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Post by melly on Sept 17, 2007 21:08:24 GMT
We are here for u sweetheart, if u need me give me a ring. If u ever need to chat. Are u on your own tonight? IS your fella there to support u? Remeber its just pni and the feeling do go.
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Post by carlie on Sept 17, 2007 21:12:24 GMT
thanx melly, oh is on his way home now. im gonna go to bed try sleep it off. he is on lates this week so i will give u a call probably tomorrow evening for a chat.we can both offload!
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Post by winegirl on Sept 18, 2007 7:21:18 GMT
Hi Carlie and Melly
How are you guys doing? I know its tough but honestly you will get there! Will be around on and off all day today if you need some support. x
Winegirl x
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Post by carlie on Sept 18, 2007 9:38:19 GMT
hey winegirl, i feel crap today. my period is due end of the week and i tend to be bad the week leadin up to it and during. it sucks! i wrote in my diary last nie and for some reason today its not here? maybe i pressed somethin wrong i dont know but i spent ages writing and wrote some stuff tht was really perssonal x
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Post by winegirl on Sept 18, 2007 9:50:40 GMT
Hi Carlie
I will rite more in your diary x
Winegirl x
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Post by stevensmummy on Sept 18, 2007 11:03:27 GMT
Hi carlie,
I know the feeling about feeling worse about the time of your period. I get like that too. It kind of puts a dampener on you. I hope today is better for you
Sarah x
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Post by winegirl on Sept 18, 2007 12:28:20 GMT
How are you doing Carlie? Thinking of you x
Winegirl x
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Post by carliex on Sept 18, 2007 19:24:40 GMT
hey, im really annoyed cos i wrote loads in my diary last nite and must have done somethin wrong cos it never got posted! it kind of all jus came pouring out and i really havent got the energy to write it again. it was all about an incidence with my step dad and my cousin when we were 16 and how its had a real impact on my later life. also the way he used to talk to me and the way he used to grab my bum and stuff. maybe il write it again. its wierd some days i feel i could write and never stop but others i dont know where to start! got 2nd theropy session thursday, im worried its openin a can of worms tht im not ready to face! maybe i never wil be ready tho. see now iv started writing i cant stop, i should have put this in my diary. sorry for posting this here and for it to be so long. hope ur ok winegirl. think i have a bug comin, or maybe its the pni! i can never tell x
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Post by winegirl on Sept 18, 2007 19:33:20 GMT
Hi Carlie
I hope the therapy session goes well x Yes, when you feel like it try and write it again, it may be quite theraputic for you!
I know what you mean about never knowing if its a bug or pni, I have been thinking these things on and off for 16 months! I feel sick, is it a bug, is it the pni, am I just imagining it? etc. Madness isnt it?
Hope you have had a better day today and let us know how you get on on Thursday x
Winegirl x
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Post by carlie on Sept 18, 2007 19:40:54 GMT
yeah, it drives ya insane!! im sure i will have alot to write in here on thursday! i want to get hold of a dictaphone to record my sessions as i always come away havin forgot loads of wat was said. carlie x
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Post by stevensmummy on Sept 18, 2007 20:40:29 GMT
Hi carlie
I hope your session on thursday goes well, and I think the idea about a dictaphone is a very good idea. Its easy to forget stuf when you are stressed or upset. I do remember as a student that we could borrow ones from the library. Maybe there is a local library that could lend you one. Its worth asking. Or even ask the poeople at the theraphy session they may have another solution, even giving you a tape to take home, maybe its a common thing to have it recorded so they might have the facility there.
Hope you are feeling a little better
Sarah x
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Post by carlie on Sept 18, 2007 21:02:31 GMT
thts a good idea sarah, thank you. i will look into the library and if not ask the therapist if he can record it. i will let you know how it goes. thanx for the support. hope u are well? x
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Post by stevensmummy on Sept 19, 2007 7:25:27 GMT
Goodluck in finding one x
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Post by winegirl on Sept 19, 2007 15:27:28 GMT
Hi Carlie
Good luck for tomorrow, hope all goes well for you x
Winegirl x
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Post by stevensmummy on Sept 20, 2007 7:11:52 GMT
Good luck today x
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