|
Post by Justme 31 on Mar 6, 2008 9:24:36 GMT
yesterday was a kinda better day had a lot of obssessive thoughts but was findin it easier to ignore....... back to today well its shit again now am feelin detached cant think straight and fel so confused. obssessive thoughts r still terrible when do these bloody things ever go!!
|
|
|
Post by Scarlet on Mar 6, 2008 10:02:13 GMT
JM I just sent you a pm hun...
|
|
|
Post by justme 31 on Mar 6, 2008 11:30:02 GMT
am just gunna check scarlett xxx
|
|
|
Post by winegirl on Mar 6, 2008 19:27:33 GMT
If you are about tonight hun give us a shout as i will be around if you need to chat xxx
|
|
|
Post by Scarlet on Mar 7, 2008 8:39:37 GMT
How you doing today JM hun? Check your pm. I'll be on and off this morning if you want to chat.
xxxxx
|
|
|
Post by justme 31 on Mar 8, 2008 18:49:40 GMT
god these thoughts r awful today they been non stop for hours even distractin myself isnt workin... dunno how much longer i can carry on with these feel like am crazy. keep picturin myself in a mental hospital mad as a hatter and never being released.. this thought keep going round and round and round in my mind. and also worried that am gunna start seeing and hearin things and lose a grip on reality... which i no is daft cos if that was happenin i probably wouldnt b aware anyways!! am so scared have got some terrible mental illness cannot believe pni can cause all these thoughts they r so realistic it like bein trapped inside my own mind. how do i cope with the thoughts plz help?
|
|
|
Post by winegirl on Mar 8, 2008 19:46:17 GMT
I spent some time when i was at my worst seeing me locked in a padded cell somewhere. But this was when i was at my worse, and i guess that is where you are now, and you are surviving it. Thats the way to take PNI, survive each day and then you will gradualy get better and not have to just survive anymore and then you will be back to enjoying life again. You just have to believe it to get you through this rough bit.
Will be around on and off tonight if you need to chat xx
WG x
|
|
|
Post by Scarlet looking in on Mar 8, 2008 21:49:11 GMT
Me too about the padded cell, but they just won't have enough room for all of us I can identify with all you said, especially the bit about being frightened of seeing things, it's fear and anxiety hun. Back to you Monday A huge hug Scarlet xxxx
|
|
|
Post by Scarlet on Mar 10, 2008 8:28:09 GMT
JM,
How are you feeling today hun? What you have felt, I have felt too, and have been afraid of all what you mention as well. Please know it get's better, I'm living proof JM..and this wil be you as well.
I'll be around later if you want to chat. I'm just off to make breakfast and am waiting for the men to come fix the radiators.
Hugs
xxxxx
|
|
|
Post by Scarlet on Mar 10, 2008 10:10:29 GMT
Hi JM,
Please check your pm hun xxxx
|
|
|
Post by justme 31 on Mar 10, 2008 10:39:17 GMT
hi scarlett just gunna check pms hun. keep thinkin am pyschotic its like am obssessed with imaginin i got all the symptoms. think maybe i am and no one has noticed!!
|
|
|
Post by Scarlet on Mar 10, 2008 11:26:06 GMT
Believe me hun, they would notice...and so would we..YOU ARE NOT PSYCHOTIC.
Don't read anything about being psychotic for the moment if it's affecting you, get some music on, or play that stuff I sent you. Every 5 mins you are able to distract yourself, is 5 mins nearer full recovery..
Here for you hun, and been where you've been..
xxxxx
|
|
|
Post by winegirl on Mar 10, 2008 18:21:38 GMT
Hi JM
How has the rest of the day been for you babes??
WG x
|
|
|
Post by justme 31 on Mar 12, 2008 9:00:24 GMT
its weird innit i had a few days not where i was feelin better but it was like i could cope with the symptoms better... them few days i didnt realise i felt better because i was still strugglin but the last few days am thinkin fk me its all back with vengance. obssessive thoughts r terrible just feel like cryin keep thinkin am psychotic. went to c the shrink yesterday dont think this helped with the thoughts at the centre i go to to c the shrink there r some right mad people now am terrified cos keep thinkin thats what i am gunna b like. the shrink did my head in also i told him i felt confused like my brain is all messed up he looked at me like i was mad and kept askin what do u mean........which made me think oh god he aint heard all this b4 so i must b mad! i thought feelin confused, spaced out and not bein able to think straight were all part of pni?
|
|
|
Post by winegirl on Mar 12, 2008 10:24:06 GMT
Hi JM
He was probably asking `what do you mean' to try and get a clearer picture of your symptoms. These symptoms are part of PNI babes, and in my mind probably the worst ones to have.
Do you have anything planned for today babes? How are you feeling this morning?
WG x
|
|