You can beat this!

[tanyarowe1]

Hi its tanya

It first started for me when i had my son Kieran now 4 everything seemed to go wrong and i could'nt cope it got so bad i wanted to ill myself and i even threw my eldest son Josh across the room and hurt him.

people do'nt realise that one small minut thing can really send you down to the bottom of the well again and it gets harder to get to the top again.

In the begining my sister-in-law did not like me and mother in law did not really seem to care.
My husband was the only person to stand by me and try to keep me happy.

If there is anyone i can thank it would be him.

Another poem i Wrote i can't think of a title for if i write it can you all muster up a title.

here goes.

I'm down in a well
and i can't get out
Spiralling to the bottom
like tea through a spout.

I can see the light
above my head
but i can't Quite reach it
need a ladder instead.

I can't find a ladder
What am i to do?
It must be a joke
Or is it true.

I'm nearly to the top
but i slip back down
an emotional rollercoaster
that won't leave town.

Do past lives exist?
was i evil in mine?
always bad luck
along the line.

Good luck will come
Aim higher and higher
one day i'll get...
To the top of the spire.

When i get to the top
i will never look back
to where i once was
off the beaten track.


Cheers Tanya

[susanneb1984]

Wow, Tanya, what a wonderful poem.

[gizmoracer]

Just wanted to say "Spot on" Thats just how I feel at times. Its like 3 steps forward and 2 steps back.

[susanneb1984]

Gizmoracer, I know what you mean hunni. But one day it will be 4 steps forward and then another one, but they may also be days when it's 2 steps forwards and 3 back, keep your chin up hunni.

[Aussie Girl Tracey]

Wow great poem thanks for that.
Aussie Girl