Post by Victoria on Mar 1, 2016 22:11:52 GMT
Evening everyone. I need your support again as I am struggling. On the whole, I am beating long term pni. This is six years in but the anxiety issues are bringing me down. Looking back I believe I have always had an anxiety battle by pm I brought it to the forefront. It is also something that runs deeply through my mind side of the family unfortunately. An event can occur in my life and knock me for six and here I am fighting the urge to just get some more pills. To numb the feeling of impending doom I spend feeling all day every day. We have accepted an offer on our house today, and had an offer accepted on a bigger house down the road. I thought it was what I wanted. But I am terrified! Anxiety through the roof and feelings that the old Victorian house we have offered on will be decrepit and fall apart when we move in, the kids will hate it and we will all be miserable. I put a mental downer on everything in my head which makes me feel shaky, fragile and panicked. My house is my safe space where I can hide from the world if I need to. When I need to. When we move my safe space will be fine and I am so scared. Xxx
