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Post by winegirl on Jun 24, 2008 21:43:19 GMT
Not bad thanks babes. Just got rid of BIL and SIL and off to bed shortly as have a full day tomorrow. Prob won't make it on here tomorrow but you guys know where I am if you need me.
Hope you enjoy your pizza babes, dead jealous...
Love WG x
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Post by bam02 on Jun 24, 2008 22:12:07 GMT
Enjoy pizza.....
Sorry if you don't know me.. But i am BAM - admin.....
Trying sort things out behind the scenes , but sneeking out sometimes...
i gave my kids pizza this weekend as there dad and my hub was away. they lovedit , but should have more roast dinners.... I am so tired lateely and apperently according to my G.P got a vrus of the throat.... Yeah just try and stop me talking not easy....
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Post by tabbysmum on Jun 24, 2008 22:47:04 GMT
Hi Bam
Sometimes you just gotta do what you gotta do - there are worse things than pizza! Know what you mean about being tired and run down, I hadn't had a cold for over ten years and then my lo starts nursery and has them every other week and so do I (of course my husband has them worse!) I'm finally off to my bed now, absolutely shattered but full of pizza so happy - until I weigh myself that it!
Love TM x
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Post by cokey on Jun 25, 2008 8:53:27 GMT
I love pizza xxx
(food in general)
... and hey you are so diddy, you eat what you like, when you are fully better you can worry about then if you absolutely need to. Bet you are like me, nothing much on you bar a bit of padding but still worried. What size clothes do you take?
Cokey
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Post by tabbysmum on Jun 25, 2008 10:40:58 GMT
I'm only a size 8, yes I am diddy I know and I shouldn't stress about my weight but I do, every ounce shows when you're small and I'm only 5 feet tall. I used to be a couple of stone heavier so do get quite obsessive about any weight gain, although to be honest, I do lose weight quite easily when I work at it, just find it hard to though!
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Post by cokey on Jun 25, 2008 13:52:23 GMT
do you hate it though when people say (like I just did) but you are a size 8 so what are you worrying about? I weigh about 8 stone 5lbs which is a lot for me. I normally weigh about 8 stone 1lb. Last time i weighed myself I was 8stone 10lb and I was mortified but now I am back to 8st5lb which I can bear until I am well. Anyway point is when you tell people how much you weigh they gasp and say you have no worries but like you I am little but any small amount of weight shows up a lot (especailly without clothing - eek).
Still gonna eat cake. Lets look at it this way, its the only good thing about PNI, we get to eat loads and blame it on something lol
How u doing today?
Cokey xxx
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Post by tabbysmum on Jun 26, 2008 12:20:26 GMT
Aaaaaarrrrrggghhhhhh!
Have just spent ages updating my diary and the computer crashed and hasn't saved it!
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Post by tabbysmum on Jun 26, 2008 12:24:15 GMT
I just can't be bothered going through it all again!
In brief I'm up and down, not sleeping too well and having the thoughts at night now as well. A bit concerned that I'm dreaming them but I think it's more likely I'm thinking about them during my waking moments. Had some weird thoughts along with the usual harm ones and suicide ones and I know they're ocd as I don't want to carry out any of them, but bothering me still.
Hope all you ladies are ok. Cokey - my good day didn't last long, I've just opened a box of chocolates I've had hidden in the wardrobe away from Ed!
Love TM x
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Post by cokey on Jun 26, 2008 13:46:26 GMT
Hey TM - PM me with your odd thoughts if it helps. probably had them - can you remember when I thought I was going to fall off the world (seems stupid now)!!!
That thing you are doing is in your conscious mind at night. I used to do at when I had a bad sleepwalking fear and even got up and removed the pillows I put at my door to stop me leaving. Apparently though this is your conscious self, if you sleepwalk - you don't remember doing it at all. Its because your anxiety is up a bit. Don't worry it will soon lower again.
Up and down is good, means you are recovering.
Cokey xxx
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Post by winegirl on Jun 26, 2008 19:33:58 GMT
Hi TM
The thoughts any better this afternoon hun?
