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Post by cazfletcher on Jan 6, 2006 14:42:42 GMT
stuart went to work at 7am today, not sure when he'll be home as he is a Sky tv engineer. i woke up at 10.20am and cj at 10.30am. i was upset coz i had another nightmare last night, also stuart was on the computer til 3am so i was in bed on my own. anyway, cj had breakfast at 11am then we had a cuddle on the sofa. cj had lunch at 1.30pm and has now been asleep for 20 mins so i might get some housework done. im hungry too so ill just grab some cereal then update this later
TTFN!!!
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Post by cazfletcher on Apr 26, 2012 21:12:25 GMT
wow alots happened since then. i was thinking id start this back up when i need to offload?
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Post by Weeble on Apr 26, 2012 21:44:53 GMT
What r the big changes?
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Post by juppster on Apr 27, 2012 8:00:04 GMT
Sounds like a good idea hun, you know this is your space to use as and when you want to x
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Post by cazfletcher on Apr 27, 2012 17:01:35 GMT
well cavan is 7 now can you believe it?! ive come on such a long journey i still have periods of depression but its more manageable now, i also have a wonderful man, J, in my life and omg what a difference! we have been together just over a year now, im more confident and i feel stronger. cavan is growing up to be a wonderful young man. im still in my job at tesco, been there since cavan was 13 months old. im now training to be an USDAW rep and coming on leaps and bounds. im so pleased i came back here tho, its a good space as you say, to share good times as well as shitty times
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Post by Hopeful on Apr 27, 2012 18:03:08 GMT
Mine is 7 too x
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Post by Weeble on Apr 27, 2012 19:43:38 GMT
Wow what is a usdaw?
Great on the new man. Love your sons name never heard it before but like it
Kat
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Post by cazfletcher on Apr 29, 2012 8:39:19 GMT
usdaw is the Union for Shop Distributive and Allied Workers hun Cavan is an old Irish name meaning handsome or strong depending on where you look it up.as for my fab OH im thinking "so THIS is what it feels like to be loved", he couldnt be more different from S hes hardworking, caring, all the things i needed in a partner tbh i love him to bits, he really is my other half
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Post by Weeble on May 4, 2012 20:17:04 GMT
Lovely name Cavan. Aghhh on the usdaw. How have you been? It's great you have a proper relationship, it must feel great.
Kat
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Post by monica on May 4, 2012 20:24:20 GMT
Hi
Life sounds great for you which is wonderful. Your man sounds lovely. Can't believe Cavan is 7. Where does the time go???
Monica
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Post by cazfletcher on May 6, 2012 12:24:09 GMT
bad bay today, just want to shout the world and its wife down right now so ive come here to breathe. spoke to my nan last night to let her know mum and her oh had arrived safely on holiday and were having a good time when she asked me if id been losing weight. i said yes a little when she replied oh good thats one less thing for mum to worry about, shes already been through so much. i asked her what she meant and she said that mum had been saying how worried she was about her wedding on june 4th because i was so big i wasnt gonna fit my dress she had bought me. i dont know what to say...i know i put a brave face on fb but im really hurting! im enough of a disappointment to her without her slagging me off behind my back for being fat btw im a 12-14 dress size...
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Post by juppster on May 6, 2012 16:09:54 GMT
My goodness, a size 12 / 14 is completely normal...try not to take it too personally, I am sure you are just lovely the way you are x
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Post by Weeble on May 6, 2012 19:42:41 GMT
Wow can I be that size please
How has the rest of today been
Going to your mums wedding that sounds great what do you think of her new partner.
Kat
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Post by frogface on May 6, 2012 21:44:35 GMT
how rude! And yes I would love to be that size too! If there's one thing that drives people to chocolate it's comments about our weight. I'm sure you will look lovely at the wedding. Don't dwell on that please.
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Post by sarajay28 on May 7, 2012 10:55:30 GMT
Caz, you poor thing! a size 12/14 is certainly not big!!! my mum also tends to comment on my weight (i'm a 14/16) rather a lot (usually when i'm feeling good about myself!) and she is a 18+ i wouldnt take it to heart hun, comments like these usually come from a persons own insecurities! maybe sub consciously she is worried that you may upstage her at her own wedding? try not to take it to heart, if you are happy with the way you are then its nobodys business! Hope you have a better day today xxx
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