Post by alex on Jul 13, 2005 20:03:34 GMT
Hi everyone,
Really glad to find this website tonight and felt real comfort in your accounts of PNI, as I too am suffering big style at the mo. Since the birth of my beautiful daughter 8 months ago, I had totally tried to 'put on a brave face' to everyone that things were cool - even tried to deceive myself that I was enjoying motherhood, but the truth was that I hated nearly every moment of it as felt inadequate as a mother and also felt I had a difficult baby (still do!). I did, however, feel lucky that my pregnancy and birth were pretty straight forward and was really up for the idea of motherhood ...however unfortunately shortly after my daughters birth (4 days old) she fell off the bed and banged her head. We ended up in a&e that night and thankfully she was fine, except for a bump on the head, however myself and my partner were beside ourselves with anxiety. I guess this is where things headed down hill for me, coupled with a baby who developed reflux and therefore puked most of her feeds up which meant I had to breast feed 24/7 (or felt like!) until she was 4 months old. I put all my negative feelings down to tiredness and broken sleep, but realised when she was pretty much sleeping through the night that there was alot more going on... took another 2 months of feeling isolated, detached, bad mother, difficult baby etc until I saw my DR and spoke about how I was really feeling. DR was really positive in saying that PNI is very treatable with medication and talking therapy. So got started on ???course of Prozac (20 mg per day) and seeing a pycho - therapist. Seemed to feel loads better after about 4 weeks, but 3 months into things now and I seem to be hitting another down patch so have upped medication to 40 mg per day, but not sure if that is the answer and now asking you ladies - how long does this last.....
Really glad to find this website tonight and felt real comfort in your accounts of PNI, as I too am suffering big style at the mo. Since the birth of my beautiful daughter 8 months ago, I had totally tried to 'put on a brave face' to everyone that things were cool - even tried to deceive myself that I was enjoying motherhood, but the truth was that I hated nearly every moment of it as felt inadequate as a mother and also felt I had a difficult baby (still do!). I did, however, feel lucky that my pregnancy and birth were pretty straight forward and was really up for the idea of motherhood ...however unfortunately shortly after my daughters birth (4 days old) she fell off the bed and banged her head. We ended up in a&e that night and thankfully she was fine, except for a bump on the head, however myself and my partner were beside ourselves with anxiety. I guess this is where things headed down hill for me, coupled with a baby who developed reflux and therefore puked most of her feeds up which meant I had to breast feed 24/7 (or felt like!) until she was 4 months old. I put all my negative feelings down to tiredness and broken sleep, but realised when she was pretty much sleeping through the night that there was alot more going on... took another 2 months of feeling isolated, detached, bad mother, difficult baby etc until I saw my DR and spoke about how I was really feeling. DR was really positive in saying that PNI is very treatable with medication and talking therapy. So got started on ???course of Prozac (20 mg per day) and seeing a pycho - therapist. Seemed to feel loads better after about 4 weeks, but 3 months into things now and I seem to be hitting another down patch so have upped medication to 40 mg per day, but not sure if that is the answer and now asking you ladies - how long does this last.....