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Post by yoyo on May 6, 2006 14:57:38 GMT
I so hope you're right This wedding has been doing my head in for ages so hopefully I'll be ok afterwards again. It's just wearing me down and I know I have to gear up to get everything sorted out for Thursday x Oh well
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Post by monica on May 6, 2006 19:34:54 GMT
Hi
Hope things are better for you yoyo and fyour hubby's on teh mend. Have a good time in France. Hopefully once you get there you'll be able to take a deep breath and just chill. Where abouts are you going?
I think you said you weren't going to the wedding, so I hope you managed to get some 'me' time.
Love
Monica
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Post by yoyo on May 7, 2006 16:25:28 GMT
Hubby is still manky but not so glum today. I found that mid morning I began to pick up and have been ok ish for most of the afternoon - not brilliant but much better than the last week or two. Will see how we go.
Yeah I'm sure once we're at our accomodation I'll be able to relax a bit - I have the whole of the wedding day to myself so I am going to make the most of that even if I really don't feel like it. We're staying on the edge of a forest in Isneuville (Normandy) not far from ROuen (Rouen is 2hrs north of paris). I'm sure the cahnge will do me good, even though I have to share the time with my MIL and my nanna in law (86 yr old) I'm sure it'll all be ok x Just looking forward to gettting home again and getting well x
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Post by cheshire on May 8, 2006 18:11:39 GMT
Hi YoYo I went near there on my honeymoon and it's lovely - Hope it goes ok Will be thinking of you Love Hopefulxxxxx
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Post by yoyo on May 10, 2006 10:05:35 GMT
Well so far it looks like I'll still be going on this trip - I'm sort of numb to it, guess that's a good thing, I don't feel anxious about it but I don't feel like gearing up to get packed and organised either!! Will see how the day pans out - we leave mid morning tomorrow and are back tuesday evening. it's not long really but it's not what I want to be doing presently. Nevermind.
I think the tabs are kicking in a little but not quite enough - I'm still feeling really flat most of the time with a bit of 'me' in there. Still feel that the only time I'll ever feel rested is when I die - it's sad to admit but a friend was told he's got 2 months to live (brain tumour that can't be operated on) and I just wish I could trade places - I wish I only had 2 months left. I guess it's just coz I'm so fed up of being ill and just to know i'd only got to put up with it for 2 months would realy help - but then again maybe I'v only got PNI for another 2 motnhs eh??! I wish!! I'm just sick of it all.
Ignore me - I'm just rambling. I'm fine or will be I'm sure. Just need to be distracted by something - when Jake naps it's torturous!! At least when he's running riuot I don't get chance to think about how I feel or think.
Whatever - I'll shut up now - not making sense!! Will try and postive this up later on!! LOL
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Post by marion on May 10, 2006 10:13:44 GMT
Hi Yoyo Hope your trip goes alright for you. We're all feeling crap together today arent we! Oh well. Know what you mean about the wanting to trade places with people so it will all be over. It's all so sh*t isnt it. It's all too hard.
We need a group hug!
Oh well - at least the sun is shining!!!!! Love Marion.
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Post by yoyo on May 10, 2006 11:46:59 GMT
Big hug your way xxxxx It'll all be over one day, one day we'll be PNI free - how good will that feel, definitely desrves a celebratioN!
Well, I took Jake for a walk - hewas whining and whining so I just put his shoes on, locked the door and off we went, just walking - we've got a park very near to us which has a lake with ducks and loads of squirrels all over the place, Jake loved running after the squirrels and pidgeons. I'm glad he was monaning as it made me get out which Iprobably wouldn't have done today. As I was walking I was half thinking of just keeping walking, but with Jake (usually my walk away thoughts are just about me) I didn't though. I feel a little lifted after going out. Will try to build on it x I think my period is due!!!!
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Post by cheshire on May 10, 2006 13:23:08 GMT
Hi YoYo
Hope the trip is ok xx We'll miss you. And as for packing, that is one of the worst jobs EVER, as far as I'm concerned, lol! Hope the day picks up a little Thinking of youxx
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Post by yoyo on May 17, 2006 14:50:33 GMT
LOL - just read over some of my last posts - think that must have been the low before the pick up - the tabs are definitely kicking in much better now - I am pretty good just a bit flat and wobbly (and that's just my chest and belly!!) now and then.
Wedding etc all went ok by sounds of things. I had the whole day to myself and most of the next day (it was a french/congalese & English union so they had a french/english ceremony on the sat with a reception that finished at 3 am on the sunday then at 12 on the sunday the congalese festivities began and that went on all day so I had pretty much both days to myself). It was actually very nice to be alone completely, at first I was panicky but I was on a better day PNI wise so for most of the day I was happy with my own company. I dropped them all at the town hall for the wedding then went to the supermarket to buy some lunch, went for a drive into the countrysdie and stopped in the forest at a nice spot to sit and read. The weather was lovely so made the most of it. Went back to the Gite, made some sandwiches for my tea then got through a bottle of wine & listenend to music. Was a good day.
My MIL & nanna in law did my head in for the whole time and me & hubby were arguing a lot, still go tot sort that out - doesn't feel resolved somehow. Started period yesterday so that hasn't helped with the whole PNI / hormones etc - having said that my agnus castus does seem to be working - I didn't have the same symptoms and no where near as bad mood swings and back ache this time. So far so good.
Well hope you're all doing ok - have missed you loads x
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Post by cheshire on May 17, 2006 16:25:19 GMT
Hi YoYo
Good to hear from youxx
Your day to yourself out walking and at the gite sounds blissful!!! Glad you found some space.
Hxx
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Post by yoyo on May 19, 2006 18:11:28 GMT
Yeah me too - i needed the space!! Good to be back though!
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Post by cheshire on May 20, 2006 16:08:02 GMT
This period sucks - it's heavy and I feel rubbish. How's your treating you? Hxx
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Post by yoyo on May 20, 2006 21:23:43 GMT
Snap! I have had a crappy day and can't wait for tomorrow ot arrive x Rest up x x
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Post by yoyo on May 20, 2006 21:24:45 GMT
Snap! I have had a crappy day and can't wait for tomorrow ot arrive x Rest up x x
Didn't get 'us' time as ubby's aunty came to bore us , I mean show us, he pics from her 3 week holiday in USA - 243 digital ones and 2 packs of printed ones!!! I'll be dreaming about the grand canyon and yosemite park!! I'm beat, off to bed now x x
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Post by cheshire on May 20, 2006 21:29:39 GMT
he he, oh no, not the photo albums!!! Hey, maybe we'll feel better tomorrow.
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