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Post by cheshire on Oct 1, 2006 20:09:22 GMT
That's lovely about the ring, aw! x
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Post by kl77 on Oct 2, 2006 8:24:08 GMT
What a gorgeous thing to do - Gary the secret romantic!
Glad the course went well, I don't think it's bad that you didn't mis them as much as you 'should' have. It shows trust in Gary and strength in yourself.
Keep the good days coming x
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Post by chica on Oct 3, 2006 20:26:53 GMT
Who said the age of romance is dead. You lucky thing, next time he makes you fed up or angry just hold on to how you feel now, never let the warm feelings go. It will make things so more worthwhile. Hope you are doing ok today. Love and hugs Chica
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Post by sianyc on Oct 4, 2006 9:08:52 GMT
Been revising like mad for the last 2 days. It's been going very well - nothing awful and I haven't felt out of my depth with all the material. I am revising with one of my work friends though so we can help each other through it! I've been feeling really good. I only had a touch of PMT this month and have felt great since Monday. I've had times during the days where I've started to panic about my work or that I have the girls all day (today) but I am getting better at talking myself down. I'm concentrating on doing stuff I want to do like come on this site and catch up, see my sister, read my book etc. This is instead of madly trying to keep up with the cleaning and the ironing. G is knackered though cos he has to get up at 6 to go to work and he has a promotion interview looming. Good for our finances but bad for his stress
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Post by sianyc on Oct 5, 2006 18:41:13 GMT
Well what a crap day I forgot to take my tablets on Tuesday so it's my own bloody fault which is really really annoying. I was about due a bit of a blip anyway and this is bound to make it worse. I've lost count of the amount of time I told Caitlin to shut up today and I screamed at her a few times too. Her little face just crumples and big fat tears just start rolling down her face. I'm crying typing this cos I feel so guilty about it. She was just being her normal whirlwind self and I just couldn't cope. I haven't been able to eat this afternoon cos I just feel sick. I didn't even follow my own advice of hiding in the bathroom which tends to work with me. It's been so long since I had a really crap day that I just reacted and blew up without even thinking I haven't felt like crying for ages and today I could just cry and cry and cry. It's not just that I made my gorgeous little girl cry, it's also that just when I think I'm improving, I have a crappy day and I'm reminded how reliant I am on some sodding pills
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Post by cheshire on Oct 5, 2006 19:00:41 GMT
Hi Sianyc Sorry you're feeling so sad.. Sending you thoughts and hugsxx Hopefulx Blips are a **??!** - I agree Hope you have better day tomorrowx
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Post by kl77 on Oct 5, 2006 19:58:47 GMT
Hi Honey
Sorry you are having a not so good one x
Please try and eat something and remember that the pills won't be forever x
The bad ones only some to show us how good we're doing, how few they are now and to make us recognise and cherish the good times.
Hoping tomorrow is a better one xxx
Thinking about you and what a wonderful mummy you are x
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Post by sianyc on Oct 7, 2006 8:11:46 GMT
made myself a sarnie and had a beer - alcohol is not the best for me in that sort of mood but it made me so tired I went to bed at 10 and woke up yesterday with my mood slightly improved.
Both the girls slept in this morning so I got to sleep til 8 o clock - mmmmmmmmm. I feel happier today even though neither of them will eat their breakfast and are nagging me!
Planning on going to M&S for some nice food for tonight and babygros, vests and underwear for the girls. Caitlin loves going in the cafe and having juice and a cake - her mummy quite likes that too ;D
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Post by sianyc on Oct 9, 2006 12:13:09 GMT
We had a nice shopping day although I spent far too much money! I bought Rhianna little cruising shoes from Clarks. Her crawling and cruising speed has doubled since - big mistake there I think I spent yesterday revising and all of this morning revising. I am now officially done - yay. Just have to not think about the exam tomorrow and try to relax. Yeah right Wish me luck - aarrgghh
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Post by sianyc on Oct 11, 2006 7:03:19 GMT
so the exam is over. It went ok- I'd done a ton of work for it so I would have been gutted if it had gone badly.
Not quite awake yet so I'll probably come back on here later
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Post by sianyc on Oct 11, 2006 11:16:18 GMT
Feel very 'off' today. I've had three doses of rescue remedy already and feel really tense and anxious. Thank god my Dad called earlier and invited us to his house for lunch and the afternoon. Another thing to thank my little sister for - she admitted the other day that she also told my dad to keep an eye on me and make sure he helped out more. She's a star. My mum is off work today and next Wednesday and just told me last night what she planned to do on those days. Big surprise, it doesn't involve coming to see me and helping me out. Not that I asked her to. feeling bit sorry for myself today
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Post by naomi on Oct 11, 2006 11:44:33 GMT
Dear Sianyc
Sorry to hear you're having a crap one today - it's so hard when mums can't be there to support us, but a big cheer for your dad! It's really good to get out when you're feeling rubbish, and having an extra pair of hands for energetic wee ones is a bonus! I'm going to look for some shoes for Anya at Mothercare this afternoon, so hope she doesn't get speedier too... Anything to keep her socks on, to be honest!!
Thanks for your lovely posts on my diary - I'm so glad we can look out for each other one here. Your party for Caitlin sounded wonderful! I'm getting excited about Anya's 1st birthday party in November - we've borrowed a bubble machine and hired out a room in our church building as our living room is about the size of a postage stamp!
Lots of love, hope the afternoon at your dad's was good xx xx Nay xx xx
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Post by sianyc on Oct 11, 2006 18:14:34 GMT
Thanks for that Nay - I've just popped on for 5 minutes and it's cheered me up a bit.
Ordered a Dominos Pizza in celebration of the exam being over and done with.
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Post by sianyc on Oct 13, 2006 20:37:54 GMT
it's diet time. I tried on some work trousers this morning and they did up but looked hideous If chocolate had never been invented then I swear I'd be a size 10. Cadbury's have a lot to answer for. So back on Weighwatchchers in the morning. I pay for online and have been ignoring the direct debit coming out of the bank in the vain hope that I could will that 2 stone off. Oh for size 12 jeans instead of size 16 ones. I should buy some and staple them to the fridge/chocolate cupboard
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Post by kl77 on Oct 18, 2006 20:34:20 GMT
Hi Honey
Glad the exam went OK - when do you get the results?
I feel the same about Cadbury's - I'd staple my jeans to the fridge too but the door isn't big enough!!!!! Hee Hee.
Went to join Slimming World on Monday and poisonous consultant wouldn't let me because I wasn't willing to stay 2 hours to the class, even though I know the diet, I was doing it at the beginning of my pregnancy!!!! Bloody Fuming!
Take care and keep up the good days xxxxxx
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