Post by kim on May 11, 2009 9:09:46 GMT
Hi all after my previous post as i stated everything has come back to me again
I thought i was doing `ok ` truth is im not things are slowly getting on top of me / have been and its all too much my whole head is screwed up i have little infact no support from no one my husband wel i dont knwo but i want to get away from him ( i was like this last pregnancy ) i hav ebeen having some really horrid thoughts about him and myself .
Im not coping well with the kids epecially my daughter and im just losing my temper i have no patience .
I have no fun with the kid sno smiling laughing or giggling in this house anymore - isn`t that how it should be ?
Im ruining my kids lives and hear i am stupidly having another ?
i just want to go away but have no where to go no one to help i really feel i have lost it ?
Im dreading hubby comming home i DONT want to see him i just need to get out of here ?
I realise this board is quiet but someone please just help
