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Post by justme 31 on Mar 12, 2008 11:05:02 GMT
nah got nothin planned when am like this wg i feel too scared to go out... am scared am gunna lose control or go mental or something!! probably doesnt help stayin in as gives me more time to think!! might just go walk the dog later or something anything to try to distract myself from the thoughts xx
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Post by winegirl on Mar 12, 2008 12:14:59 GMT
I have to force myself sometimes too. Have forced myself out for a walk with LO today but we have nowhere else to go this afternoon anyway which quite suits me! Will be around if you need to talk xxx
WG x
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Post by justme31 on Mar 12, 2008 20:33:13 GMT
having the most crappy night irrational thoughts have been overwhelmin all day feel like am losin my mind. have spent most of the night cryin..usually i feel better at night this isnt happening tonight. keep cryin and thinkin what about if i never get better and i have some terrible incurable mental illness. changin the subject.... y r kids always lil sods when u feel like shit, mine have been so bad tonight just constantly bickerin!
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Post by winegirl on Mar 13, 2008 21:55:37 GMT
Hi JM
Sorry only just read your message. How has today been for you babes? Here for you xxx
WG x
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Post by Scarlet on Mar 14, 2008 8:52:46 GMT
JM, have sent you more sessions. Are you having difficulty accessing your pms hun?
How are you today?
xxxxx
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Post by justme 31 on Mar 14, 2008 9:57:53 GMT
not having trouble accessin just trouble downloadin... think thats me cos am shit with knowin what to do with computers!! gotta go to a meetin today at one of the kids schools.. am not lookin forward to that sittin in a room with a load of people whilst am having all these mad thoughts and anxxiety. know ill feel proud though when its over cos was meant to have this meetin 3 weeks ago and couldnt even get out the house to go. will b back on later to check pms and try with the downloadin of that stuff. cheers scarlett. speak to u laterxxx
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Post by Scarlet on Mar 14, 2008 10:27:48 GMT
You should be proud hun, you are recovering, I can tell from what you write, and compare it to how I was. No worries if you do get some thoughts, ride it out JM and let us know how it goes.
Love and hugs
xxxx
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Post by Scarlet on Mar 14, 2008 11:05:29 GMT
]not having trouble accessin just trouble downloadin... think thats me cos am shit with knowin what to do with computers!!
Just to say, that the downloads I sent you are only available for download for 7 days, so do try and get them if you can. Let me know what difficulty you are having and I'll try and help you hun.
xxxx
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Post by justme 31 on Mar 18, 2008 21:04:06 GMT
Am a bit stressed... my thoughts r terrible at the mo. have just been readin some of the threads on here and stumbled on one and someone was sayin that they have been just diagnosed with pp and they have had it 17 years... and that when she went across a bridge she felt the need to jump or if she was in a car she wanted to jump out. i have all those thoughts and many more irrational ones so now am worried that i have pp. my shrink says these r ocd thoughts.
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Post by winegirl on Mar 18, 2008 21:23:05 GMT
Hi JM
Yes they are OCD thoughts. And the fact that you have OCD would cause you to look into things like this PP story and start to believe that is what you have to. But honestly hun, if you had PP, you wouldnt be able to sit and tell us that you thought you had it. It wouldnt hit your radar hun.
I know where you are now mate, I have been there and it is s***, but it will get better, you just have to get through one day at a time x
WG x
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Post by JUSTME 31 on Mar 18, 2008 21:47:16 GMT
LOL wg u sound like my pyschotherapist!! she said that and that obessessive thoughts will home in on anything u read. i know u and her r right its just hard sometimes to b rational when theres all these crazy thoughts in my head.
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Post by Scarlet not logged on Mar 18, 2008 22:35:37 GMT
Hi JM, 17 years with PP? , do you have a link to that thread hun, I would like to take a look. You do not have PP honestly you don't, you are being affected by things you read/watch like I was last year. Hugs Scarlet xxxx
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Post by Scarlet on Mar 19, 2008 7:42:23 GMT
Morning JM,
Just wanted to add that if you are able to read other ladies stories and get anxious about them then you do not have PP, someone with PP wouldn't be in a position to sit and read stuff like this.
How are you today hun?
xxxx
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Post by justme 31 on Mar 19, 2008 8:09:31 GMT
i dont know how to get the link to the post up scarlett... its in introduce yourself in the 1st thread started by veritee in new members on page 7 by someone called littlewitch... read it and tell me what u think.
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Post by winegirl on Mar 19, 2008 8:49:41 GMT
I will have a look at that too. How are you doing this morning?
WG x
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