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Post by noodles on Jun 21, 2006 21:20:49 GMT
i know bummer, didn't spoil it though, we went out for dinner and it was really good to spend some time with carl.... went to a depression group the other day thought that it would be pants but actually it was really good and i learned that the head aches and eye pain are because of the anxiety and the pupils being dialated because of the adreniline, makes sense, so i am off all meds and trying to battle through using positive thinking... still feeling really tired etc but can feel improvment, had a good cry this eveing about my dad's death, i don't think that i have dealt with it fully, and because i have another funeral to go to on monday it has brought up feeling which i think need to come out... i think that i have been bottling every thing up and now i need a release!!! plus i am on holiday in 12 days.... and my mates from brighton are coming down this weekend so things are good!!!! i just wish i had the energy i want to enjoy things, but positive thinking, every thing will be good!!!! and if all that fails i will get pissed and deal with it another day i hope all had a good fathers day.... x
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Post by noodles on Jun 22, 2006 7:44:22 GMT
feeling a bit better this morning, glad that i had that cry last night, gonna work on trying to release my anxieties, so it's sad films tonight gonna try and cry it out... sounds daft but hey if it makes me feel better.... x
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Post by noodles on Jun 23, 2006 8:33:42 GMT
lyla wasn't well yesterday so i totally knackered me out looking after her, by bed time i had had enough, carl put her to bed and i sat on the sofa, 2 hours later i woke up... still feeling a bit tired today, got loads to do with my friends coming down tomorrow... ohhh i can't wait!!!! x
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Post by noodles on Jul 1, 2006 15:33:31 GMT
well have been feeling much better latley, just packing to go on holiday. leaving tomorrow for brighton and then flying on mon, cant wait, although packing is giving me a headache!!! hope all are ok.... n x
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Post by cheshire on Jul 2, 2006 8:57:14 GMT
Good luck Noodles xxx
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Post by sarajay28 on Jul 2, 2006 16:04:51 GMT
Have a great holiday, wish i was coming with you!!
Loadsa Love
Sarah.xxx
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Post by hannah457 on Jul 5, 2006 5:14:41 GMT
have a nice holiday!!
love and thoughts hannah xx
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Post by noodles on Jul 18, 2006 17:58:27 GMT
well i got back from holiday this morning at 7.30 with only 3 hours sleep i am begining to fade, so im off to bed in a bit... just read my last diary input and i said that i was feeling better, well that went steadily down hill from arriving on holiday, by the end of it i was feeling really really ill, just couldn't stay awake!!!! my poor husband is sure that he has married a miserable cow!! any way we discussed it at length and we decided to take action so today i have had my coil removed as i am sure that it is up setting my balance and i am going to attend healing session in bude!! i hope that this works!!! we are still planning to move to bulgaria though! it is a wicked country and where we hope to buy is beautiful!! we even met a reporter and that while we were out there and he said that if we get set up with the baby place then he will come out and do an aritcle!!! how cool!!! managed to get the company set up as well but because we didn't find a suitable place while we were out there, friends will be sending us pics so i am hoping to find some thing soon!!!! hope all out there are bearing up!!! x
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Post by noodles on Jul 25, 2006 20:41:27 GMT
well i can't believe the difference in me in the last 5 days, i feel soooo much better since i have gone back on the pill and had my coil taken out!!!! i hope it lasts... x
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Post by cheshire on Jul 30, 2006 21:40:41 GMT
Hi Noodles
Were you on the Mirena coil? I had to have it removed as (and it is rare apparantly) I had a bad reaction...I felt better too. X
Hopefulxx
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Post by marion on Aug 1, 2006 11:50:04 GMT
Hi Noodles How have things been for you? How did your house hunting go - hope you had a great holiday. I'm back a lot more now so we will have to catch up!!!!!!!!!! Love Marion.
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Post by chica on Aug 11, 2006 9:54:09 GMT
Hi Noodles, Hope you do not mind me butting in on your diary, I was just wondering how you are. Hope all your plans are coming together. Believe me I know what it is like to up sticks and move to a foreign country. Although not Bulgaria, it is really tricky especially with all the red tape that there is here, in Spain. My little ones were just over a year old when we got here permanently after the house was sold in the uk, although we had done a long term rent before that. I think the biggest problem was and still is the language barrier, I am going to private lessons but my brain seems too muddled to take it all in. Saying that my little ones are now bilingual, puts you to shame when you have to ask your tiny tot what someone has just said to you . But at least now I have managed to find an English speaking doctor who has now put me back on the meds, that I stopped taking when I moved over here. So if you have any questions that might be troubling you about a foreign country, I might be able to allay some fears. Take care of yourself and each other. Chica
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Post by noodles on Sept 12, 2006 7:56:29 GMT
hey chica, sorry it has taken me so long to answer but i have been really busy. the search for a house has been put on hold and i am really busy with every day life at the mo. i am working 3 afternoons and an evening a week now and i am starting a counselling dipolma on sat. after the death of my father my mum was a bit lost and since she has been having lyla in the afternoon she has come on leaps and bounds, they both love each others company and i enjoy having free childminding for lyla, so every thing is going just fine at the mo, i don't want to change it. i have really improved over the past few months, i have changed several things in my life and if any one reads this i don't know which one has been the key to feeling better but any thing is worth a try when you feel that low. i had my coil taken out, went on the pill, starting having energy healing, started taking ( a decent ) multi vit, and went back to work. i think that it must have been the pill that has changed me the much as when i have to have my week break i don't feel half as well as i do when i am on it. i hope that every one else is going ok. and i really don't mind any one dropping in on my diary, more the merrier although i am not around so much these days...
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Post by chica on Sept 12, 2006 10:19:22 GMT
Hi There, Welcome back, I am so pleased that everything is going so well for you. Congratulations, it gives us all hope. It certainly sounds like you are enjoying your life, and that things are beginning to come together for you now. I am slowly coming to grips with things as well, so heres hoping our light at the end of the tunnel continues to shine. Love and Hugs Chica
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Post by hannah457 on Sept 13, 2006 10:11:49 GMT
hey noodles!
how you been doing?
love hannah xx
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