Post by gail on Oct 25, 2006 19:01:13 GMT
on monday it was one year to the day that i really hit rock bottom and thought i actually needed some kind of help. although it wasnt pp, as was initially feared as it was so close to my baby's birth, it was still pretty horrific - i was pertrified and very very ill indeed. i actually thought i was dead and living in hell such was the power of the negativity that permeated my existance
but one year on - a year later than i thought i would survuve for i am nearly there. i have just returned to university and am training to be a lecturer. i have taken several classes already and have done lots of presentations in front of large numbers of people. i have built myself back up from nothing and you can too.
please read this and know that, if you are suffering it does get easier. you will not die from this, it just doesnt feel very nice. we are all here to coach you through this - if you have the right support in the aspects of your life where t matters you will come through in leaps and bounds.
please know that PNI does go, you are not stuck like this forever (i was convinced that this was me for life!) take one day at a TIme and listen to the cliches! they are cliches because they are true!!!
i know i will be back in the light again soon
enough - i am nearly there, just not quite! please know that it it goes i cannot empasise this enough!
i didnt think that i would ever feel good again, let alone enrol on a masters course, and stand in front of large crowds of people!
PNI has left me a much stronger and more confident person - i dont take any shit now either!
love to all of you
gailxxx
but one year on - a year later than i thought i would survuve for i am nearly there. i have just returned to university and am training to be a lecturer. i have taken several classes already and have done lots of presentations in front of large numbers of people. i have built myself back up from nothing and you can too.
please read this and know that, if you are suffering it does get easier. you will not die from this, it just doesnt feel very nice. we are all here to coach you through this - if you have the right support in the aspects of your life where t matters you will come through in leaps and bounds.
please know that PNI does go, you are not stuck like this forever (i was convinced that this was me for life!) take one day at a TIme and listen to the cliches! they are cliches because they are true!!!
i know i will be back in the light again soon
enough - i am nearly there, just not quite! please know that it it goes i cannot empasise this enough!
i didnt think that i would ever feel good again, let alone enrol on a masters course, and stand in front of large crowds of people!
PNI has left me a much stronger and more confident person - i dont take any shit now either!
love to all of you
gailxxx
