Feeling like I'm nearly there!

[Nicolad not logged in]

Dear everyone

It has been a few months since I have been on this site and part of me didn't want to come back because I didn't want to drag up the feelings I used to have. And then I thought that was ridiculous because without this site I wouldn't have got where I am now, and I wouldn't have had the help of everyone on here to provide the support I needed.

Most of my comments are in the section about worrying about my health as that was the main manifestation of my illness. I was terrified I was dying of cancer and now I look back, I cannot believe that was me.

I just want to say that I have now been on anti-depressants for nearly 10 months and am ready to start coming off them. Although that is a scary prospect I feel about 99% like the old me and I cannot believe I was ever going to get here - let alone feel like I could come off my tablets!

We have had some rollercoaster issues in our family with health, none of which our family has ever been through before, but all of the things that are going on have made me realise how much stronger I am.

I just wanted to say a massive thankyou to this site - it is a wonderful thing and provides so much support. And I also want to say, when you are feeling at your lowest, remember YOU WILL GET BETTER - no matter how long it takes, I have other friends who have been through the same thing and they have not turned into monsters, or become loonies, they are just themselves - and I think I am too!

Good luck and lots of love to everyone.

Nicolad
x

[winegirl]

Hi Nicolad

I have already posted this in your other thread but will post again here in case this is where you look back...

Hi Nicolad

FABULOUS to here form you and to hear that you are doing so well!

I too have PCOS and it sounds much worse than it is, it only affected me when i tried to conceive but even then I managed it.

I am so pleased you are doing well and hope you will still keep in touch? We will always be here mate xxx

Love

WG xx

[littlelotty]

Hi Nicola

So pleased you are doing so well. I posted on here - just below you saying I was doing really well and it is a bloody great feeling!! Dont forget it - even though you may have dips in the future it is little ones and you come through them so quick.

Take care and keep in touch

Littlelotty
xx

[monica]

Hi

it's wonderful to hear how well you're doing and an inspiration to others who might not beable to see the light at the end of the tunnel. I do understand your reticense about coming back as it's quite painful to see where you were once upon a time.

Take care

Monica