I like the fact that you hide your chocs from Ed in the wardrobe as I do that too! ( from my husband tho, obviously not yours! LOL)
I was a size 8 my whole life until having my LO. I am now a 10 on top but a 12 on bottom and am gutted. My husband has pointed my problem is nothing to do with my food intake but the amount of wine I drink as I have drank far more since suffering the anxiety. there are 1000 cals in a bottle of white and I pretty much do a bottle a night! So today have brought some cranberry juice as a substitute (?).
I hope you afetrnoon picked up hun and you are ok this evening??
WG xx
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Post by tabbysmum on Jun 26, 2008 20:28:09 GMT
Doing ok this evening, very tired after such a bad night, have had a nice bath and spaghetti bol for dinner followed by 1 or 10 biscuits! Have a girly book to read that my sister gave me and really enjoying it. Got the kitchen to tidy yet but wont take long, then I'm off to my bed - probably for another sleepless night.
Hate to tell you this WG but cranberry juice just aint gonna do it!
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Post by winegirl on Jun 26, 2008 20:31:13 GMT
LOL!! I know - I am on glass of wine number 2!! LOL x I am crap, will have to come up with a plan B! At least if I drink all that cranberry juice it might detox my system a bit...
I like the idea os bath, spag bol, book and bed.. Dont get that luxury with Hubby forever being here... LOL x
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Post by Scarlet on Jun 27, 2008 12:31:05 GMT
Thanks hun.
How you doing today TM? Hope you managed to sleep last night.
xx
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Post by tabbysmum on Jun 29, 2008 14:23:32 GMT
Hi all,
Not been up to much really. Been horribly tired for the past few days as Tabitha's breathing monitor broke and I had to send it away to be replaced, couldn't sleep for fear of cot death. On Friday I just felt terrible I was so tired, was really busy at work then had to collect lo from my cousins, my eyes were so gritty I don't know how I drove there and back. Had a bit of a panic attack whilst at Julies - at least I think it was. Had palpitations and that started me panicking I was having heart problems, my chest felt tight and I kept going dizzy, didn't tell them though, always feel a bit embarressed when that happens so try to keep it to myself. Yesterday we went to our friends daughters 1st birthday party, my brother in law and his wife were there and I can't stand her. I can honestly say that I don't think I've ever disliked anyone as much as her, not sure I've ever really disliked anyone, just some people I prefer to others but she's very different. She's extremely competitive and I can't bear to be around her. She was the only female in the family for a long time and I think she resents me being around. When we were getting married she had to make a point of telling me how much bigger/better/more expensive their wedding was and now we've both got children it's a nightmare, her youngest is only 4 weeks younger than mine so her competitive streak has gone through the roof, she barely spoke to me yesterday, she wont like it because my lo is walking and her's isn't - doesn't make any difference at all I know but it does to her, it's just ridiculous. I told my husband on the way home that I was very close to falling out with them, he says we more or less have anyway so have to decide whether to keep up the pretence for the sake of the children or cut my losses (not that there are any) and stay away for the sake of my sanity, even her best friend sent me a text to apologise for her being so rude - like it's her fault, It's just a shame it has to be like this. Tabby's breathing monitor came back yesterday but I still took a valium to ensure I could sleep, didn't think I'd survive another day without any! Slept for about 7 hours so did really well, then went back to bed for an hour this morning when she had her nap. Had quite a lazy day today which has been nice, it seems such a long time since the 3 of u have been in together just doing nothing, been a real treat, hubby and lo are both asleep at the mo and I have some biscuits to finish - (might as well!) Not a bad day so far.
Hope you ladies are all ok and that you had a lovely time at the seaside Cokey and WG.
Take care
TM x
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Post by cokey on Jun 29, 2008 15:37:10 GMT
Glad your breathing monitor is back TM and you had a good day. Defo a panic attack at Julie's, they feel just like one would imagine a heart attack feels. The first one I ever had, I was working abroad and my team and I included were sure it was a heart attack and called for an ambulance. Luckily - or not - the paramedic knew instantly what it was and jbbed me in the backside with a shot of valium before traipsing me up to the hospital where I had an ECG to be safe and of course, I was fine. All extremely embarrassing.
Cokey xxx
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