUT SETTLED WITH LOFEPRAMINE. I'M ON VALIUM (NOT FOREVER!)& I'VE BEEN ON & OFF CARBOMAZEPINE WHICH I'VE JUST SACKED AGAIN,(ITS SUPPOSED TO HELP WITH THE MOOD SWINGS). YOU SAID SOME PEOPLE DON'T NEED THE MEDS. I'VE SEEN PYSCHIATRISTS, COUNSELLORS & FOUND IT GOOD TO TALK ABOUT PND, OR WHATEVER THE HELL IT IS I'M STILL SUFFERING WITH?ITS NOT LIKE THE INITIAL BLACK CLOUD THAT ENVELOPES YOU WHEN YOU 1ST GET PND, BUT ITS NOT EASY TO LIVE WITH! I HAVE DAYS WHEN I'M REALLY LOW, & DON'T KNOW WHY & NEXT COULD BE FEELING OK, & SEX WELL YES, THATS ANOTHER STORY. TALKING HAS HELPED BUT NOT CURED ME.
I TAKE THE MEDS, I HAVE AN ILLNESS! OR WHATEVER THE HELL IT IS? I DON'T CARE, THEY HELP ME AT THIS MOMENT IN TIME & HAVE DONE FOR 6 YRS. I'M NOT WEAK & NEITHER IS ANYONE ELSE STILL ON MEDS, WE NEED IT AT THE MO! BUT WE WILL GET THERE ONE DAY LIKE OTHERS HAVE DONE, & BE MED FREE!PEOPLE THAT DON'T UNDERSTAND OR DON'T WISH TOO!, THINK WE POP PILLS FOR FUN, WELL I PRAY EVERY DAY I COULD COME OFF, BUT HEY!, I'M NOT READY YET. THEY DON'T TAKE ALL THE PAIN ANYWAY, I FEEL,I CRY LIKE ANYONE NOT ON MEDS. THINGS THAT ARE HAPPENING IN YOUR LIFE CAN CONTRIBUTE TO THE LOWS, RELATIONSHIPS. YOU SOUND LIKE ME, WE'RE GOING THROUGH A ROUGH PATCH AGAIN! SEX BEING PART OF IT. YES I KNOW HE'S STOOD BY ME & SUFFERED TOO BUT SOMETIMES YOU KEEP GOING ROUND IN CIRCLES ON THAT FRONT!NONE OF THIS HELPS, ITS ADDED PRESSURE.
WE WILL GET OFF THE MEDS ONE DAY, EVERYONE IS DIFFFERENT. I'M NOT ASHAMED, I GET THROUGH EACH DAY AT A TIME.
REMEMBER, LOOK AT YOUR BEAUTIFUL CHILDREN, LIKE I LOOK AT MINE EVERY DAY, THEY NEED YOU & I KNOW ITS A PRICE TO PAY FOR THEM BUT WHEN I LOOK AT MY BOYS THEY ARE SO WORTH IT, BECAUSE WE WILL MAKE IT IN THE END. OTHERS HAVE & WE WILL. I DON'T CARE IF I HAVE TO FIGHT THIS FOR YRS, I WILL & YOU WILL MAKE IT!!!!!!
YOU TAKE CARE
LOVE JANE
SORRY NOT BEEN LOGGED IN FOR WHILE HOPE YOU ARE OK.
YES I'VE TAKEN ENDLESS DIFFERENT ANTI D'S, BUT SETTLED WITH LOFEPRAMINE. I'M ON VALIUM (NOT FOREVER!)& I'VE BEEN ON & OFF CARBOMAZEPINE WHICH I'VE JUST SACKED AGAIN,(ITS SUPPOSED TO HELP WITH THE MOOD SWINGS). YOU SAID SOME PEOPLE DON'T NEED THE MEDS. I'VE SEEN PYSCHIATRISTS, COUNSELLORS & FOUND IT GOOD TO TALK ABOUT PND, OR WHATEVER THE HELL IT IS I'M STILL SUFFERING WITH?ITS NOT LIKE THE INITIAL BLACK CLOUD THAT ENVELOPES YOU WHEN YOU 1ST GET PND, BUT ITS NOT EASY TO LIVE WITH! I HAVE DAYS WHEN I'M REALLY LOW, & DON'T KNOW WHY & NEXT COULD BE FEELING OK, & SEX WELL YES, THATS ANOTHER STORY. TALKING HAS HELPED BUT NOT CURED ME.
I TAKE THE MEDS, I HAVE AN ILLNESS! OR WHATEVER THE HELL IT IS? I DON'T CARE, THEY HELP ME AT THIS MOMENT IN TIME & HAVE DONE FOR 6 YRS. I'M NOT WEAK & NEITHER IS ANYONE ELSE STILL ON MEDS, WE NEED IT AT THE MO! BUT WE WILL GET THERE ONE DAY LIKE OTHERS HAVE DONE, & BE MED FREE!PEOPLE THAT DON'T UNDERSTAND OR DON'T WISH TOO!, THINK WE POP PILLS FOR FUN, WELL I PRAY EVERY DAY I COULD COME OFF, BUT HEY!, I'M NOT READY YET. THEY DON'T TAKE ALL THE PAIN ANYWAY, I FEEL,I CRY LIKE ANYONE NOT ON MEDS. THINGS THAT ARE HAPPENING IN YOUR LIFE CAN CONTRIBUTE TO THE LOWS, RELATIONSHIPS. YOU SOUND LIKE ME, WE'RE GOING THROUGH A ROUGH PATCH AGAIN! SEX BEING PART OF IT. YES I KNOW HE'S STOOD BY ME & SUFFERED TOO BUT SOMETIMES YOU KEEP GOING ROUND IN CIRCLES ON THAT FRONT!NONE OF THIS HELPS, ITS ADDED PRESSURE.
WE WILL GET OFF THE MEDS ONE DAY, EVERYONE IS DIFFFERENT. I'M NOT ASHAMED, I GET THROUGH EACH DAY AT A TIME.
REMEMBER, LOOK AT YOUR BEAUTIFUL CHILDREN, LIKE I LOOK AT MINE EVERY DAY, THEY NEED YOU & I KNOW ITS A PRICE TO PAY FOR THEM BUT WHEN I LOOK AT MY BOYS THEY ARE SO WORTH IT, BECAUSE WE WILL MAKE IT IN THE END. OTHERS HAVE & WE WILL. I DON'T CARE IF I HAVE TO FIGHT THIS FOR YRS, I WILL & YOU WILL MAKE IT!!!!!!
YOU TAKE CARE
LOVE JANE
