gail
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have 1 daughter and have had this since 30 weeks of pregnancy :( my daughter is 27 months.
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Post by gail on Dec 11, 2005 16:09:50 GMT
Has anyone experienced any of these?
the sensation that you are not here and that nothing is real or looks real. People often say it feels like being in a dream or nightmare. its very scary and associated with acute anxiety.
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Post by cheshire on Dec 11, 2005 16:41:50 GMT
Hi Gail I am really interested in this thread. But I may not interpret it correctly...? So if I get it wrong, sorry! But the things that came straight to my mind are as follows: - walking through a crowd and feeling that I am not part of it, not part of the scene - like a dream or that I am a ghost or something? - Or even superimposed like a cardboard cut out and no one can see me - or the other extreme - everyone is looking at me. - waking up in my own bed and for about 60 seconds not knowing who I am, who he is or where I am. On a couple of occasions I screamed a bit and then I slowly realised - it felt like I was piecing it back together..very very quickly - feeling that this is not my life and this is not me, like a stranger in my own life - I did go through a period where dreams merged with reality - and I couldn't disipher which was which... I can believe it's associated with acute anxiety.. What have you experienced gail? Love Hopefulxx
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Post by Veritee on Dec 12, 2005 14:12:02 GMT
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gail
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have 1 daughter and have had this since 30 weeks of pregnancy :( my daughter is 27 months.
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Post by gail on Dec 16, 2005 18:24:13 GMT
thanks for your replies. they were very helpful and both of your experiences of it were very similar to mine.
it is anxiety related as im finding the less anxious i am the more normal everthing seems. its a vicious circle because the less real you feel the more you panic and then things seems even more surreal.
the turning point for me was after i had read something on the net. it said that all the weird sensations i am getting are only that. - sensations. i am creating them so i can stop them and the only way i can stop them is to try to ignore them. so now whenever i think that things dont seem real i dont panic but reassure myself that it is only a sensation- it will not and cannot harm me and think about something else.
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Post by cheshire on Dec 16, 2005 18:34:39 GMT
Hi Gail
I agree, fear of the fear made it much worse - and I didn't know what was wrong for ages. I don't know what the turning point for me was - probably my counsellor talking about the fact that it's only me at the end of the day 'in there', nothing to be afraid of , just to nurture and care for myself..? Not to see panic attacks, however they manifest themselves, as the 'enemy', just part of me that is scared for some reason - which might date back to a time I can't even remember. Does this make sense? And probably also learning about it PNI in general, like you did , on the net, helped loads.
Thanks Hopefulxx
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gail
Senior Member
have 1 daughter and have had this since 30 weeks of pregnancy :( my daughter is 27 months.
Posts: 373
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Post by gail on Jan 22, 2006 14:01:22 GMT
things feel a lot more real lately, so if anyone else is experiencing this - it does subside! it takes time - like the other symptoms - to disappear.
gail xxxx
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