Hi Paul
Welcome to the site
How can we help Paul?
What you describe is really typical from how PNI can seem on the outside
( and usually mothers are suffering much more inside than anyone ever sees outside) First of all,
have you read the men’s section? I know it is not that active but so of the threads on it might give you some help. Also I know that husbands of the women who come on here read it from time to time and will reply if you post on there – it can be found here:
veritee.proboards7.com/index.cgi?board=menYour wife has been diagnosed so you know she definitely has PNI/PND so you are a step forward and not at the point of some men when they come on here who don't yet know if their wife/partner has PNI and just do not know what to do to find out.
So you know she has PNI which is the first step and you now need to work on finding ways of coping with it together to get through it.
It can be very stressful for those around us and often no one knows what to do to help.
It is a sad fact too that women are usually suffering PNI when their husbands ahd partners - and unfortunately for those like me who worked and had a career - and working mothers - are at the most difficult time of their career when they like you are struggling to climbing the latter to whatever pay and responsibility level they will finally settle at and are having to strive for promotion, hold it down when they get promotion and are constantly in the lime light at work so can not afford to put a foot wrong, be 'not at your best' or have time off for things at home.
I experienced this as both my husband and myself were at this point of our careers when I got PNI. Something had to give and basically I lost my career ( although I did not actually leave my career until Caja was about 11, I wont go into it but while I hung on the PNI changed too much for me ) but thankfully he kept his.
But I do know how you are suffering from this and understand the issues.
The I am also sure your partner also understands the issues - but she is ill and can not at the moment help her mood swings or the things she says ( and believe me I and many others have said some terrible things to our loved ones and even children) So knowing what you are also going through will also be adding to the stress she is under.
The way forward I found was you have to see this as a 'real' illness which it really is and a shared problem too. If your wife or you had treatable cancer, a broken leg, or something else that disabled one of you for the time being, but something that could be overcome in time, you would treat it as a shared problem and solve the management of it together or if one person was too ill to help manage it you would still tackle it as a shared experience.
PNI is like this; together you will have to find way s to manage it and your lives while she is ill. There is no quick cure - PNI lasts from a few months to a few years - I had it for 5 years - but proper treatment and unconditional support and understanding can really help shorten it for women. Trying to wish your wife better or the situation different will not work – the only way is to accept it, go with it and find ways to manage your lives taking this is not consideration.
This may not be how you would want things – but their will be plenty of time to live as you wish as a family once your wife is well.
You say ‘ the problem we have is that she is at home all day bar going to the shops and the mother and toddler group’ and you do not have family that can help on a day to day basis.
This is a problem many women have when they are ill – and I am sure it is very worrying for you too?
Have you looked into getting a Home Start volunteer? I am a Home Start volunteer myself and this is a charity available in most parts of the country, that sends volunteers like me to regularly visit families with children in the daytime, who hare experiencing difficulties for one reason or another .
This is an entirely voluntary organisation and do a good service - there web site is:
www.home-start.org.uk/site/index.asp and this web site will supply you with the contact details of your local group.
There is also Home Start in some areas which is a government organisation which helps families with children under 5 and can I ask if your wife has regular visits from a CPN - Community Psychiatric Nurse or a HV? Has she tried counselling or therapy like CBT?
Anyway let me know what you have tried but most of all perhaps you can try to get your wife to come on here in the day when she is on her own.
A forum like this can not be all the support you have but it can help. Even just keeping a journal of how you feel can relive the your symptoms and responses from others can be helpful and point you towards other solutions or ways of dealing with PNI and getting through.
All the best to you both for now
I hope to hear from you again
Veritee