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Post by quantumrose on Jun 4, 2017 9:25:23 GMT
How are you? Eastbourne is quite close to us :-) x
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Post by Kirsty on Jun 4, 2017 16:08:10 GMT
I'm doing ok at the moment thank you. How are you? Oh really where do you live? X
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Post by quantumrose on Jun 4, 2017 18:05:15 GMT
We're in Shoreham-by-sea, just moved from Brighton. Glad you're feeling good :-) x
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Post by Kirsty on Jun 4, 2017 18:32:36 GMT
Awh cool, we live in peacehaven at the moment xx
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Post by Kirsty on Jun 8, 2017 18:12:58 GMT
So it's my birthday tomorrow and I'm feeling extreamly down and anxious. Last year I was walking round the park crying my eyes out and wanting to die. Ok I don't feel as bad as I did but I'm feeling low still. I still get thoughts and I still question my love for my daughter and husband. When is this going to end? Maybe I should accept that this is me for the rest of my life!
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Post by monica on Jun 8, 2017 21:03:31 GMT
Firstly HAPPY BIRTHDAY! Hope you have a wonderful day! You do deserve that xxx
Any anniversary can be so tough with PNI - baby's birthday , your bday especially if it brings back memories. I know how you doesn't to be recovered and it's frustrating for you you're not but try to focus on how far you've come - and you have made progress.
Have you considered some sort of talking therapy? I know your last experience wasn't positive but what you had sounded strange and clearly didn't help you at all. Maybe something like that would kick start things into action.
You certainly love your family - that is so evident . These doubts are PNI and nothing else x
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Post by Kirsty on Jun 9, 2017 0:44:04 GMT
Thank you, I have considered referring myself to cbt again and hoping it's a better experience this time. I'm thinking of not going back to group as I'm not sure how beneficial it is for me anymore. I always seem to come away and have a blip. I'm just not sure I'm ready to give it up either. I Know liz will continue to support me 1 on 1 so that's not so bad I just don't think it helps listening to other people anymore. One of my closest friends has just been diagnosed with pni and I went to see her and I had an almighty low the next day! X
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Post by monica on Jun 9, 2017 6:34:00 GMT
Happy birthday! Really hope you enjoy your special day - you so deserve to. Try to banish all doubts today and look forward to the future. You ha e come so far in terms of recovery .
Maybe ha e a break from the group after all you can always retirn when you feel it will benefit you. Maybe you need a break from hearing about PNI and need to think of 'normal' things. I think that's entirely normal - you're at the next stage of recovery that's all and your needs at each stage change. It's all positive.
How's work? How's the course? X
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Post by Kirsty on Jun 9, 2017 18:54:41 GMT
Thank you, yeah I'm going to take a break I think! Day is going well thank you! We have a moving in date for a new house we saw today! I'm quite excited. College is going well thank you! How are you? Xx
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Post by monica on Jun 13, 2017 14:41:54 GMT
Hi
Great to hear you're well and your birthday was a fab day in spite of your initial worries. Lots of exciting and postive things going on in your life atm. When is your moving date? How's work going? How are things with hubby?x
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Post by Kirsty on Jun 13, 2017 20:40:10 GMT
Yes lots going on! However they gave us that moving date but have spoken to the landlord who wants it occupied sooner and he is frustrated that we have 2 dogs not just the 1. So not sure it's going ahead now. Hopefully we will hear tomorrow. I really really hope we get it. This is the fresh start we both need and I can see ourselves happy in that home. Keep everything crossed for us. Otherwise I'm quite good. How are you? Xx
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Post by monica on Jun 17, 2017 15:23:14 GMT
So sorry to hear about the house - don't lose hope something will come along which may be better. How's life for you? X
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Post by Kirsty on Jun 18, 2017 17:13:44 GMT
Life isn't too bad thanks! Hungover from my party lol! How's you? X
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Post by monica on Jun 19, 2017 8:30:12 GMT
Photos look great - so glad you had a fab time. You so deserve it! Brill to hear you're doing well . Apparently my roster is out soon so can plan a lovely lunch x
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Post by Kirsty on Jun 19, 2017 18:53:14 GMT
Thank you it was an 80S theme so most people made the effort and looked great Awh yes lovely I look forward to that x
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