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Post by kelly30staples on Jan 18, 2011 17:25:32 GMT
hi guys
thanks for the messgaes
i haveto go for a blood test next week to check my lititium levels so i have to suffer till then
and thank fsg and thank you to kat thats made me smile
my days been ok went for a walk my kids dad's over from summerset for a few days so kids been out all day oh 2 have been at school and oh has been on phone all day trying to sort out blood tests and stuff so now i'm oing to get pj's on and try relax for a bit
hope u all had a ood day
kelly xxx
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Post by juppster on Jan 18, 2011 17:31:34 GMT
Hey Kelly You sound a little bit brighter? I know you have to wait until next week for the bloods but at least something is getting done. Sounds as though your 2 have been having a great day with their grandad...hopefully its nice for you to spend a bit of time with your dad too. Heres to a peaceful evening in your jammies! x
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Post by Weeble on Jan 18, 2011 20:42:36 GMT
Sounds like today has been easier for you, totally get the anger about the blood test, a week is nothing to them but as you said we can't get away from this at all. Did you enjoy relaxing in your pjs.
Kat
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Post by Victoria on Jan 19, 2011 10:40:34 GMT
Hi Kelly how are you today? Where abouts in somerset does your dad live? I live in Somerset too, in Bridgwater. Bet your kids enjoying having their grandad around. Sorry you have to wait so long for your bloods it can seem so much longer when suffering. Keep strong hun. xxx
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Post by kelly30staples on Jan 19, 2011 20:24:45 GMT
hig uys hope your all ok x it was my kids dad who come over not mine he died 5 yrs ago todays been a bit better been out to the pub with oh the ex and kids and my mum just a few games of pool even tho i cant play but it got me out the house i'm dreading and panicking about tomoz oh at court all day about his kids and their mum so i'm gonna be on on my own the thoughts have settled a bit but still struggling with some things like feeling towards kids like they not mine sort of thing i cant look after them proper i just feel i dont belong is that normal ? ps fsg he lives in tauntan never been but heard its nice xxxx
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Post by Victoria on Jan 19, 2011 22:20:32 GMT
Oh right, sorry, hope we didnt upset you hun. I have a bad habit of fast reading things and getting it wrong!! I like playing pool too, but am pretty rubbish at it lol. Hope court goes ok tomorrow for your oh. You need to stay strong tomorrow when you are on your own. Just get through it hour by hour and you will be ok. You can look after the kids properly, you are doing a great job you have been though so much that it is no wonder you feel how you do. Taunton is just 10 miles from me. My nan and all my cousins aunties etc all live there. I go there all the time for shops as there is none worth bothering with here. Small world. xxx
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Post by kelly30staples on Jan 20, 2011 10:20:57 GMT
hiya fsg u did'nt upset me at all ;m just going to go for a shower thing i might just have a pj day today i was let down yesterday with a care co-ordinator she was meant to come at 11 but never showed up then had the cheek to phone and tell me ihave to go into the office at 9 in the moring with my wrap thing she knows i struggle getting out that far any ideas or advice would be great take care kelly xxxxx
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Post by juppster on Jan 20, 2011 12:33:59 GMT
I'm sorry you were let down yesterday mate, if i was you i would ring her up and say you are really struggling at the moment and would it be possible for someone to come out to you, especially being that they didn't show up yesterday. Or maybe you could get someone to go with you tomorrow morning? x
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Post by kelly30staples on Jan 20, 2011 17:22:46 GMT
ooooo i'm sooo angry at the min ggrrr
my cpn rang today and said i have to make more effort wht the hell does she think i been doing i've been out everyday tried doin everyday things spending time with my kids and oh kids what more can i do i justwant to curl up and not wake up
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Post by Weeble on Jan 20, 2011 20:50:19 GMT
Grrerrrr, you cpn sounds like she should be running a boot camp not helping people recover from a crisis.
Kat
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Post by Victoria on Jan 20, 2011 22:11:04 GMT
I agree with Kat, your cpn sounds like she hasnt really got a bloody clue how this horrid illness brings you down. Telling you to make an effort is really not helping you or being supportive at all. She should be encouraging what you have been doing and telling you how well you have been doing, making the effort that you have. Try not to let this one person affect you too much. I would really try and speak to someone about how this affects you and deffo ring them about having to go in at 9 in the morning. They are the ones who didnt show so why should you be forced to do something you are not comfortable with. It is their jobs to support you. xxx
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Post by kelly30staples on Jan 21, 2011 8:08:51 GMT
i still have to go in at nine i'm just waiting for oh to get ack from school and my mum coming to she heard the way i was spoke to shes not happy at all
thank you so much for your support
hope you all have a nice day
kelly xxxx
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Post by Victoria on Jan 21, 2011 12:39:54 GMT
Hi Kelly just wondering how you got on this morning? I am glad you had support to go with you. xxx
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Post by kelly30staples on Jan 21, 2011 14:50:29 GMT
hiya how are you ? i'm doing ok today feeling a bit brighter bit confused aout my feelings tho my morning went ok i managed to get to the office at 9 i seen my care co-ordinator instead of cpn which was so much better we sat had a chat went through some of the wrap then we had a walk into town to meet oh and mum we all went for a drink and i actually enjoyed it she left so me oh mum wnt had a walk round skeg then come home and i've just had my nails done the lady come out to the house coz we told her i had probs getting out so feel a it better having that done to just waiting for kids to come home frrom school thats the bit i struggle with to at the min well take care kelly xxxxxx
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Post by jemma on Jan 21, 2011 20:47:51 GMT
kelly as you can prob see from my diary ( i think ) i hated school run just didnt want it do it at all but it did get easyer , the but you wrote about feeling detached and not fitting in i experienced to ii found though the more i tryed the harder it was to feel normal again , and i the end it just all fell in to place
your sounding a lot brighter these day you should be soo proud of how far you have can in such little time xxx
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