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Post by marion on May 21, 2006 16:55:15 GMT
Hi Hannah Hope Peters ok - my hv told me that I shouldnt starve Chloe when she had a bad stomach bug so dont worry about giving him some milk - it's weird how everyone gives you conflicting advcie isnt it? Hope you've managed to get some rest today. Love Marion
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Post by hannah457 on May 21, 2006 21:30:09 GMT
peter got worse he was vomiting and had diarrhea and also developed a rash. i rang the out of hours surgery and was asked to take him up there. the doctor looked him over and i was told he got gastro-enteritis. the said they didn't know what the rash was but not worried as it disappears under pressure touch. Ive been given oral re-hydration powder for him.
I'm really exhausted and in need of sleep. Ive been crying with the relief of knowing hes not got a bad illness. kept thinking he had meningitis or some other illness
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Post by yoyo on May 22, 2006 7:58:23 GMT
Poor little peter & you of course x Glad to hear he's been diagnosed and given treatment, it's so hard when they get ill isn't it?! You take care too x Hope he's on the mend very soon x x
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Post by hannah457 on May 22, 2006 11:02:34 GMT
having a good day. im on a complete buzz. peter seems ok but still very loss but other than that hes ok.
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Post by hannah457 on May 22, 2006 20:53:56 GMT
peter seems better, the sickness has settled down. but the diarrhea is still there, hes been grizzly and irritable but other than that hes OK.
I'm really tired after a long day, gong to bed for a good nights sleep.
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Post by hannah457 on May 23, 2006 10:28:56 GMT
peter seems OK now, hes keeping his food and milk down and the loss nappies seems to be less. so hopefully hes on the way to recovery. my cpn coming soon thank god, cos i really need to talk to her about how Ive been feeling. I'm really tired and my hormones are all over the place. I'm emotional exhausted. last night when martin and peter was a sleep i lay in my bed crying. i dint know why i just feel so low again. i keep scratching my arms, i know i shouldn't but it seems to be the only way to get physical release at the min. i just want to cry all the time. Ive even been thinking about taking all my tablets. i want the world to stop spinning so i can get off. i just want to go to sleep and never wake up. i want to die !!!!!!!!!!
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Post by marion on May 23, 2006 10:35:57 GMT
Hi hannah Know how you feel - things are so hard when you feel this way but remember how well you have done, how much you have achieved like starting this group. It's so hard and no one really gets how difficult it is to keep going but you have to for your children and Martin who all love you very much. Take care Here if you need to talk, Love Marion
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Post by noodles on May 23, 2006 19:05:59 GMT
hi hon, here if you need to talk!!! thanks for the message, of course i will stay in touch no one gets rid of me that easily!!! hang in there babe!!! noodles xxx
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Post by hannah457 on May 24, 2006 6:54:56 GMT
cpn came yesterday, we talked about how I'm feeling. this visit from her felt so useless, i felt as if she wasn't helping me at all. i feel so alone, when i was telling her about different things i felt as if she wasn't listening to me. she just kept saying you will get better its only a blip, but when your feeling low it doesn't feel like a blip it feels as if your falling back down again. I'm going to phone the doctors about my tablets cos i feel as if there not working. i want to scratch my arms until they bleed but i know i shouldn't. martins being so supportive and the kids are being good but i can feel the strain this illness is putting on my family. everyones walking around on egg shell so they don't upset me in anyway.
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Post by marion on May 24, 2006 7:08:37 GMT
Hi Hannah I know sometimes that I think seeing my dr or cpn will cure everything for me and just make me feel better and I feel upset when it doesnt and as if they havent really helped me. Definately go back to your dr's - how long have you been on the meds now? Have you had your dose altered at all? I know that usually they start you on a low dose to see if your body is ok with it and then up it gradually to a dose that works for you so it could just be a matter of having it upped a bit. The good news is that I've found that it doesnt take long for the new dose to help as it's already in your system. I'm around today if you need to talk. Love Marion.
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Post by hannah457 on May 24, 2006 20:26:16 GMT
todays been a strange day for me. feel like I'm walking around in a big black cloud and I'm the only one who can see it. went to peeps for baby's today but cos i was on edge peter was playing up which made me more stressed. hate myself so much today, feel really worthless. i feel like in heading backward again with this illness. really worried about peter so i took him to the doctors, the doctor wasn't any help just told me to monitor what he eats for the next week and keep giving him his re-hydration powders.
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Post by hannah457 on May 26, 2006 12:08:46 GMT
not feeling any better, still feel so low. its Brandon's birthday today so I'm putting on the smile for his sake. hes six today.
i enjoyed watching open his presents and seeing his little face light up every time it was one he had asked for. having birthday cake and sandwiches for tea later for him.
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Post by cheshire on May 26, 2006 15:36:54 GMT
Hi Hannah
Hope the birthday tea goes well - and 'happy birthday' to Brandonxx
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Post by noodles on May 26, 2006 19:18:01 GMT
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BRANDON...... XXXXXXXX
hope you are ok han, think of you......
Noodles xxxx
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Post by marion on May 26, 2006 19:24:45 GMT
Well done Hannah for putting on abrave face - it's so hard when you feel like crap. I had to at christmas which was really hard. Happy Birthday Brandon Love Marion.
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